HONEYM NAK CELOTEH JER

STUDENTS VISITING ME :D

2012-01-26T19:39:00.000-08:00

Cikgu pun sempat posing cam-cam gaya ngan bebudak chomei nih....

Heheheh nasib baik tak terberanak ketawa dan berposing :D

Bersama ...

Syira, Fizah, Shikin, Iman, Atikah

Terima kasih lah kerana sudi visit Cikgu Buyung sorang nih.... Terharu tengok korang korban masa jengok cikgu. Kesian tengok korang cikgu kena tinggalkan kejap...

Tak apa..kalau ada apa-apa masalah dalam PA silalah jumpa cikgu :D

Terima kasih dearz :D

Terharu cikgu dibuatnya..... Seronok dapat bercakap dan tengok muka korang... kalau tak asyik tatap muka virtual jer... tak pun mamat hencem korea...

MUMMY IS 32 WEEKS

2012-01-25T03:29:00.000-08:00

Pic from medicine.net.com

http://www.pregnancy-calendars.net/week32p.aspx

Had my 32 weeks check up today and got anor 2 weeks MC.... Doc reminded mummy not to poke the belly :D Only soft touch.... Manalah mummy ada poke2... gode gode je.... But Ayah told doc that Mummy loves to play with her belly... Ayah tak boleh simpan secret lah...

Mummy still has to take ventolin... 3 times a day kata doc.... We want to keep this baby until full term,,, sh reminded :D

Besh tgk baby kat screen.... baby was even active when the doc was scanning...

Baby SK is now 2kgs....

Besor dah dia..... his kicks are stronger and giving mummy terrible back ache at night.... pelik ...siang boleh pulak tido mati... malam ajer sakit satu badan... maybe mummy really needs ayah's attention around the clock sampai malam buta pun buat ayah worried...

Mamanoe's here to give mummy some attention :D Balik from hospital rumah dah bersih :D Thanks mamanoe... last umah nih bersih beli your last visit lah mamanoe.....

Mummy ngidam makan kuih cakar ayam... and kepek pisang sira... Mamanoe jugak tolong carikkan...

Among today's discussion with ayah was the plan to hire a maid and to have mummy to extend her leave ... from 1 month naik 2 months and now 3 months

Ayah got scared when he heard from the news about 2 babies choked on milk recently... Pity the babies...

BUT mummy is so reluctant to hire a nurse.... Ayah... our house is soooo small... where to keep the maid in this 1133 sqf home?? Ayah kata.... "We furnish the house with cabinets everywhere..." umpan mummy lah tu... BUT Ayah.... banyaknya lah cabinet nak pasang....

Then cerita pasal barang baby pulak.... Hehehehe.... Ayah banyak gak nak cut bajet nih....

Partner dia memang dah nak bagi baby cot... and now his sister is giving away her baby stroller and carseat... Mummy tanya ayah..."Ada bau store tak?"

Tak per lah baby... kalau condition dia ok apa salahnyakan...even though mummy nak2 sangat baby berserba baru bila nampak dunia nih :D

Tapi kita kena paham ayah tau.... Kesian ayah...... Mummy pun teruk jugak... asyk gila dgn tudung fareeda.... haish.. sampai kantoi last nite.... buat ayah frust lagi tgk mummy spend duit cam apa

Ni meragau dia carik insurans for u.....

So tengoklah rezki kita cam mana eh baby :D

yang penting... semuanya untuk baby...

DRAGON YEAR 2012

2012-01-23T00:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO DRAGONS OUT THERE AND TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS, STUDENTS AND BLOGGERS, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

The year of the mystical creature is here again. Being the fifth in the Chinese Calender, this fastest creature of its time of heaven under the ruler of the Jade Emperor, Yu Huang, was believed to be so busy helping the villagers and the rabbit before arriving heaven for a big feast and thus being 5th to arrive resulting the dragon to be the fifth in the calender. Dragon year is the most auspicious sign in the Chinese Zodiac Calender. The year of the dragon is the only year represented by a mythical character and those who are born in this lunar year symbolize such character traits of great qualities like royalty, innovative, enterprising, wealth, wisdom, courage and power.... On the other hand, the dragons, as pictured in movies like "How to Tame a Dragon" would definitely possess qualities like hot-tempered, tactless, and scrutinizing.

There are 5 different types of dragons; metal dragon, water dragon, wood dragon, fire dragon and earth dragon. This does also mean that it takes 60 years for every dragon year to rotate ... oh god... Lama tu!!

Sayang and I are among the lucky babies being born as dragons for we were born in 1976 (fire dragon) and now we are expecting another dragon this year, the water dragon, which is said to be the most powerful. Remember, water does also mean life.... Unlike the fire dragons. water dragons are said to be calmer. I wished that our baby dragon would be more relaxed than his overreacted parents :D

Seems like being a dragon is a great deal among the Chinese, the world is expected to witness a baby boom scenario especially in the east. It is said that this dragon baby boom would helped countries like Singapore and Taiwan to increase their population. Mmmm and this does also mean that our baby dragon has to compete with other baby dragons. So baby.. remember ..the competition is high and you have to show your very best to be among the best...

Itu kata the Chinese......

For us the Muslims, we are not suppose to believe all these superstitious thingy for we lives have already been destined even when we were in the womb. What makes a person with good qualities are based from his efforts and perseverance towards achieving his ambition and as a Muslim.

So... what ever ever it is... mummy and ayah will always pray for you baby :D

Papa Dragon

Mama Dragon... (gambar dipilih khas oleh ayah)

Baby Dragon :D

MY DEAR STUDENT

2012-01-20T21:13:00.000-08:00

Mesti blog mesti blog... pasal dia buat mummy terharu!!

Adrian Soo came to visit me yesterday even though it rained heavily..

Thanks a lot dear... Hope you enjoy reading the holy book you requested.

Remember... do not let people bully you around!!

SEMAKAN KEMASUKAN KE MRSM TINGKATAN 4 TAHUN 2012

2012-01-20T20:38:00.000-08:00

Adik-adik yang sudah memohon MRSM dan nak tau keputusannya boleh semak di link ini.

Alhamdulillah.... Dieba pun dapat...

Siapa sangka terkucil 1A pun dapat... memang rezki daripada Allah...

Abah lagi happy for this is the best birthday present ever ....

Happy 75th birthday Abah...

We wish you happiness and may you be under the shade and protection of Allah...

We love you :D

Alhamdulillah....

Sorry lah pasal tak dapat hantar dibah dalam keadaan knem cam nih... Kalau knem ok mesti knem dapat hantar diba macam mana kita ramai2 hantar kak nor ke SMAP Labu and Kak Ida ke STJ dulu.... Kurang korum nak hantar Diba... kaknem gi SHAH dulu abah ajer yang hantar naik bas... nanges2 kaknem...

Apa-apa pun Knem nak Diba tau yang we are very proud of u and happy for you. Abah pun dah tak mau nak iktirafkan bday present from us for our present for him could never be compared with yours !! :D

Pecah rekod... tak der sorang pun kakak dapat masuk MRSM :D

Walaupun Diba kena tinggalkan mak abah.. kak nem percaya mak abah ok... tapi kesian atok..Atok nanti rindukan diba.. but doo not worry...atok akan paksa orang hantar dia pergi muar lepas ni...ekekekkekek

PERKHIDMATAN SELEPAS BERSALIN??? (Part 1)

2012-01-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

Among today's discussion with Sayang was to get someone who could take care of me during the confinement period. He insisted to have someone to take care of me properly. I told him that non of sisters or even my mother hired someone just to take care of them full-time. My mom would just call Mak Wiwik a famous 'mak urut' in Kempas and bought all the herbs from the Traditional Store in Johor. As for her meal, we would help her to prepare the meal or she would prepare the meal herself. We ate the same meal and never complained about it. Our favourite would be the rice with fish broth and vegetables.

But Sayang insisted to get someone to be hired as a full-timer and a professional in the field. "Taking care after delivery is very important and crucial for a mother"... said Sayang. Tak sangka Sayang pikir macam nih juga :D

So, I googled here and there and managed to get a few. It was not easy for me for most of the confinement centers were handled by the chinese and only a few Malay Traditional Centers were listed. In fact, the feedbacks for the chinese centers were so negative that I imagined the same thing to the Malay centers. I googled the one near my school (ss2/3) but the center received a lot of complains too. Haiya....

Cari punya cari, jumpalah beberapa....

Senarai Perkhidmatan Selepas Bersalin (Beserta link)
Jemari Tradisional
Traditional Confinement and Spa
Panji Alam Post Natal
Iree touch
Ain Muslimah Spa
Shadira
Mutiara Sayang Ibu
Kartika Buana
Traditional Home Treatment
My Bengkung

So... what type of services do I need?

There a few to choose from..
1. Full-time home nursing 24/7 x 7/14/30/40 days
2. Part-time home nursing 3 -6 hours a day X 7/14/30/40 days
3. Stay in 3,7,14 days
4. Walk in

Actually... what Sayang requested for full-time home nursing post natal care for 14 days .. try dulu for 7 days and if we are happy with the service we'll take up to 14 days ...

Cost
Cost memang bergantung ngan pakej yang ditawarkan... Pakej yang lebih lengkap tentu itu yang kita nakkan. Kalau nak lebih privasi kita amiklah yang jenids part-time. Tapi kekadang ada pakej yang part-time nih lebih mahal daripada full-time. Banyak beza.... RM3000 dengan RM1900 = RM1100 beza banyak tu... tapi kita tak tahu yang mana lebih baik pun...

So ini adalah antara pilihannya yang agak OK

(Copied n pasted from the website)

1) Traditional Home Treatment - RM3000 (Melati Package)
1. Penjagaan siang sahaja selama 14 hari
2. urut selepas bersalin selama 14 hari
3. Mandi herba 28 kali
4. Barut/ Param / Pilis (28 kali)
5. Tangas (14 kali)
6. Tungku (7 kali)
7. Mandikan bayi setiap hari
8. Penyediaan makanan ibu (2 kali)
9. Kit barangan penjagaan selepas bersalin
- 1 helai barut untuk ibu
- 1 helai barut herba
- Sebotol maajun
- 1 tungku moden

*** PERCUMA****
10. Khidmat nasihat penjagaan semasa tempoh berpantang (Termasuk penjagaan makanan seimbang)
11. Tilam panas disediakan sepanjang rawatan (Salai)
12. Bekam angin (2 kali)
13 Sauna (3 kali)

* TIDAK TERMASUK KOS PENGANGKUTAN

2) Shadira Beauty - RM3000 - 14 days
Mother
6x Traditional bady Massage (Urut Tradisional), Daily herbal Bath Preparation (Mandian Herba), Warm Stone Therapy (Bertunku), Tummy Binding (Ikat bengkung), 7 x Red Infrared Therapy Light, Herbal Food and Drink Preparation and 2 Body Scrub (Lulur badan)

Baby

Daily baby bath & Massage, General Work - baby Day Care, Diaper Changing, Boiling Feeding Bottles Equiptment, Washing Mother and baby Clothes.

Free 3 dry tangas

3) Jari Jemari Traditional
7 Hari RM1000
3x Urutan bersalin
7x Penyediaan mandi herba, bertungku, ikatan kain bengkung
7x terapi sinar infrared
1x lulur herba
Memasak makanan dan minuman berpantang
2x sehali mandi dan urut bayi

Penjagaan bayi : mencuci pakaian ibu dan bayi, menukar lampin bayi

14 hari RM1900
6 kali urutan bersalin
14x Penyediaan mandi herba, bertungku, ikatan kain bengkung

7x terapi sinar infrared
2x lulur herba
3x bertangas
Memasak makanan dan minuman berpantang
2x sehali mandi dan urut bayi

Penjagaan bayi : mencuci pakaian ibu dan bayi, menukar lampin bayi

So.... we would consider the third one.... murah and affordable .... Tapi kena jugak buat check-list coz dia ada lebih kurang sana sini sikit .... masih boleh jugak servis2 yg lain

Tapi....
ada sesuatu yang menarik perhatian juga...

Kartika Buana menawarkan perkhidmatan yang lebih Islamik iaitu dengan penggunaan Teknologi AlQuran.

Kos tidak pula dinyatakan ....

Perkhidmatan ini juga penting coz kita tahu bahawa syaitan ini selalu menganggu anak Adam. bagus juga kalau setiap kali diurut dirawat kita tahu ada penggunaan yant AlQuran kerana kita memang tahu yang AlQuran adalah sumber rawatan pelbagai penyakit.. kan...
So... rasanya I'm going to call this center as well...

Boleh juga amik yang rawatan di rumah dan pergi ke center ini juga... tengoklah macam mana...

So to all my blogger readers... if you want to get extra info on the said services... just click the links..

I cuma what research sikit2 ajer ...:D

Hope it helps :D

JANGAN CONFUSEKAN AYAH

2012-01-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

Sayang punya story again

Beg tu tak banyak sebenornya...

Ada tiga beg aja...

Yang 1st is my bag... comei ajer... ala... beg free streamyx tu...bukan besar sangat.

And yang kedua tu baby's bag ... yang daddy bag tu... dalam tu pun ada beg kecik letak baju baby sepasang untuk delivery room. Yang third tu beg apa-apa...termasuk barang ayah... baju dua helai, spentot dia ngan 3in1 nya air...:D

Bila brief Sayang itu lah response nya :D

My sis heard the story and said....

"La pakai beg plastik ajer for baju kat delivery room tu... bukan nya nurse ada barang nak bagi balik kat anim... Baby keluarkan bogel. Buat penat dia aja nak make sure beg tu tak hilang nanti."

Betul jugak tu kata Ana... maklumlah anak dah 4 orang :D

My friend Syida pun cakap pasal baju baby yang mahal boleh hilang....

Aish... mummy dah prepare yang cenggih sket utk SK nih.. maklumlah... kononnya apa-apa 1st experience baby kena grand sket :D !st baju pakai, 1st baju siang, 1st baju outing.... Yang first jer lah....lepas pu bak kata member cap ayam jer :D Apa kata member tu pun betul... so I am reconsidering tu prepare baju yang murah sket utk delivery room tu .... ada pun...beli masa Jcard day sales... Looneytunes sepasang RM8 :D

Jangan marah baby :D

And bawah nih seloroh mummy kat kawan yang tolong beli tudung Fareeda utk mummy :D

Thanks la kepada kekawan mummy yang bagi advice dan menghiburkan mummy kat FB nih :D

PERSIAPAN UNTUK DELIVERY

2012-01-16T22:09:00.000-08:00

Aktiviti arinih... cuci2 lipat2...

Sayang benor rasanya nak basuh pakai mesin... tp melihatkan keadaan diri sendiri yg limited sangat geraknya nak tak nak masuk jugak lah mesin....

Basuh separuh ajer... bebaju new born sampai 3-6 months... baju lain besar sangat for baby.. (Beli baju untuk tempoh setahun kot!!!)

Cloth diapers dah masuk second wash... lagi selalu basuh kadar serapan tinggi :D

Ala la la comei nyer!!!!!!

Dah masuk 31 weeks pun... so kena berjaga2 sudah... beg sendiri.. beg baby... beg ayah tak payah kot pasal rumah kita ngan spital dekat aja... biar ayah tido rumah aja...

Dalam beg mummy ada

3 pasang kain batik (ihsan tok mak yang tau anak dia nih tak pernah berbatik)
3 T lengan panjang
towel
spentot
bra
stokin x 2

Beg baby nak ke delivery room

Baju + seluar panjang
topi
stokin
mitten

Beg tambahan baby

2 pasang baju
Receiving blanket
stokin
mitten

Belum masuk lagi

toiletries
tafsir alQuran
maternity pads
kad spital - pakai IC jer kot nanti
diapers untuk baby
rasanya nak bawak breastpump yang belum dibeli lagi tu....
apa-apa 3in1s .... nak2 soy drink utk tenaga dan susu mummy :D

HARAPNYA TAK ADA YG TERLUPA LAH....

CUMA BELUM REGISTER KAT SPITAL JER!!! Heheheh... nanti next week kita bayar deposit :D

Balik kampung tinggal angkat ajer kotak nih

Oh ya.... mummy belum pergi maternity kelas lagi...ayah sibuk... so persiapan part nih macam tak boleh aja... tp rasa maca perlu... mummy takut semput masa beranak je :D

MELAYAN DRAMA KOREA

2012-01-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

Sayang is so busy lately...
He was even away on Sunday and came back on Monday 8 am. Kesian Ayah...
He knew that he could not pay extra attention to mummy and was sad for not able to cope with his work load and mummy... he could just hugged mummy while we watched a short drama last Saturday nite ... as if saying that he was sorry.....

Tak apa ayah... we understand... mummy pun bukan nak ayah bawak makan yg canggih2 kat mummy... roti gardenia ngan kaya dah cukup heaven utk mummy dah.... plus bila dah ada maaduu.com... mummy lagi lah layan drama korea :D

So... ini lah cinta mummy buat masa nih...Playful Kiss recommended by Ummie Hanie...
Nak cerita bebanyak pasal cerita nih nanti kekawan blogger nak tgk dah jadik tak besh pulak...

So apa kata kekawan...jom tengok!!!

PLANNING FOR MY CONFINEMENT PERIOD

2012-01-14T01:13:00.000-08:00

Sayang asked whether can mak take care of me during the first 2 weeks of the confinement period before going back to Johor. i know it'd be hard for mak for mak has to take care of the children she babysits. Taking long leave may not be easy for her nor the children's parents. Kesian diorang.

Next would be my mother in law. No doubt that my mother in law can take good care of me. She knows all the Indian herbs and the use of it. But I do not want her to take care of me. She was a cancer patient and I do not want to trouble her. Taking care of a big demanding momma like me is hazardous to her life ...ekekekekek .... I do not want to hurt her feelings seeing me so upside down :D

Next would be my dear sis, Nor, SK's Mamanoe :D She's young, not married, an engineer to be... kinda jobless :D ... (tunggu petronas panggil dalam tempoh 6 bulan), and know nothing about all the herbs nor the dos and the don'ts for women in confinement. Dia tau kemas... masak (hangit gak) ... hehehe... tapi nak jaga gak dia kakak dia sorang nih. Ala mamanoe... jaga org pantang nih masak senang ajer... semua rebus2 ajer :D Tapi boleh harap lah dia nak berzikir, bertasbih berdoa... baca yaasin ...boleh harap lah part2 tu :D Ala... with the help of technology we could definitely get some tips on how to take care during this crucial period of a new mummy kan... google... calling calling... and if we have the $$$$... just get someone professional to help out :D

Indian confinement and Malay confinement could be different...
We do have our own beliefs when it comes to confinement. As long as i know ... my mom's confinement seemed to be so simple. She ate all the healthy food and avoided all the food under the cold category. Bengkung was a must ... I remembered seeing her in her long pink color bengkung which she wrapped it around her for hours. As for bertungku and massaging, a makcik urut would come to help her out. And still she did all the house chores and took care of the family :D itulah mak saye :D Minum rebus akar kayu memang biasa... makan rebus2 pun dia buat jugak...

According to my MIL, Indian confinement seems to be more elaborate. Fishes with tiny bones are to be avoided for the bones could harm the baby during breastfeeding :D Baby lepas mandi akan mandi asap kemenyan as well to make sure the baby is kept warm all the time. A big pottu on the baby's forehead seems to be a must. It is said that the demons won't disturb the baby for the baby is no longer cute with the big pottu. For us the muslims... we just have to read a few verses from the AlQuran to cast bad demons around us... the word of Allah the Mighty God is what the demons are afraid of, kan...?

Apa-apa pun... this is only for the first 2 weeks after delivery...then we are going back to Johor... for a month to do akikah and other kenduris as well :D

Mamanoe... (Org paling jelas dalam gambor) yang dipanggil

untuk jaga mummy :D ... gambar from fb dia.. yang sedang enjoy meraikan

hari-hari terakhir sbg student utp....

ME: 30 WEEKS BEING PREGNANT

2012-01-11T00:09:00.001-08:00

Ayah came back quite early yesterday and brought mummy for our special 13th anniversary dinner at TGIF... We managed to get the parking lot near the restaurant .. dined and went home... Geram aja tengok parkson was having their CNY Sales...

But mummy couldn't walk far... as for yesterday it was really a challenge for mummy to walk frm the house to the lift and from the lift to the parking lot.. haish...

And today we went for our check up.... the best anniversary present ever... to see baby golek-golek :D
Ayah woke up so early today... went to the clinic and managed to get que #1 for mummy. He then came back to fetch mummy but then there was a horrible traffic along Jalan Subang up to the elevated road to SDMC. Hua.. rasa macam nak terjun kereta aja bila tgk SDMC Hospital kat sebelah aje.. but we had to follow the traffic...

Once we reached there the nurses teased me... "wah, hari ini juara!" and mummy replied... "Aah juara tp jam teruk!!"

We didn't have to wait long... right after mummy did the urine test it was already our turn.

So when we scanned ... nampak lah baby ... dah gomok dia :D

Cam ni la kot si kecik dalam perut mummy dia... His head was down but not engaged, his legs were at the other side of my tummy .. cam twisted gitu gaya nya.... so macam nilah kot :D ... Baby's weight was 1.7kg... and after a few hours you added more weight coz mummy ate like a horse after the checkup.

Doc said that mummy had to rest.. and again she said no walking around. hehehe... MC lagi :D for anor 2 weeks :D But mummy really wants to go back to work... My work is piling dear.. It looks like mummy will start working when we are 34 weeks that is a week after CNY. Doc said that we are only safe after 34 weeks and above.... and the good news is... the doc said "We are preparing you for normal delivery" Wah!!! Normal delivery tu!! InsyaAllah eh baby SK. Be strong, be patient.. the world will wait for you :D

And for the time being mummy has lots of work to do... from washing your clothes and to preparing for your corner :D So far, I'm washing your cloth diapers..they are still in the pail :D.. Nak mintak MamaNoe tulun gak nih nanti part kemas-kemas :D

:D can't wait to see u sayang :D

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SAYANG

2012-01-09T16:06:00.000-08:00

Pagi-pagi bangun solat jumpa Sayang.. gave him :* and hadiah anniversary. I knew he had forgotten the date, but I didn't mind.

(gambor from penjual on9 fav ku : suki) Murah ajer :D

It is Ok Sayang... I know you are so busy lately with you cases and ME ......
Esp now... you have to cook for me... kalau tak masak u have to tapau for me.....
U have tu massage me everyday...
Make for me milk.....
Talk to baby....
Blanket me.... (my blanket selalu hilang tengah malam)
Clean the house... kalau tak pun u have to make arrangement for the house to be cleaned ...
Do the laundry.....
Letting me to conquer the bed (I'll build my pillow fort b4 I sleep... just to ensure that I am comfortable enough to accommodate the growing tummy and the never ending backache) resulting him having a small space to toss around and not enough sleep ,,,,
And remember me more everyday (u call me more than usual now...)

Banyak tu kerja nak buat ....

Sayang said... "What ever celebration for the anniversary we do later... in two weeks time".

Alaa.... tak apa sayang (Tp nak pun tak apa...)

Yang ke berapa ye???

13th ....

Happy Anniversary Sayang
I LOVE YOU

From your gomok wife and baby SK

MY PREGNANCY STRETCHMARKS

2012-01-08T04:40:00.000-08:00

Haish......

I've been using bio oil since i first got to know that I was pregnant. I really wished to have a clean smooth belly skin like my sis. Her tummy was so sexy ... even after giving birth to 4 children. When I asked her the secret of having sexy skin .. the reply was.... "Mmmmm tak ader apa-apa pun... bio oil minyak apa2 pun tak pakai... ".... haish... senangnya lah ... :D

Ini contoh perut seksi

A week ago I wore a pair of stretchable pants. Stretchable kan... so i thought there'd be nothing to be worried about... Late in the evening, all of a sudden I felt great itchiness below the belly button ... I thought I was the rashes known as hives (medically known as urticaria or kata orang melayu - gegata...)

Hives... gegata ... macam bekas kena gigit nyamuk yang BESOR

but to my surprise there were 2 crooked lines (an inch long) 'carved' on my tummy.

Pic from http://womensplasticsurgery.blogspot.com

Sedih pulak saranya.... Sayang said "It's ok.... u r experiencing all the 'beauties' of becoming a mummy" ..
Hehehe... ada betul jugak katanya... so now I'm still using bio oil... i guess without the bio oil the stretchmarks could be worse kot...

Tomorrow is the beginning of my 30th week of pregnancy :D Thank you Allah for blessing me with such a wonderful journey towards motherhood :D

KOMEN GAMBOR MAK BUYUNG KAT FB

2012-01-03T18:47:00.000-08:00

Lebih 100 likes :D

And 75 comments...

memang susah nak tengok me pregnant kan...

Maklumlah...11 tahun mengajor cikgu dia, kawan dia macam tu jugak..

I pregnant semua orang hepi ...

Semua teruja :D

I lagi hepi

Thanks for all the wishes

Luv u,
Mamanem, Kaknem, Puan Hanim

MY PREGNANCY WEIGHT GAIN

2012-01-02T16:41:00.000-08:00

Layan gambar jer lah... tak sanggup nak letak the actual weight in Kgs.....

Before getting pregnant.

2009, NOVEMBER

27 OKT 2010

31 OKT 2010

18 Jun 2011 (ekekeke muka tgh subur nih)

Just had my period missed... Adi's wedding July 2011

And me now

23 Dec 2011

Farewell dinner with Ernice

27 weeks...

at Tropica... came here just for the fruit juice...pastu balik

27 weeks

28 weeks

DUGONG IN ACTION!!!

Gambar nih tak tahan nih... paling latest 30th Dec 2011

Sayang kata...

"when i was snapping the pics..i told myself..nak jugak bini i nih posing2

macam2 style... (sambil demo macam2 style tu kat my sister)

without realising dia dah bulat sangat!!!"

I tgk gambor nih pun ketawa bahak2.... serius macam mak dugong tersadai kat

pantai mana tah!!!!

Total weight gain so far... 12 kgs!!! Ehem ehem......

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012

2012-01-01T03:03:00.000-08:00

Today Sayang cooked for the family... nasi arab :D

Nor's here to pamper her akak :D

Yesterday Anna and family came to give me a big surprise. Orang dalam pantang datang... and finally baby Damia digomol mamanem dia.

Thanks to all for making my 2011 a wonderful journey... special thanks to ALLAH :D

May this new year brings us hope and more laughter :D InsyaAllah

So... here's the new me entering 2012

27 weeks... b4 xmas ... nak gi checkup

28 weeks ...30th December 2011

ANTENATAL CHECKUP - 28 WEEKS

2011-12-28T03:18:00.000-08:00

So today again I had my checkup...

Hepi ajer pergi checkup... for I can always see my baby virtually :D

So as usual Sayang would go early in the morning to take the number... came back home to fetch me..

And today my cervix was worse than the last checkup. It was 2.7 cm from 3.2 cm. La.... takkan pergi kat Babyland SS2 yang kejap tu pun buat me like this....
Atau...
pasal lipat baju menggunung ke 2 hari lalu..... lately nih my nesting instinct jadik makin ketara... operasi pertama...basuh baju (tekan button mesin), lipat baju... (sidai angkut semua kerja Sayang) ... angkut baju berlipat I buat :D Sort baju... like asing ikut kategori: baju ada harapan pakai dan baju takada harapan langsung...

And today my MC dipanjangkan lagik kepada 2 minggu until the next checkup which is on the 11th of Jan.
Hepi jugak dapat MC but kesian pulak dengan memember yang kena kerja for me.... kena relief for me... (kena belanja depa makan nih)

Dr Siti (yang cantik jelita) kata..."no shopping... if u wanna shop, go to the shop buy and go home! No window shopping, no long walk!"

Baby is now 1.36 kg... and mummy.... haish.... 3kg increase .... 82.1kg :( Respond Dr Siti "WOW!!" And when we scanned the baby this time .... the boboi was so obvious :D

So now... since i have to REALLY limit my house works yang tak seberapa tu ... we checked in a hotel :D

Corus Hotel KL :D Notice the nasi bungkus near the bed side??

Coz tak boleh keluar.. kita bawak masuk makanan :D

It is just for a 2 nite stay ... away from home... with a new environment :D

Makan kat Ming Restaurant ... it is a halal Chinese Restaurant...

The total cost was RM92 ... ok lah kan... itu pun semuanya tapau, including the desert.. baik makan utk 3 org ...

(Gambor uplod nnt coz sini internet connection very lousy)

Sayang kata. "After the baby's born I do not think so I could pamper u this way. So kita enjoy dulu now. "

Entah bila lah dapat jalan lagi nnt.

Sambil makan pun Sayang dah brangan ngan disinfect the whole house especially the baby's room...our room lah tu ...

Kena jemput assistant nih.... NOR TOLONG EH

Apa-apa pun ....

Thanks Sayang

KOMEN FB YANG MENARIK :D

2011-12-25T21:39:00.000-08:00

KOMEN UNTUK GAMBAR DI ATAS

Part briefcase tu yang tak tahan.... Sayang n I ketawa pecah perut !!!

Actually Sayang memang Sayang wanted to buy a bigger one ....

But we bought this...

Dah beli...then we saw this ....

+ RM50 from the upper one

"I could have bought this...." Sayang said...

"La.... balik kampung boleh lah... but not for outing to a shopping complex, " jawab I la...

"I'd rather drag this rather then leaving important things behind for the baby. Everything may be important", kata Sayang pulak...

Mmmmm........ fussy kan?

SHOPPING FOR BABY : 2ND ROUND

2011-12-25T07:14:00.000-08:00

Botol baby ... ayah pilih ...

Mr Wolverin ...

Mr Spidey ...

Untuk Mummy pun ader :D

Habuan hari ini :D

Barang Big Baby ... Transformers

Cloth Diapers ...

Big Baby figuring out his toy ... 2nd level tu

After 3 hours of playing ... the bumblebee is still a robot

For Mummy ... mainan jana otak :D

Dr Brown's glass bottle. 1 bottle only ... but with 2 sleeves

It's Christmas and sales are everywhere including our favorite 1U :D

The initial plan was to eat IKEA'S famous meatballs and to survey for baby's cot and to buy Sayang's Pöang Chair... but when we went there.. the traffic was so bad and so...we decided to have fun at 1Utama instead.

So ...

Sayang saw... Modernmom ... and said the I must have the maternity dress.... dia kata.. asyik pakai 2 piece jer .... So, dapatlah dua pasang... There are 3 reasons why i prefer 2 piece ... (1) Cheaper....(for people my size... Smaller size ladies could easily buy maternity dresses without having holes in their pockets) (2) I do not have to worry about the length of the dress.... Singkat nanti macam apa ajer pakai .... (3) so...no tailoring needed.

And today we bought for Shahrukh Khan:

towels, blankets, baby tops, a changing mat, Dr Brown's glass bottle and accessories, cloth diapers (3 covers with 7 bamboo inserts), papa bag and plus yesterday ... at Mothercare we added .. 2 baby vests and a T saying "just like my daddy". Yang tu memang Daddy yag nak sangat :D

For Sayang....

I let him buy his favourite movie character the Bumblebee robot. He wanted the Optimus Prime but... I am very sure that the character is definitely the most sellable and the most sought after ones ... and thus it was not on the shelves. Sayang pun beli Rubrik... saja nak main2 kata nya. Toys for mummy ada jugak.... 1 ajer lah.... Soduku ... lepas nih tak payah pakai buku pensil eh

Mechtech's Optimus Prime

Today we surveyed prices for strollers, baby cot and medela breastpump. Mahal la.... Medela breastpump was nearing RM2K. Stroller yang berkenan RM2K... Baby cot kat Enfants RM2K...erk...and without the mattress!!! Harga katil ala-ala double bed that we bought.. solid wood pun RM700 jer. So.... Sayang kata I boleh lah beli medela yang berharga RM1350 yang I jumpa kat online sini... Deposite RM500. Boleh lah bayar next week and dapat by Februari :D Barang lain ada sesapa nak sponsor? :D

Today was really tiring.... we went outing for nearly 4 hours (including being trapped in the traffic), tapi penat nya macam apa... Itu pun jalan banyak duduk nya .... makan jer dah 45 minit.

It shows that obviously with no exercise I'm am now physically weak. I must do light exercise esp for my upperbody. I do not plan to do any rigorous moves... just the safe ones... Ni jalan ni pun I made sure I took ventolin before and after jalan2.

Penat... tapi tak nak cakap kat Sayang... jalan2 nih best tau :D

Later in my next entry, I'll tell why we bought Dr. Brown's feeding bottle :D

ERNICE'S FAREWELL

2011-12-21T23:43:00.000-08:00

The pay master

mine

Ernice's

Sayang's

She is a true friend. Willing to sacrifice herself for others. My mount expedition buddy ... my comforter ....my gasing friend .....

Met her first when we had our first Muafakat Camp at Air Keroh, Melaka. Since then... we got closer and closer ...

She was there when Sayang was in the ICU... always there to comfort me.... I nanges2 cam org giler...dia lah tukang pujuk....

Sayang bagi Ernice jer to drive his car.... Kawan I yang dia paling rapat pun Ernice jer....

So.... for her farewell we planned to give her a treat at Meatworks, Citta Mall Ara Damansara. Because of Ernice too my Sayang allowed me to walk a bit further .... a very short outing..... Thanks Sayang :D

Mummy sedey ...

Takper baby... nnt kita visit mama ernice eh... She's going to hav a ranch back in Sarawak. Mummy will invest some money there so that baby can play with horses, chickens, goats, cows.... but stay away from the cute puppies.

Mama Ernice told us today that she is going to change her hobby from mountain climbing to caving, and biking ... Best jugak kan tu baby :D

Apa-apa pun... to my dear friend Ernice a/k Jipem .... (soksek soksek) take care.... don't noti there.... jangan lupa I!!! Luv u dear...

Kepada kekawan Ernice yang baru....

Do not bully her....

U must know that she is a great teacher....

She loves extra curricular activities .... volleyball, police cadet, camping memang dia expert..... A MASTER IN DRAMA SOCIETY ....

She is a very loving person.....
She is not the person who can say NO easily (so do not take advantage of her)

Love you dear :D

Thanks for being a great friend of mine.

So here are the many2 faces of my dear friend ernice...

Took this pic coz it was not easy to see her in batik :D

The temple route : bukit gasing

Introducing me to ulams... the sarawakian style

Shown here is the Pucuk paku uban

Gigih cari pucuk paku ... seluar pendek... memang the mosquitoes loved her

Gasing Climbing tortured my shoes ..

Tortured?!!! KILLED MY SHOES!!

Our fav route : we named it Villa Ria....

Why? Coz there is an abandoned small house here... and

it is a 'heppy'place for the worms to have their 'convention' here.

Pucuk paku uban...

and yes we collected Pucuk lemedin as well

With Anis :D Anor reluctant gasing buddy....

The one who would always ask "Bila nak sampai nih..???" or

would just say "Cikgu jahat... kata nak sampai tak lama lagik!!!"

With her sister... the pretty lisa

With Nor ... :D

KEPUTUSAN PMR 2011

2011-12-21T23:14:00.000-08:00

Berjaya jugak adik kak nem nih walaupun terkucil 1 B for sejarah. Dieba pun dah dapat rasa sangat kan sejarah tu teruk... Statement mak lagi best... "Dari awal taun aritu mak dah agak dia B sejarah!" eekekekeke

Apa2 pun Kaknem sangat hepi. Memang paham pun pasal Dieba sibuk ngan band.... balik rumah tak mandi tidur pun tak cuci kaki pergi sekolah balik d next morning. (Cara hidup tak sihat nih!!!)

Dapat 7A ada hikmahnya .... tentu adik kaknem n\lebih struggle utk SPM nanti.

Since tak dapat 8A.... handfon idaman tu tak dapat lah adik eh :D

7,079 guru STT ditawarkan ikuti kursus perguruan

2011-12-20T03:07:00.000-08:00

2011/12/19

PUTRAJAYA: Seramai 7,079 Guru Sandaran Tidak Terlatih (GSTT) akan ditawarkan mengikuti latihan dan kursus perguruan mulai Januari depan, kata Timbalan Menteri Pelajaran, Datuk Wee Ka Siong.

Katanya, daripada jumlah itu, seramai 4,433 GSTT akan mengikuti latihan di institusi pengajian tinggi awam (IPTA) mulai Februari, manakala selebihnya di Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia (IPGM), bermula 9 Januari.

Inilah kekawan GSTT mamanem. Depa semua panggil I Mamanem,,, buat me lagi comel gitu ...Ahaks :D

Mamanem rasa sangat happy.

Mamanem tau sangat yang depa nih sangat rajin. Waktu cuti dipanggil pun datang juga berkhidmat tanpa buat bising. Kalau ada pot luck...depa lah yang paling sedap pot luck nya. Kalau membantu... depalah yang p aling ringan tulangnya. Very understanding lah..... suka sangat... chomei sangat...

Ella, ida, Nida, Ida

Mad, razman

Isz

Maya Smis yang pandai nyanyi n joget

Untuk semua...Mamanem ucapkan ribuan tahniah..... Alhamdulillah

BABY....JOM PAU AYAH KAT MOTHERCARE

2011-12-16T01:27:00.000-08:00

Heheheheheheh...... setelah penat merayu kat Sayang... Memang Sayang takut I jalan jauh ... kat dalam rumah ini kalau jalan mundar mandir pun kena marah... inikanlah pulak kat shopping center ...

Antara ayat-ayat yang digunakan ....

"Ala..... Now kalau jalau tak lah penat sangat.... kalau dah full term lagi teruk nak jalan dari sekarang..."
"Kalau dah full term... baby ada kat bawah dah nih...... lagi bahaya."
"Manalah tau kot-kot next month terberanak....."
"Ala.... sale kat mothercare tu sampai 26 dis jer.... jom lah"
"Kita gi mothercare ajer... tak jalan ker tempat lain pun... butik lain pun tak masuk"

Theme: Boy :D

Maka... terjah ler we all ke Bangsar Shopping Center ngan jem nya... Sampai sana ...ayah ler pulak yang tak keruan :D... memang kena pantau kalau dia belikan... beli saiz 3-6 month. Ikut kan hati nak beli 6-9 or 9-12 months... ala..baby kan cepat besar... Tapi ayah kata baby pakai kena lawo and tak boleh gedebeh gedebeh :D Baju yang dipilhnya semua saiz 0-3 months. Teringat anak member yang keluar jer dah 4.6kg.... bila dia pakai baju... button baju baby tu dah nak ter pop pop lah... So nak sedapkan hati ayah amiklah satu pasang jer beli 0-3 month... baju outing pulak tu. Sales kat mothecare 10-50% . I rembat yang 40-50% jer... itu pun dah rasa cam mahalnya lah... terbayang ajer anakku warehouse sales yang sehelai RM1 or 3 for RM10 ..... Takperlah...12 tahun tunggu baby nih .... :D

Siap janji ngan sayang lagik nih... lepas nih kita beli kat Mydin jer eh sayang ....:D

Itu cerita kat Mothercare... sebenarnya hari ni pergi PPUM untuk apa-apa lah yang patut. Ramai member yang advice pergi PPUM or gov kalau kandungan dah ada complication. MC senang dan lebih murah. Lagi pun...private sebenarnya memang push baby kat hospital gov kalau dah complicated sangat.

Sampai dekat pukul 8 pagi... kami terus ker bangunan baru. Banayk betul kaunter yang kena register nih. Hari ini kena Glucose Challenge test... Mak ai!!! manis giler air orennya. Tak sampai 1 minit satu cawan dah

habis diminum... tak tahan rasanya nak minum slow2.

Lepas minum pulak kena gi dengar ceramah sementara nak tunggu sejam lagi for blood test :D
CERAMAH SUSU IBU :D

Ngan sayang sekali dengar ... Penceramah tu bagus... tak ngantuk pun... nurse yati :D Banyak yang mummy belajar kat sini :D Memang pun mummy amik keputusan nak EBM baby.... Tapi bottle fed lah eh... coz mummy takut baby susah bila hantar ke babysitter. Then tanggungjawab menyusukan anak pun nak dikongsi ngan Ayah jugak :D Dengar ceramah pun mummy ngan ayah amik keputusan tak nak beli buai... dikuathhiri gegaran otak baby... :D konon lah eh... Ayah kata dia duduk buai pun pandai ajer :D

Lepas ceramah amik darah ngan doc encem!!!! Rasa nak tatap ajer muka dia masa dia amik darah...tp malu lah pulak... so... mummy tatap lah jarum yang nak mencucuk tu....

Sambil tunggu doc... kami pun berangan jugak ngan nama baby ...

Ayah nak nama depan Lionel... Ayah.. ni nama mat salleh .... (LH) Ayah kata LH nih nama lawfirm yg femes kat Malaysia ... Kenapa Lionel ... Pasal Ada perkataan LION... sama macam ayah LEON .... dan pengaruh cerita smallville haish....

Mummy rekomen gak Luqman Hakeem ... ayah pun start ngan

Lionel Hakeem
Lionel Haq
Lionel Hadief
Lionel Harief.... (Apa makna Harief pun tak tau pasal ayah nak ada huruf H jugak and kalau boleh hujung nama ada F)
Lionel Hanief

Kalau baby gal.... FH...
AND... awal2 ayah dah cop nama FAZURA ..... erk... Pengaruh artis kat ayah nih kuat betul!!!!!

Jumpalah akhirnya doc muda... :D

So macam-macam lah yang diinterviewnya.... dia tak caya yang kami nih akhirnya mengandunglah jugak.. pasal ayah tunjuk semua rekord IUI yang ntah dari tahun brapa... termasuk rekod operation buang polip tu.. Panjang lebar jugak lah dia explain. Dia tak galakkan amik ventolin... so... mummy rasa cam nak kurangkan amik ventolin lah... So next appoinment... siap ada scan... on 13 of Jan ...

Sekurang-kurangnya sekarang dah ada rekod kat PPUM... kalau ada apa2 masalah cam preterm labor mummy akan ker sini. Kalau full term makna nya beranak kat SDMC :D ....

SEKITAR 26 WEEKS BEING PREGNANT

2011-12-14T01:48:00.001-08:00

Dah 26 ++ weeks dah kita eh baby. Alhamdulillah ....... baby stay sampai full term tau :D

So today we went for check up. I put on 1.8 kg.... Doc Siti kata... "Good, I can see that u have a good rest " Baby was active.... I told doc that i still had the contractions... and she said... "Do not rub your tummy hard. Just a soft touch. The more u rub your tummy hard the more contraction you'll get." My sayang pun menambah "She loves to poke her tummy doc playing with the baby." "You shouldn't be doing that."

Huhuhuhuhu .... seronok sebenornya tengok baby response masa mummy poke manja gitu. Manalah mummy tau tu bahaya..... Mummy cuma main gletek2 jer.... Mmm tak per lah.... masih boleh rub2 manja2 gitu, kan baby?

Ayah tanya jugak condition mummy. Doc kata...since mummy mmg rehat betul-betul buat masa nih tak ada apa-apa nak dirisaukan... cuma yang susah nnt kalau mummy start sekolah nanti. Doc kata memang kena consider mummy not to work .... She'd give mummy long mc nnt dia kata. Frankly speaking.... mummy tak nak lah tinggalkan kerja lama2 ...takut terjejas profession mummy nnt .... tgk lah kalau boeh arrange class like students coming to me instead of me going to classes. Ok gak kan?

And hari ni gak... doc suruh continue ngan ventolin... Neorobion tak payah tambah. :D

And today Ayah gave a "GREAT NEWS". Ayah kesian tengok mummy agaknya yang terperap dalam rumah masa cuti nih....

Ayah : I'm taking 2 3 days leave next week..
Mummy: Eeeee best nya.
Ayah : Kita check in hotel nnt ... yang mesti ada astro
Mummy: kat mana tu Sayang ...
Ayah : Sheraton Subang..... and there's a lake there (Selamba tone)
Mummy : Huhuhuhuhu tak sampai 5 km away from home ....

Heheheheheh.... jadik lah baby janji ada new environment .... Ayah kata Sheraton dekat dengan SDMC... kalau jadik apa2 ngan mummy.... senang nak gi :D

MMMMMMM....cukup kat sii jer lah eh :D

WHEN ANOTHER MAN SAID I LOVE YOU ....

2011-12-13T07:40:00.001-08:00

Takkan nak kata I luv u too balik kan...? But I did .... and said yes i do as a friend. No longer as a lover ....

Ada orang cinta lama sukar nak dilupakan... apatah lagi kalau cinta tu CINTA AGONG (kononlah). Biasanya cinta pertama :D
Ada orang cinta lama tu hanya persinggahan ... just another phase in one's life.
Ada orang cinta tu cinta monyet.... tak ada makna pun ..... serupa bagi title kawan... cuma kawan nih rajin bawak sembang :D

Semua di atas dah ku laluinya ..... dengan pahit dan ada juga dengan hepinya :D

A long lost lover came back .... telling me all his life without me. Sedih pulak rasanya .... dugaan antara kita tak ada sesiapa pun yang nak. Siapalah nak go through a torturing love life..... dugaan sedikit tu adat. Tapi kalau hidup hay-wired siapa nak, kan?

(Klik gambor kalau nak dengar lagu)

Last-last.... kena pakai lagu nih jadik nya ... Usah lepaskan Taufiq Batishah ... pasal susahnya lah nak lepaskan cintu tu pergi.

Then kena pakai pulak lagu nih.... bila rasanya dah tak ada harapan.... Izinku Pergi ...Kaer

And now dah jadik kenangan cinta silam dah :D

Tapi ... goyah kah rumah tangga ku akan kehadiran ini. Tak InsyaAllah. Sayang kini no.3. Susah senang semua ditempuh jua. Malah dugaannya lebih pula. Tengok Sayang nanges ....saket 2 x ICU pulak tu... gado ...ngengada .... ketawa .... No3? Lepas Allah and Rasul :D

So untuk Sayang , ini lagu I untuk U :D

For the rest of my life - maher zain

Insya Allah, Sayang... semoga hidup kita senantiasa diberkati .... I selalu doa untuk Sayang :D

Banyak nak kata untuk insan tersebut ...... tapi cukuplah sekadar tersirat kat sini. Doa Anim semoga dirimu bahagia :D

AKHIRNYA PAPA FER JUMPA MIA

2011-12-11T00:28:00.001-08:00

NUR DAMIA ZAFIRAH

2011-12-10T03:19:00.001-08:00

NAMA : NUR DAMIA ZAFIRAH
TARIKH LAHIR : 8 DISEMBER 2011 / 11.30 AM
MAK/ABAH : ROHANA SALLEH / SUPANDI ISMAIL
BERAT : 3.1 KG

BUDAK COMEI SORANG NIH TAMBAH KOLEKSI MAMANEM JADIK 4 ORANG SEKARANG NIH....
SEMOGA MIA JADI ANAK YANG SOLEH DAN MENDENGAR KATA MAMA DAN PAPA :D

SERONOK KAK TSYA ADIK ADIK BB GIRL :d

"Pengorbanan Seorang Ibu"

2011-12-08T00:24:00.000-08:00

Menangis jugaklah bila tgk video ni. Mula lah nak stat merepek kat blog nih ....

Gini lah agaknya anak mummy dalam peyut yang makin sempit nih .... maklumlah kena kongsi pulak dengan fibroid ....

Memang banyak malam mummy tak boleh tidor...tp mummy tak rasa susah pun... coz mummy memang nak hayati bb golek2 dalam peyut nih :D

Ayah pulak banyak memahami.... kerja2 rumah semua mummy tak boleh buat.... semua ayah buat.... ayah lah yang vacuum mop masak basuh baju angkat baju gosok baju ..... kesian ayah..... mummy besfes pun atas katil.... tiap2 hari ayah call nak makan apa... tp mummy suka makan roti ajer... :D Pengorbanan ayah pun sangat besar tau baby ...

baby patut tgk masa mummy tgk sakit kejap aritu.. ayah tak senang duduk.... sampai nurses semua susah hati tgk ayah ..... patut tgk bila mummy sebut nak makan apa... semua ayah beli .... mummy merepek prosperitty burger ngan tiramisu dicariknya jugak .... Ayah...ayah ....

Kalau mummy terbangun tido awal ... ngan dia dia terbangun... panik panik dia tanya "R u Ok R u Ok??"

Kalau Mummy terbangun awal pagi... dipujuknya mummy tido balik.... "buat apa gode2 pagi pagi... kesian baby nak rehat. Tdo balik!!!"

Mummy tak sabar nak tunggu bb kluaar.... skkang nih hobi baru tatap perut mummy yang besor nih.. seronok tgk peruk berombak... hihihihi aktif betui ShahrukhKhan sorang nih :D Bila nak video perut yg grak2 tetiba bb diam lah pulak.....

Kenangan memang indah bila bawak bb ..... ayah larang mummy jalan pun mummy rasa happy jugak ... ayah kata bior dia jer yang shopping untuk bb pun mummy happy jugak :D

Cukup takat sini jer celoteh mummy eh sayang :D

Semoga bb menjadi seorang anak yang beriman dan sentiasa sujud kepada Ilahi :D

MY NESTING INSTINCT CUM BABY STUFFS ANALYSIS : COT OR SARONG?

2011-12-03T01:31:00.001-08:00

To analyse the need for the baby... first you have to analyse the room u have for the baby ....

Cot jenis play pen

Buai / swing / sarong

Hensvik Cot from IKEA

Anor type of cot ... cool siap ngan cabinet

All the furniture above have to be considered or maybe reconsidered :D. Is it really necessary for the baby? Come, let's take a a look at the parent's histories.

LET'S TALK ABOUT THE FAMILY HISTORY WHEN IT COMES TO THE USED OF BUAI AND COT :D

Me??? As far as I'm concerned, I had never been in a swing throughout my baby / toddler years. The same goes to my sisters except for Debot. We were happy babies in our cot. I had never seen Anna nor Ida cried all the time to be carried out from the cot. Mak and abah would stuff in lots of toys when we were awake and made sure that we were on time to be fed. We had our time crawling to explore the house too :D. As for Nor, she did not use the cot nor the swing a all. Nor was lucky for she had macho men around her to carry her around to play or to put her to sleep. I could still remember Abg Murni, Jeilani, Khamim taking turns to carry her around the house.

When were were 3, we slept on our own bed are a shared bed when i had more sisters to share with.

Let's talk about my Sayang. 100% pakai buai sampai 2 - 3 years :D 100% of his siblings too... BUT Linda's children are not.

OK now is the story of the third generation... let's talk about Anna's children... all the 3 of them.. Aliff, Tsha and Ayep. They rarely used the cot nor the swing. Since they were breastfed, the best is to have them by their mama's side. They were the nenen hangers :D They do have a cot at home... but the cot is smartly used as a place to store their 2 weeks of unfolded laundry :D

So.... what's my story then?

LET'S TALK ABOUT THE SPACE I HAVE IN MY APT

Since I am currently staying in my 1000sqft 4 bedded room apt... the space is definitely be a problem. We want our home to be clutter free. No big bulky furniture and 'junks to hide' ... (banyak ajer yang merepek tersembunyi dan tertayang sebenornya) The books and the files in our 2 study rooms are already a big problem to us now. Seems like we love to keep papers receipts notes from previous years of our studying and dating years :D Not to mention all the cute stuffs my students gave me for teachers days and birthdays :D as well as the CLOTHES!!!!! Boxes of them... and our 2 cabinets. haish......

Luckily... our guest room does look like one ..... with a 3 door cabinet (penuh ngan baju I and linen keperluan rumah cam towel ker... curtain ker... dll, atas kabinet ada 4 foldable mattress) and at the corner I have the cute 8 drawer cabinet penuh ngan tudung lipat :D and is also used as my vanity table :D Dekat dinding pun ada lah a mirror.. and the not so artistic arrangement of apple green frames. So.. this room is not going to be the baby's room for sure... esp when no sunlight could enter this room... bad fengshui ... bad....

My study room could be the best room to be converted as a baby room. Tapi problemnya.... ada 2 bookshelves plus the one open cabinet to hang sayang's working clothes and a big study table. I have to relocate all the books to somewhere else... to the hall maybe .... and that needs RM RM RM too... Kat rumah nih banyak lagi lazy walls. I can make use of the walls to store my books... Susah susah.. buku tu sedekah ajer kat org..... Not to mention the boxes i have on top of the book shelves and plus.. the room is also the room I dry my clothes when the use of the balcony alone is not enuff..... and it is also the anor linen room... and laundry room...In short... the multi function room...

Lazy walls????

The master bedroom is very simple... there are a king size bed ... a towel rack... 4tier toyogo plastic drawer and a 3tier shelf.... Not really a furnished room yet ... Banyak sangat yang diberangannya for the master bedroom sampai tak terbuat2 ....We planned to have a cabinet against one wall however the delivery for the cabinet took a year ..... kawan buat cabinet..... tapi dia banyak pulak musibah nya...

Feature wall macam kata Eric Leong Casa Impian tu.. memang tak ada lah dalam kamus rumah I.. merepek wall ada :D

ANALYSIS

and now we have to change the plan if we want to have the baby's cot in the master bedroom. From a cabinet against a wall... we are considering to have an L shape cabinet... baby's cot pun dah 124cm (the one from ikea) meaning that we are going to have a very small space for our cabinet....

Buai / sarong is easy ... and it is also safe for the baby .... Banyak jugak research saying that sarong is not safe... memang pun ramai baby yang jatuh from buai... tp tak adalah yang mati....

According to my Sis Anna, cot could help a mummy when mummy is cooking or cleaning. A baby is always safe in a cot... provided that your baby does not know how to escape the Alcatraz :D Just stuff in some safe toys in the cot and you baby (hopefully) would play peacefully with the toys :D

I'm not keeping the cot in the baby's room.. the baby's room is only meant to keep his toys and his clothes. I do not to be far from my baby .... The cot below is a great one for the baby ... but ... the space i have beside my bed is not that spacious... Kan nak EBF for the baby ..... mana boleh duduk jauh2 from bb

The cot below memang best.... i do not have the baby to sleep in between us... his gigantic parents :D

Further more .... I'm looking for a cot that could be used for years... the one that could be changed into a small bed when my baby is big enough to sleep alone.

Macam mimpi lah nak berhias macam bawah nih... bilik baby jadik showroom ajer boleh....

So.... i f i clean my study room... i could have the dream room for my baby ... provided that I have THE MONEY ...

ADA SESAPER NAK SPONSOR ???????

- analysis yang kurang berjaya -
:(

SHORTENING OF CERVIX AND FIBROID IN PREGNANCY

2011-11-30T03:46:00.001-08:00

I HAVE A BIG FIBROID!! 5.8 cm

I had my checkup again today to see the condition of the cervix. My cervix is better now meaning it is longer and not 2cm short like last week. It is better BUT it is at the borderline length. This does also mean I have to be careful. I am now 'upgraded' from bed rest to house rest but still no rigorous work like..... GOING TO SCHOOL. The doctor was worried when I told her that I was on duty this coming 6th and she straight away put a big NO NO. Apa-apa pun skang I can atleast prepare light breakfast and some light house chores. Rumah dah berabuk nih!!

Sayang accompanied me the whole day sampai tak masuk ofis. Kesian dia... Hari ni dua bos tak masuk ofis. He is so tired taking care of me even though my MIL is here. Kesian jugak ngan my MIL. Dia pun dah tua.... She's pampering us with her deli curries..... Since Sayang was there, he asked the doc a lot of questions. He knows that it is my nature not to ask creative questions... (I kan cepat panik... Doc kata nak bagi 1 week MC jer dah rasa nak pitam and I did x hear the words she said after that....) He asked a lot about the shortening of cervix, the dilation, and my FIBROID.

SHORTENING OF CERVIX / INCOMPETENT OF CERVIX
Last week my cervical length was a bit more than 2 cm. Bagi mummies yang pregnancynya 24th weeks onwards...length yang sesuai adalah 3-4cm. Kalau sekadar 2cm ini bermakna... badan tgh bagitau kita yang kita dan nak branak sangat dah tu. So the chances for preterm labor is very high. COZ.. BILA DAH PENDEK INI BERMAKNA CERVIX KITA SEDANG MELEMBUT DAN BERSEDIA UNTUK DILATE (TERBUKA).... 24 weeks old premies are not ready for the outside world for their lungs are not fully developed yet... Bila nak terbuka... dokter akan suggest untuk jahit atau cerclage. kalau jahit mummies boleh lah bawak baby2 ke full term :D

So today my cervix was 3.2cm... For those who are 24 weeks and above, a healthy measurement would be 3 - 4 cm. So in my case... dah kira border line lah. The idea for bedrest tu cuma tak nak kita jalan2 dan graviti nih buat tekanan lagi tinggi kat bahagian vagina. Ini ditambah pulak yang i ada contraction every night. ard 3 times every night... According to the doc... braxton hicks contraction tu patutnya i rasa masa 30th week and above... kalau before that the contraction cuma very mild and kita tak akan prasan sangat pun dengan contraction tu. So now... because of the contraction... the ventolin dosage is now from 3 a day to 4. Persoalannya... bedrest nih memang boleh memanjangkan cervix nih ker? So kalau ikut pengalaman I... betul lah tu. My bedrest memang besd rest tau...jejalan gi toilet, solat pun duduk ... (BADAN PUN NAIK)

FIBROID IN PREGNANCY
Sayang tanya banyak soalan pasal bab ini jugak.... risau dia pasal fibroid lebih dr i...

Soalan 1:
Baby OK ker ngan fibroid nih?
Since my fibroid is located at the upper part of the uterus, the baby is fine. Tp the fibroid mungkin akan membesar. Kalau dia membesar dan baby memang membesar pun .... ini mungkin menyukarkan baby untuk bergerak. Since baby masih dalam breech position and masih kecik... dia masih boleh buat summersault lagik... tp kalau dia dah besar... dia tak boleh nak bergerak untuk engage masa dan nak full term ini bermakna... CEASER .....

Soalan 2:
Mak nya OK ker ngan fibroid ni?
Mak nya ok... tapi jangan keluarkan fibroid masa beranak coz kalau nak buat macam tu semua uterus akan dikeluarkan and maknya akan alami tmpah darah yang banyak. (Terkedip-kedip sayang dengar nih) Fibroid ni pun mungkin akan mengecut sms baby lahir. So it is really not a big deal.

Alhamdulillah semua ok...kan...
Hari ini juga nurse ajar sayang how to count the baby's movement.
So ...Sayang nak wat table. Download jer sayang :D

PREPARING FOR THE UNBORN BABY

2011-11-29T00:40:00.001-08:00

Alhamdulillah ...finally I can say this after 12 years of waiting :D

preparing for my unborn Shahrukh Khan is FUN!!!!!

Who can't resist seeing all the cute stuffs from

clothes to furniture ???? :D

And today I'm officially 24 weeks ... Alhamdulillah....

Walaupun tengah bed rest due to my cervical shortening condition..

survey online pun dah macam apa...

Actually the clothes I bought for the just in case adoption scenario could be enough for the baby.

Tapi saja aja nak Sayang sendiri yang pilih (dengan bantuan) this time.

The other day I talked to him regarding the preparation...

and he said.... "Chello baby...... you are not going for shopping

for i will do the shopping for the baby...."

Sedey jugak dia kata gitu .... Tapi with my condition... sure tak boleh jalan banayk nih...

kalau dia shopping...bukan i tak percaya dia..

it is just that he would simply buy things ... mahal tapi tak berpatutan.... masa sale beli barang bukan on sale... (no disc), and size yang tah apa-apa tah....

So... since my parents and sisters are coming next month...

kena pakat ngan depa nih :D

Mak pandai pilih ....

Adik-adik pun pandai jugak....

Hehehhe surprise me with your choices ok ....

Rilex.... bapaknya yang bayor.. korang pilih jer :D

Beli cam ala-ala ni jer...

Gambor baju2 nih dari mothercare collection :D

Maklumlah kan sekarag nih mothercare tengah sales ...

Tapi tak semestinya kat mothercare....

kiko anakku pun cantik2

Poney pun cantik ayahnya....

Yang ni kat umah n jalan pun boleh

Seluar ...

baju siang

Baju outing :D

baju tido

Baju tido n jalan2 pun cantik.... ada stokin sekali tapi baju denga stokin ni

Shahrukh Khan dapat pakai kejap jer lah.. bail beli yang takde stokin tu...

Lagi pun, kalau dia dah pandai diri.... ker nak diri kan dia..yang ada stokin nih licin... senang jatuh

tp kalau ada yang anti slip tu ok gak...

So pandai-pandai lah korang beli eh :D

Kalau secara online pulak.... dah ada a few things yang disurvey ...

Antaranya cloth diapers nih.....

Kiut2 kaler dia.... haish....

banyak faedahnya guna clothe diapers nih....

Faedah yang paling ketara adalah faedah tempoh jangka panjang.... (ranking untuk diri sendiri)

1. selamatkan alam sekitar daripada longgokan sampah...

Kalau pakai pampers biasa... kesian orrang yang angkut sampah... kesian dia....

taik orang pun dia kena sibuk angkat.....

2. Jimat.... nak nak kalau ada lebih dari seorang anak.... mungkin kalau sorang anak pun banyak jugak dapat jimat.

Keburukan :

I yang messy nih boleh percaya ker nak basuh2 nih....

basuh baju laki bini ajer ni pun terkial2...

CD nih ada macam2 jenis.... yang high end boleh sampai RM110 untuk 1 set aja (bersamaan dengan 130 keping pampers) ... paling murah RM23... tapi tak tau pulak yang murah nih ok ker tidak pasal benda nih dia ikut gred jugak.. ada gred A, B, C. Brand pun macam2.... ada Lunatots... Bb syok ... dan macam2 lagik. Kata my friend Az... pampers baby pakai dalam 5 - 7 keping sehari... So kalau beli CD kenalah min of 14 (untuk kes basuh tiap2 harilah).

Next is the breastpump

I'm eyeing for medela breast pump yang freestyle tu.

So far my survey for the cheapest on is RM1250 from US (shipping sekali)... dengan US guarantee la...

Kalau local yang paling murah is RM1200 lebih murah pun.... tapi tak tau ok ker tidak

Paling biasa nampak harga online dalam RM1580

Tapi ada juga yang jual sampai RM2200!!

(Sigh) harga pun macam beli tv.....

Yang jenis back pack nih macam best....

Tp the upper one tu nampak lebih handy jugak ...

Yang atas tu lebih mahal... lupa plak harga dia brapa...

Selain Medela ni... among the femes here is Spectra ... cheaper dan boleh jugak dipercayai...

Kalau medela kat atas tu boleh buat dual pumping...tp spectra nih tak tau pulak...kena research lebih sket.

Prce range from RM410 - RM600 ... dia ada macam2 pekej gitu.

Gambor nih dr satu blog mami tu

So ini jelah angan-angan buat masa nih.

Carseat .... stroller ....

nanti tunggu baby keluar dulu lah .....

Ada sesape nak SPONSOR :D

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH 1433

2011-11-26T01:59:00.001-08:00

MEH BACA DOA AWAL DAN AKHIR TAHUN

DOA AKHIR TAHUN
Dibaca 3 kali pada akhir waktu asar

DOA AWAL TAHUN
Dibaca 3 kali selepas soalat Maghrib

23 WEEKS AND IT'S A BOY :D

2011-11-23T00:37:00.001-08:00

LAYAN GAMBOR DULU EH

Ini scan 12 weeks... untuk fetal nuchal translucency test, to detect problems like Downs Syndrome

My 23 weeks scan. Pics to

examine the level of amniotic fluid. Tpi the upper pics nampak baby clear jugak.

To check the gender..... and that's the BOBOY marked with an M... a male :D

and that is not the baby;'s head...but my Fibroid.... (sigh)

BEGINI CERITANYA........

Last Friday around 1 am, I felt the baby was hardening inside me.... and I felt like I had to go to the bathroom so often for big biz but nothing happened. I never thought that what I went through was a contraction that lasted for nearly 2 hours. The pain subsided after I called mak for help and she advised me to read a few surahs and drink warm water. After I woke up the next morning, the pain was totally gone and I told myself that it could be part of my beautiful journey. However,, to be on the safe side, we went to a nearest clinic and i was diagnosed with UTI. The baby was fine :D Sempat jugak tanya doc tu gender baby... doc cek then dia kata boy... memanglah tgk macam boy.. Doc asked "What do you think?" I jush said "Oh Doc... that could be the umbilical cord.."

On Sunday pulak I went out with Sayang to Mydin. I felt the pressure in my lower abdomen. Maklumlah... a baby is growing i n me so i should expect that feeling esp after a long walk.

Monday I went to school. But I did not walk much. I met Erice and she brought me out to her school. But still i did not walk much... just a short tour.

Tuesday was however the opposite. I went out with Ernice again and this time we went for shopping for her clothes. I walked alot!! And again i felt the pain. But again I told myself.... I had been walking for hours and definitely I had to expect this kind of sensation.

Then came the long awaited 23 nov (Wednesday) for my monthly checkup. For the first time, Sayang could not come to accompany me but he promised to come for the scan in the afternoon. I told Dr Siti all the pain and the checkup I had last Saturday. She assured me that my urine was clear but when she checked my cervix she told me that I might be having preterm labor for I am suffering from shortening of cervix. My cervix was 2cm only ( I did not know what she meant by 2cm). When she told me this I was lost... I lost all my senses for I was so worried. I did not hear her after that. What i heard was, no sex and ventolin. Plus 1 week MC no walking, but bed rest. My next appointment would be next wednesday to check the cervix again. . . . . (sigh). In the afternoon we went for the scan and the baby was fine. The sonographer gave us a cd packed with baby scan and clips. Those clips helped me to forget what I went through today...... ceria sket mummy ....

And today jugak macam lebih 50% confirmed baby nih bb boy :D

Once I reached home I googled for ventolin and found this. I have to know what i eat.... It did not answer my question but seemed like this lady had that same same worries I had. Nobody answered her :(

THEN BACA NIH yang I dapat dari sini

Ventolin Salbutamol safe in pregnancy?

By tuktuki | Mar 27, 2009

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Hi,

I am 25 weeks pregnant and my doctor noticed identified a contraction during a scan. She has prescribed me with Ventolin Salbutamol Sulphate 2mg for 15 days. Apparently she thinks I am at risk of premature delivery. i have been searching the net and found contradictory info abt using ventolin during pregnancy. Can you please advise if it is safe to use ventolin and would it actually address the premature birth problem??

It seems that ventolin is widely used among asthmatic patients. It is also used to stop labor before the 37 weeks. I do not know how this medication helps but I always believe that my doc know best for me. Most of the site i read mentioned ventolin to treat asthma and elaborated less when it comes to the use of it in pregnancy. If ventolin did not work i might have to do cerclage, a procedure to stitch a band of strong thread around the cervix to reinforce it to help it closed. Buatlah apa-apa yang patut...asalkan selamat.

So right now.... i bd rest jer lah... jalan2 sket2 jer. Gi toilet and attack peti sejuk :D Solat pun duduk aja.

Tapi hari ini i notice ada clear discharge pulak. Clear discharge may indicate the rupture of the amniotic sac. Huhhuhuhuh... Tp tak bagi tau hubby lagi coz nak tgk dulu until tomorrow. Kalau esok masih clear cam putih telur dan bukan putih susu... i have to go to the hosp.....

Smoga slamat baby mummy ayah sorang nih Amiin.

WHEN TO DO SHOPPING FOR MY BABY???

2011-11-12T05:55:00.001-08:00

My pregnancy calender....

So... kalau ikutkan calender ini.... I am nearing my 22 weeks. Time flies really fast... and i have approximately 20 more weeks to go. Alhamdulillah......

Today Linda came with her delicious nasi lemak.... Masak dia untuk kakak ipor dia sorang ni walaupun lain agama.... I did not cook for her pun when she was expecting.... dah 2 dah anak dia... thanks dear.... And when she came she touched my belly and said..."Yes.... it's a BOY" heheheh macam mak bidan pulak dia. Maklumlah dia dah bawak 2 gals... and according to her... my belly shape is different than hers. Gitulah....

Aritu pun jumpa my acupuncturist, kak Lin, once again she said... "Boy la Boy la"

Dah lah baru ajer miss period pun dia kata yang I'm carrying a boy. hebat betul dia menelek..... by just checking my pulse.

Ayah pulak tak susah2 dengan my Hercules.....

Untie Nor sibuk ngan Shahrukh Khan nya....

Kalau betul..... tak payah lah teka tema apa untuk bilik atau baju baby.... it would definitely the blue theme... Kikikiki.... konon lah... hati ni nak gal jugak... Apa apa pun.... mummy redho dengan pemberian Allah kepada mummy (Mummy ker....panggilan untukku tak final lagi) Tapi ayah dah macam confirm coz itu request ayah masa baru2 kawen dulu...12 taun dulu!!

Persoalannya....... dah boleh beli ke baju untuk baby sekarang ni?? Awal sangat rasanya. Baru lepas 5 bulan.... Sebenarnya banyak baju baby dalam simpanan...pasal dulu beli ingat nak amik anak angkat... manalah tau kot2 dalam tempoh 2 hari seminggu tetiba dapat anak angkat... namun Sayang pulak lah yang berat hati nak terima... kalau nak ikutkan dah ada dalam 3 orang offer untuk bagi anak. Itu pun baju dah banyak bagi kat orang sempena kelahiran baby2 depa :D

Tapi banyak manapun baju dalam simpanan la ni... tp tetap nak beli jugak coz kalau beli kali ini beli dengan pilihan Sayang. Dulu beli syok sendiri...senyap2 dari Sayang.... contohnya tgk lah gambor nih

Ini hasil tangkapan Anakku Warehouse Sales 2010

Baju2 tu semua dah diberi orang.... mainan yang ada dalam gambar ini hanyalah 1/3 daripada jumlah sebenar!!!! Pasal beli 3 unit setiap mainan untuk diberi kepada orang sempena kelahiran baby jugak. Satu set lagi simpan dengan harapan untuk baby sendiri..... (Tinggi harapan tu).... P/s bra tu ...cuma nak cakap...kat warehouse t pun jual bra... dan tayang bra itu pun cuma sebahagian jer... pasal ada gak kubeli cotton shop bra untuk diba.... RM10 je beb!!!

Baju baby for boys and girls dari kasut sampailah ke

booties, socks ... mittens etc.....

Semua brand ada kat sini... yang murah punya brand lah

Yang mahal cam mothercare ker... tak der ye pembaca.... Maklumlah...tak tau

baby angkat tu dapat ker tidak....

Ini pun dah 1 kotak dah..... tapi akan diserahkan kepada baby2 bertuah

yang akan lahir hujung tahun ini.

So... as usual.... dah hujung tahun nih...sales merata2 ...tgk ajer iklan2 nih...

JCard day 1Utama...... 1st Jcard after the big renovation!!!!!

Mothercare sales.... ada terbaca blog mummy sorang nih... dia beli

8 pasang for RM150....

Apa2 pun rasa cam awal lagi utk shopping...tunggu la dah 7 bulan nnt..... bole eh bb..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

2011-11-06T02:24:00.001-08:00

Hari Raya Korban datang lagi.... cerita kat tv semuanya penuh dengan keinsafan... best best....

Sempat juga terlihat video yang kawanku share.... sangat bermakna...... Islam penyerahan diri dari segi makna.... semua haiwan pun tahu akan maknanya Islam... tgk shj video ni. Kambing-kambing tu tahu apa perlu buat apabila dibisikkan Bismillahuallahuakbar...... depa terus rebahkan diri dan ready untuk disembelih. macam nilah agaknya pengorbanan Nabi Ismail ketika ingin disembelih oleh ayahanda baginda Nabi Ibrahim dalam manjalankan perintah Allah. Ikhlas dirinya terhadap perintah Allah....

Meh buat refleksi diri.......
Malu nak cakap...... banyak yang perlu diperbaiki.... dari solat sehinggalah kepada kehidupan seharian yang lain. Boleh ke hidup tanpa FB, tanpa eletrik, tanpa tv?????? Semua benda ini membuatkan kita terbuai dalam pelukan dunia dan lupa nikmat akhirat.... natijahnya.... akhirat itu bukan nikmat sebaliknya sesuatu yang ditakuti.. tak yah akhirat... alam barzah tu kita kena tanya diri kita..... bersediakah kita..... ikhlas kah kita di dunia ini?

Apabila tengok cerita Panggilan Baitullah, diri ini tertanya-tanya samada pengorbanan yang dibuat selama ini tak kira dari segi wang atau harta benda ini diterima Allah atau tidak.... takut sangat kalau tetiba ada sekelumit rasa mengungkit dan mengharapkan balasan.... takut kalau tercakap..... "Kita pernah tolong dia dulu, sekurang-kurangnya kenalah...... (isi sendiri) "

Taknak lah pula diri ini sibuk juga berkata "Cukuplah Allah sahaja untuk diriku ini..." tapi bila buat apa checklist yang penting dalam hidup...Allah itu tak tersenarai sebagai yang pertama.... entah2 lupa nak tulis dalam cheklist.... "Hidup dan matiku hanya untuk Mu Ya Allah" - tapi bermati-matian simpan duit untuk beli tudung Fareeda yang lawo dan mahel itu.....

HUHUHUHUHUHU malukan??????

Lagi haru tahun ini tak dapat pula nak menyumbang untuk korban..... kalaulah tahun ini raya korban yang terakhir bagi ku atau mungkin bagi dunia ini (konon tahun 2012 kan kiamat) kan aku ni dah tergolong dalam golongan yang rugi..... :( Kat sini jer dah nampak diri ini belum ikhlas lagi ...... Insaf...insaf....takut....

Selepas ini nak buat a point... InsyaAllah nak berkorban setiap tahun... bukan untuk menunjuk2 tapi inginkan keredhaan Allah....pasal berkorban itu banyak pahalanya kalau benar2 Ikhlas..... agaknya...boleh ke aku korban macam cerita Muhammad Haq dalam cerita Panggilan Baitullah ... insan yang tak dapat menunaikan haji tetapi mendapat pahala seperti inisan yang pergi haji......

TAPI................ sibuk jugaklah diri ini masak untuk Raya Haji..... buat laksa Johor jer.... itu pun perpuluh kali telefon mak... Alhamdulillah jadi.....

(Sayang berkorban masa membantu menggulung spegetti laksaku)

Hantar sikit kat Akbar and the gang yang IKHLAS BERKORBAN MENCUCI RUMAHKU setiap minggu TANPA BAYARAN..... May Allah bless u guys...

Ana datang untuk amik makanan istimewa daripada kakak dia terchenta ini... maklumlah...selama ini hanya Anna aje yang BERKORBAN untuk MASAK UNTUK KAKAK DIA NIH dia walaupun dia dah sarat mengandung.....

Harapan aku....

Aku ingin menjadi seorang insan yang lebih menyerah diri kepada Allah dalam semua bentuk .......... InsyaAllah... semoga amalan aku diterima.... Semoga Syaitan tidak menggoda.... Amiin

LOVE NOTE FROM TSYA

2011-11-02T07:13:00.001-07:00

Ini penulisnya.... muka macam Mia Sara :D

Note ini dijumpai terbuka macam ni atas vanity table mamanem.

Bunyinya.....

I love you mamanem.

Kepada mamanem

bacalah

mamanem

Ada 3 isya tulis

satu depan

dua belakang

1 tepi 1 kanan

mamanem

baik hati sangat

sangat sangat

(luv luv : dalam luv tu ada gambor mamanem)

luv luv luv

mamnemlah

yang paling baik hati

dengan isya

memanem

selimutkan isya

mamanem tidurkan isya

isya sayang mamanem

I love u mamanem

(muka sebelah)

I love you mamanem

isya sayang mamanem kerana menjaga

mamanem isya dan Ariff

Isya tantakan kotak tak atau ye

( dia lukis dua kotak : satu kotak ditulis 'tidak' dan satu lagi 'ye' - part ni mamanem tak paham)

I love you mamanem

(ada lukisan kartun mamanem dengan tsya)

dan mamanem sayang tsya

A short simple note yang buat hati mamanem berbunga-bunga. Sebelum dia balik... dia kata...."Mamanem balas tau...."

Heheheheheh...nanti mamanem hantar surat...pakai pos lagik nnt :D

Thank you isya :D

BABY'S MOVING ACTIVELY AND I HAVE JUST EXPERIENCED MY FIRST BRAXTON HICKS CONTRACTION

2011-11-01T03:33:00.000-07:00

Dah lama tak blog..... sibuk gitu baby sit anak2 anna. macam macam dah terjadi sepanjang minggu cuti Deepavali nih. Antara yang dasat ialah ayep yang melompat and hurt himself. terbelah lah dagu dia.... Panik giler mamanem dia.......

AYEP EKSIDEN!!!

Dagu sudah terbelah

Baru lepas menanges and masih boleh pose untuk untuie dibah

Baju dah berdarah. Ni tunggu kat 1MALAYSIA Klinik. 100m away dr rumah mamanem

kata doc kat sini "kami tak ada selimut besar nak bedung dia... ni kena jahit nih.

Sila lah ke klinik kelana jaya..."

Dagu dibalut...jom ke klinik kelana jaya

Kat klinik kelana jaya Ayep dah bertambah cool.... macam tak sakit puun.....

Notice the uncle besides him... dia kata... "he is going to be a very handsome man" to ayep...

Bagi ubat rasa sakit... Ayep paw mamanem nem Strawberry

Jangan bagi orang lain amik!!

Pegang dengan kuat2!!!

Masih mampu untuk pose ngan kak Tsya

And pose ngan untie iba

PEACE!!!!

Doc kata..tak payah jahit.. kecik aja luka nih....

Kita pakai aja Glue stitch... senang ajer.... tak yah bandage2 pun

HARI SABTU PULAK I PERGI FOR MY MONTHLY CHECKUP
For the first time tunggu paling sekejap..... 2 jam aja. habis aja checkup doc went for operation pulak... nasib baik we did not hav to wait long...

Doc kata baby is fine. Alhamdulillah. This time scan nampak sangat jelas.... tp tak nampak gender lagi coz bb kepit... Happy nya tgk dia..... Doc gave me neuro vit since i complain pasal my aching arms.....

BABY DAH GERAK2!!!

Baby dah start bergerak sejak 4 hari yang lalu. (2 Days b4 checkup). Mula-bula sekali sekala ajer. tapi mula semalam dia dah kerap bergerak. Dia start aktif gerak masa mak dia nak start mengajar sampai habis mengajar.... n lepas makan :D Seronoknya rasa dia :D

Macam mana nak rasa mula2 baby gerak?
Entah lah.... rasa macam ada bubble aja mulanya. Rasanya lembut aja. Diiringi dengan gerakan lembut tik tik... Since the baby is still small t do not feel any ticklish feeling.... Sekarang nih (sejak semalam) dah rasa baby nih macam aktif dalam perut. Macam ada bubble BESAR meletup dalam perut... banyak kali :D

And today for the first time I experienced braxton hicks contractions :D
Apa mende tu braxton hicks?
Perut tetiba jadi keras....... rasa senak ada jugak. Bulat aja jadik perut tu. nak tau banyak pergi kat sini. Tak lah sakit cuma rasa macam ketatlah perut tu jadiknya...agak kurang selesa... tp bearable la :D

Az ada masa i dapat my 'tony braxton'. She was so happy for me that she hugged me. I guess that she must be happy to see me experiencing new things throughout my pregnancy. :D Comel gitu az :D

MY FRIEND DAH PREGNANT!!!
My friend was trying hard for her 2nd baby...so i referred her to my senseh..... and now she is pregnant after 2-3 months of trying. I am so happy for her.

And today i recommended to anor friend of mine. Bior dia pun success jugak :D InsyaAllah

MY BABY HAS PANIC PARENTS

2011-10-10T03:12:00.001-07:00

KESIAN DIA :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

2011-10-07T17:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET 15 :D

BRUDUS TREATS

2011-09-04T06:52:00.000-07:00

HAD FUN WITH MY BRUDUS TODAY

Had fun with Brudus today. Anis belanja kat Marché Movenpick Restaurant.... Syafiq belanja kat kayu :D ... Now waiting for them to upload the one and only photo we took :D Thanks dear :D

RAWATAN KESUBURAN CARA ALTERNATIF : AKUPUNTUR

2011-08-16T22:50:00.000-07:00

Meh lah kita share......

THIS IS MY STORY
I've been married for 12 years and conceiving was not easy for me. My Sayang and I have tried various ways from the traditional massage, seeing the ustaz and to modern medical assistance. I've tried IUI for 4 times and it did not work for me. Besides that, we were the favourites among those who run the MLM business. My friends would introduce me with various expensive products ranging from the ones that you have to spray under your tongue to wellness packages...... The cost for 20 day consumption would be RM600 - RM800 and after 3 months trying out the product we tend to give up. We had tried Zhullian (damn expensive), AMWAY, BIOSPRAY, ALKEN, and banyak lagi lah...... Kalau campur kosnya boleh buat IVF gitu.

Finally, I decided to try using another alternative that was very alien to my culture: acupuncture. It started when I googgled for ways to enhance my IUI treatment and I found someone (not from Malaysia) tried blending IUI treatment and acupuncture at the same time. The treatment worked well for her and she was blessed with a set of twins. I went to see my gynea but she advised me not to blend the treatment for the modern medication and the chinese herbs might give different reaction to my body. She also admitted that she was unfamiliar with the treatment..... So.... I knew about this acupuncture near PJ Old Town the place where I love to do my pasar activity.... After came back from buying our groceries one day, I asked sayang to just stop by at the acupuncture clinic which was actually an old corner house near the main road to checked it out. We never thought that would be our first acupuncture treatment as well.

ACUPUNCTURE TREATMENT : INFERTILITY
According to the Acupuncturist, Dr. Lin from China, my womb was very cold..... thus, what ever modern treatment that I took would never be a success for the womb was not healthy according to the chinese practice. The eggs might be fertilised but it would be impossible for implantation. That was what she said.....

So I tried acupuncture for the last 9 months. WHAT! 9 MONTHS??!!! Yes 9 months...... BECAUSE within that period my Sayang was admitted in the ICU for suffering from Acute Pneumonia... Actually, we did use acupuncture to treat him too.... and treating pneumonia using acupuncture helped him a lot to recuperate faster. However, his body still needed ample time to be 100% healthy after being in the ICU for a week. During that period of time, I never stopped my treatment.

Every visit, I'd have needles poked into my tummy or at the navel area. The area was also heated for an hour. As for Sayang, he'd be poked to....So at this time, Sayang and I would just lie next to each other and SLEPT..... And after every procedure.... we'd be damn hungry and we'd eat like hungry horses.... and the choice would be the Indian shop for banana leaf food... (banana leaf kan nasi dan lauknya banyak).

For the first 3 months, I had acupuncture 2 times a month and had it once a month only afterwards.

COSTS
Every acupuncture procedure was only RM20 per person.

As for the herbs, we bought it from a nearby Chinese Sen Seh Shop around Old Town area. It was cheap too.... the prices ranged from RM7 to RM16. Do not go to the expensive Chinese Eu Yan Sang shops... 1 set alone was more than RM20 to RM40... and you need around 14 sets. You do the maths......

Every month we would spend around RM250. My Sayang loved to go there especially when he had a demanding week. He would go there almost every week for the traditional massage or just to be poked to be distressed.

Compare with these:
IUI procedure costs me RM1300 per cycle and I took 4 times. The hormone jabs helped me to increase my weight. 3 kg per cycle...total 12 kgs!!

IVF treatment the cheapest is RM15, 000 per cycle and you need to safe up to RM45,000. (More expensive than the cost of a low cost apt that I bought with ROI 20% a year).

And here I spent less that RM3000 and the result is very positive... total body wellness and a baby is growing in me :D

ALLAH WANTED TO TEST MY PATIENCE
Itulah Allah yang ingin meninggikan darjat kita melalui kesabaran kita terhadap ujiannya. The greater the test, the bigger the merit. That was what I kept on telling myself. So, I had to wait longer (9 months). There were other couples who joined the treatment with us and they did not have to wait long. Most of them got pregnant after 2 - 3 months doing the procedure. They were lucky. My point here is...... U might not have to wait long like me.....

FINALLY,
I was about to give up.... I told Sayang that after the month of Ramadhan, I wanted to blend the acupuncture treatment with the modern treatment, IUI, before proceeding to IVF. Sayang asked me to be patient for he did not want me to inject myself with the hormones which could be harmful in the long run unlike the chinese herbs which are safer than the modern medications.... and while I was mentioning this.... I never knew that the fertilisation and implantation were taking place quietly in my womb... ALHAMDULILLAH.... ALLAH IS GREAT.....

So, readers..... I hope this could help you a lot .... Why not try acupuncture? It does not hurt at all..... percaya lah..... And what ever religion you are, please do not forget to pray and the most important thing is to not to stop trying.

CHAIYOK!!!

HUHUHUHU

2011-08-16T21:36:00.000-07:00

First of all... i'd like to wish Sayang Happy Birthday. Thanks for the enjoying weekend and I am looking forward for our short vacation next weekend.

TAPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII...........................

Hari ini hari yang paling sibuk buat diriku. Tomorrow is the state level drama competition. So today I had to prepare all the paperwork for tomorrow. . . Among the items that need to be prepared were the script copies (5 copies) for the judges, permission letters from school and the jabatan, indemnity forms, and the check list. I am a bit disappointed for my students handed me incomplete forms. So.. it took me the whole afternoon to call their parents and filling in the forms for my students. My senior assistant was so helpful today for helping me to check the forms for me. Thanks Kak Fari. Thanks for being so patient... I know I am a hay-wired person. AND AGAIN .....I am so lucky to have my dear friend Ann for being so understanding. She has helped me a lot with the drama team and I just have to do the paperwork besides attending the everyday practice. . . Not to forget my students 6AS/T for being so understanding. They didn't mind having their class in the hall.... kesian diaorang... tak per guys... I'm doing this for the school jugak kan? And for school means for you too.....

But sad to say.... there are people who do not understand the commitment that I have. La..... I'm not only teaching the form six alone but I'm teaching form 4 as well. Persatuan yang I handle pun ada 3 pulak tu...... I do not make noise regarding the work that i have.... but I'm making noise because there are people who thought that I am so free to go online all the time even in school. Let me tell u sth..... if i switch on my laptop, it will automatically search for the internet connection and thus my gtalk would automatically be activated as well.... tapi..... that does not mean that I chat and surf the net all the time!!!! I do not log on to FB till late night..... unlike some people who love FB so much so that every notices that particular person is online all the time.... reason... work. And that particular work should be delegated but not to be conquered by a person!! (The particular work and the AJK dah kena buang dari duty yang diberi).....

Saja aja nak melepaskan perasaan...... GERAM....Sapa baca memang tak paham...... pasal dia tak akan paham hujung pangkal criter nih......

CHANGE IN HABITS

2011-08-08T06:33:00.000-07:00

I eat MOOOOOOOOORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't really stopped eating since morning. I was aware that I might have this problem and so I stocked my fridge with healthy foods such as fruits like the mini tomatoes, apples, as well as the dried fruits and nuts. The thing is.... when i feel nauseous, the best way to kill it is to EAT!! And.... my stock is now running low! Kikikikiki.......... macam kata my BFF, masa pregnant makan apa pun semuanya best. Just imagine, oat yang tak berapa sedap dulu bertambah sedap sekarang!!

One of the symptoms of being pregnant is the frequent trip to the bathroom. Trip ni bukan untuk yang kecik jer...tp juga yang besar. Am suffering from diarrhea and it seems that diarrhea is common during early pregnancies. I am ok with this relying to the fact that what I eat is digested faster and out of my body sooner.

Next symptom is the dryness of my skin. Gatal jugak...... i tried to pun some ointment. However after I did some reading, putting ointment might be harmful for the unborn baby. The best is to drink more water and it does help.

Dry skin during pregnancy is usually brought on by a loss of bodily fluids. That’s because your body is quite literally sucking you dry so that it can provide all the necessary hydration for your baby’s development. In fact, because your need for bodily fluids are increasing so much, it is nearly impossible to keep up, leading to dehydration on your skin and extremities. (from pregnancy-info.net)

So... no wonder lah kan?

Tapi paling I suka (pun kena jugak lawan nafsu ini) ialah bangun malam untuk tahajjud. Mest bangunlah 2-4 am. Selagi tak tahajjud tak boleh tidur. Tapi selalu aja bila dah bangun malas pulak nak bertahajjud..... siap bole lawan lagi... dan tidolah jugak akhirnya. Tapi malas tahajjud ni kena buang. Mesti ada sebab dibangunkan untuk bertahajjud masa ini.

Ok that's all for today's entry.....

p/s : buat masa ini.... tak ramai lagi yang tau pasal this good news ... including my friends and family. Kata org tunggu bb dah kuat baru bagi tau.

FIRST PREGNANCY AFTER 12 YEARS OF WAITING

2011-08-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah... finally, I am pregnant. it has been a very long wait...12 years of waiting.

I believed that I was 4-5 week pregnant for my last mestrual cycle was on th 13th June 2011. Being curious, I did some googling and found these pictures on how would the embryo look like.

We did our pregnancy home test and clearly it showed that I'm BFP. Around this time, our worry was that whether the embryo had reached the uterus or got stucked at the fallopian tube. So, to be 100% sure, Sayang made an appointment with the most busiest gynea at Subang Jaya Medical Center named Dato' Dr Siti Zaleha. Sayang did ask the receptionist for the busiest gynecologist around.... (Sayang, kalau busy sangat... bila lah I dapat jumpa Dr tu.....)

So, the appointment was made and we waited for 5 hours for the doctor. With in that waiting period, she delivered 4 babies :D

AND this is my baby at week 4-5 with the yolk sac or the gestational sac measuring 11mm :D

WHEN SEEING AND NOT BELIEVING......

2011-07-11T04:27:00.000-07:00

I'm looking at it and still could not believe it... Haisy......

Apa-apa pun Alhamdullilah....

Patutlah mimpi perah susu bercolustrum... (kata nurse dalam mimpi)
Patutlah mesti terbangun 3 pagi..... (diingatkan untuk bertahajjud)

Alhamdulillah...

Penantian 11 tahun :D

1GURU 1SUKAN :D

2011-07-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hari ini ada aktiviti 1Murid 1Sukan. Mamanem pun buat jugak aktiviti dengan kekawan mamanem: 1Guru 1Sukan. Rasionalnya adalah bagi guru-guru dapat bergembira dengan cara yang sihat di samping mengeratkan silaturrahin sesama pendidik. Seronok. Main bowling aje. Guru-guru yang sudi, Dek Na, Ku, Syazana, Zaidi, Suzy, dan adik mamanem sendiri.... Tak lah ramai untuk permulaan ini. Kami bermain bowling di 1U. Best!!!

TQ semua kerana beri sokongan :D

Lain kali kita buat lagi :D

mamanem yang hepi kalau banyak pin yang tumbang :D

ANGAN-ANGAN BERUDUS

2011-06-11T05:44:00.000-07:00

BRUDUS KUAT BERANGAN

LINGERIE WAREHOUSE SALE : TRIUMPH, AMO & SLOGGI

2011-06-10T01:32:00.000-07:00

AFS INTERVIEW 2011

2011-06-08T17:09:00.000-07:00

I was one of the AFS interviewers for the State of Selangor.

Shhhhh.... do not tell any one. This girl managed the 1st round.... congrats :D

CUTI-CUTI MALAYSIA : KUALA SELANGOR

2011-06-05T00:20:00.000-07:00

School holidays started a week ago and I did not plan anything for our yearly vacation for my sayang was so busy with his court cases. Luckily I had my drama practice this week and that could atleast help me to kill the time and the boredom that i suffered so far. Tapi... my Sayang told me the happy news on Thursday night when I was supposed to go for my drama practice tomorrow morning. Easily he said " Just cancel everything and let's go to Kuala Selangor". Amboi!!! Senangnya buat planning! I came home quite late after visiting my dear friend Hafida who was admitted at SJMC.

We left home to Kuala Selangor around 5.00 pm. Before that I called 5 hotels and chalets but the places were fully booked. I told Sayang and he said "We'll sleep in the car". The journey from Pj was nearly 2 hours for we did not really know the way. We took the Sungai Buloh road from NKVE. Then, from the Kuala Selangor town we went straight to Bukit Melawati and Taman Alam to head our way to Kuala Selangor Chalet at Jalan Tanjung Keramat but to our disappointment the chalet was closed. Around the area there was another Hotel (De'palma Hotel and Chalet). We would like to try our luck and the luck was really on our side when the lady told us that there was 1 and only room left.... the deluxe room which was big enough to accommodate 3 people. HIHIHIHIHIHI......3 separate single beds.... No honeymoon sayang..... The Room costs us RM190. With aircond but no water heater (the water is warm enough for me) and no Astro channels (but that's ok for Sayang preferred watching his favorite Ironman on TV3 and I was too tired to watch the program).

DePalma Chalets

After we checked in and after we performed of Maghrib, we had to hunt for food. But before that, we planned to feast our eyes with the beauty of the night with the famous fireflies. We searched for Kelip-kelip Kampung Kuantan which is situated approximately 15 km from the chalet. Once we reached there we booked a boat just for the two of us which cost us RM40. A boat is for 4 person and the cost per head is RM10 actually. We were given free mineral water to quench our thirst during the 45 minutes boat ride.

Our Pakcik boat (he refused to tell his name) was a very nice and a knowledgeable person too. He told us everything about fireflies. He is the boatman for the tourist for nearly 30 years. I could sense that he loves his job so much. And I could also guess that he loves photography too for he advised Sayang how to take photos of the fireflies there. Since we did not own a sophisticated camera with us.... so we could not take or record any. Tak aper.... kita tumpang gambar lain :D

The beauty of the night. Allah's creation. Subhanallah.

This is a firefly.... :D

After feasting or eyes, it was time to feast our growling tummies. I remembered a restaurant I went for a school trip at Pasir Penambang and Alhamdulillah...the restaurant, named Riverside Restaurant , was not far from our hotel . It was a Chinese seafood restaurant. There were quite a number of muslims eating here. Sayang and I ate a lot. We ordered Assam Steam Fish, Butter crabs, soft shell crab, fried kailan, fried egg oyster and fried prawn mantis. And all this for only RM98. So cheap!!!! The dishes were enough for 4 but only the 2 of us ate. We must be very hungry.. :D

The breakfast at the hotel was not that good. It was a buffet but we did not enjoy the food at all. It was not tasty. The best is just to go out to a mamak restaurant at the roundabout and enjoy his roti canai and teh tarik. I know that mamak restaurant for I've been there for a couple of times for my school trip. ... Percayalah....jangan buang masa makan dalam hotel.

We left the hotel around 12.30 in the afternoon. Before heading back to PJ we had our lunch at a Malay Restaurant named Restauran Kuala Selangor. There were wide varieties of Malay dishes here. I enjoyed eating my fav catfish and the stuffed squid. Both of us ate for RM18. Ok lah tu.... We took 3 to 4 dishes each... that was why it was a bit expensive.

We arrived home at 3.30pm and continued our weekend at home watching 4 movies..... jadiklah....

MAMANEM JOGET :D

2011-05-28T18:33:00.000-07:00

heheheh.......
What: Teacher's Day Celebration
When: Friday 27/5/2011
Where: Dewan Berjaya SMKTS

BEFORE UPGRADING....

2011-05-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

Went to Harvey Norman... Plannya cuma nak survey camera idaman.... (different from previous entry)... ala..... macam kat bawah nih....... RM1999 jer... dia bagi RM1899. Pergi kat Fotokem dia nak bagi RM1850.

TAPI LAH HAI...... Beli yang INI !!!

OLYMPUS FE5020

Reasons

1. I need a camera badly for the next day....

2. Still thinking of my budget... around RM1500

3. This camera was RM799 and now it is for RM399

4. Reasons why it is cheaper

Stop production to give way to new design with new specs (the spec is not as good as this one for the price for the new design is only for RM539)
To be more competitive with other brands which are cheaper too

5. Cybershot is RM1500 ... and for a compact camera for me it is still too expensive.... and this camera is cheap and i just have to grab it before all the lousy cameras flooded the market with the so called new features...

I am satisfied with this camera. Out of 5 stars...I give 4 stars.... Why??? Because it would be better if I could take picture in motion. I hate to see the outcome of the picture... all the distorted faces and disfigured subjects....

UNLESS... dia jadik secantik ini...

45 BEAUTIFUL MOTION BLUR PICTURES

THE END

WISH LIST??

2011-05-23T04:21:00.000-07:00

It is not really a list. It is just something that I'd like to have. The reason is, I just like to take pictures and I like to make great video stories.

Ada sesiapa nak temukan jodoh I dengan hero hebat ini? What do you think Sayang?

CLARKS SALES

2011-05-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

I really need a pair of new court shoes... but i had never imagined myself buying 3 pairs!!! I admit that I was carried away.... Who could resist Clarks Sales?

I went to Corus Hotel on Friday right after school. I arrived at the hotel around 2 pm and the queue was so long... it was up to the lobby!! I waited for 30 minutes to go inside the hall. While waiting, I noticed Clarks' Fan carrying their bags of shoes. I saw a family bought a total of 14 pairs.... (I counted all the shoe boxes the Clarks' Fan carried for there was nothing else to do :D ) It gave me the impression that the shoes were very cheap.... but it was not that cheap but affordable. Most of the designs were RM150 or RM160. Men's shoes - ranging from RM100 - 250. I wanted to buy the boots which was going for RM160 only but it was out of order. The W1 booth for the ladies was so awful. The booth was small and was under staffs. The crowd was so big and we tried our best to get the staffs' attention and thus the noise was unbearable. It was not easy to try out the shoes. When I was trying, someone kicked my shoe and I was pushed away from the table. It took me sometime to get my shoe. Heheheh....... My advice is that one must really know his or her size before ordering. My normal size is 8 or 9 but UK size is smaller. So I bought size 6 or 7 depending on the design.

Buying shoes here is not like buying at the boutique where you can choose whichever shoes that your heart desire. Here, you have to ask for the shoes which are available. I had to even ask them to show me all the available shoes with size 6 and 7, but to my dismay, the staffs could not attend to my request for the crowd was too big and there were some other similar request from others too.

Apa-apa pun, I am happy with the shoes I bought. I even bought for raya too. I really hope that they would last for 3 years and I hope that I would only buy when only I need them badly..... (I do not think so... for i believed that there would be more sales in the future). Hahahah... ada pernyataan kesal pasal terbelanja lebih :D

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY 2011

2011-05-07T21:47:00.000-07:00

I have my Mak as my mother. She is the most understanding person in my life. She is always there whenever I'm down.

As Abah used to say, "I do not know how you'd I be if Mak is not around. She is a wonder woman."

No one would deny Mak's power as a wonder woman. She cooks tasty food ranging from Malay cuisine to Mat Saleh's style. We would crave for her chicken grill and lemon meringue pie to her tastilicious Laksa Johor.

Baju kurung, baju kebaya, gowns, nite dress, pants, school uniforms,... we did not have to buy. Mak was among the famous tailors around in Kempas. We barely went to shopping malls for Mak would do all the fashions our heart desired when we were small. Anna used to imagine herself as a princess and loved to have her gowns layered. "Mak, Ana nak baju 3 tingkat tau", she requested. Me, being a tomboy, I did not bother much about my appearance. I hated fancy dresses. I could still remember Mak made for me a very modern and fancy baju kurung which I refused to wear. I made mak cried. Seeing Mak cried made me feel guilty and ......so... reluctantly I wore the dress. However, I could not forget that day.... she smiled from ear to ear adjusting the dress on me and seeing her smiled was really a wonderful thing. Starting from that incident, i told myself that no mother wants her daughter to look ugly, and a mother is always happy when her children appreciate her walaupun benda tu kecik aje....

Mak is our domestic engineer too. When the washing machine breaks down, she will be the one who would tend to it but not Abah. When the fan makes noise she will come up with her own theory to fix it. When we want to go for a long journey, she will make sure that the car is serviced. heheheheh...itu lah mak....

Mak... mak.... anak anak mak memang demanding. But she is always there for us. .... Thank you mak...

Seeing Mak, I too want to be like Mak. But Allah's will until today I am not blessed to me a mother. I was a bit down this morning for not being able to celebrate mother's day ...
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until I received a message from a dear student.....

Dear Pn hanim, I would like 2 take this opportunity to wish u a Happy Mother's Day. Teacher, u r stil d mother of hundreds of us n dun worry u will get a child soon n believe me, u will be one of the best mother in da world. may GOD listen 2 ur prayers n bless u 2 have a child as fast as possible :-) :-) :-)!! Sayang u very much, teacher. (copied with the exact words)

And that was from my dear mages.
thanks dear.

You've made my day :D

And to all mothers... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

OUR PRIDE AND JOY

2011-04-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

DR ANIS, DARLING JULIE:D

2011-04-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

CONGRATZ DEARS

A GIFT FROM THE GIFTED :D

2011-04-11T01:58:00.001-07:00

THE JOURNEY....

2011-03-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

WANNA BLOG BUT LAZY TO TYPE....

I'll draw then...

Apa2 pun it's sth abt a journey..

A BRUDU AT WAR

2011-03-20T17:52:00.000-07:00

One of my darling Brudus is at war today.
Am taking leave.... so i have more time to pray to Allah for her....
All the best dear :D

BACK DATED LANGKAWI TRIP

2011-03-16T18:46:00.000-07:00

Buat karangan sendiri eh

Naik train.. took 1st class. bertolak 9.30 p.m

In the train. Sayang was still sick... :(

Arrival time : 7.00 a.m

9.30 a.m - board the Ferry

At the dataran

Dataran Helang

RM350 dinner. Expensive but not tasty at all!!!

How Sayang spent his holidays... sleep for being sick...Notice the meds?

Makam Mahsuri

Beras Terbakar

Island Hopping

The Legendary Tasik Dayang Bunting

The view of the pregnant maiden. can u see the neck...breast....and the big tummy??

Siapa lah punya beg nih

The catch. Spent around RM350 on chocs.

Touch down... and here's the view from the parking lot of Pantai Bangsar

Camped in my car

PERAK TRIP WITH FRIENDS

2011-03-15T17:14:00.000-07:00

HATE TO READ?? JUST ENJOY THE PICS

READY TO GET LOST :D

PRE-LOST

AM LOST DAH

TIGER WATCH :D

WITH MATHEW THE KAMBING

DAMN TICKLISH

THE STAY

KENYANG...

MEE UDANG COMBAT... BETTER THAN THE WELL KNOWN MEE UDANG MAK TEH

MY DINNER... NASI CENDAWAN GORENG

NITE SAFARI

MRSM TAIPING

THE FAMOUS MEE UDANG MAK TEH...... COMBAT D'LEGEND IS BETTER

OLE2

KUALA KANGSAR MUZIUM

DURIAN YANG TAK BEST

THE IDEA SPARKED WHEN MAZIANNA WANTED TO SPEND HER HOLIDAYS WITH HER FRIENDS AND TO ENJOY THE BEAUTY OF MALAYSIA BEFORE EMBARKING OVERSEAS :D (KAMI WARGA PATRIOTIK). AFTER GAMBANG, KUANTAN TO MALACCA, WE THEN DECIDED TO GO TO THE LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN.

DAY 1
14 & 15 OF MARCH WAS THE DAY. AFTER SUFFERING FROM MILD DIARRHEA (I WAS ACTUALLY PREPARING MY TUMMY FOR THE YUMMILICIOUS PERAK FOOD), WE LEFT PJ AROUND 9 A.M ON THE 14TH. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY. WE STOPPED AT TAPAH TO FUEL OURSELVES AND THEN....

WE ARRIVED AT TAMBUN AT 12.30. A TICKET PER ADULT WAS RM38 AND WE WERE ADVISED TO WEAR SWIMMING SUITS AND NOT TRACK BOTTOM. HAIYA!!! I TOOK OFF MY SWIMMING SUIT BECAUSE OF THE DIARRHEA AND NOW I HAD TO BUY THE EXPENSIVE LOW QUALITY TIGHTS. IT WAS FOR RM22.90. SIAP UTANG KAT ISZ LAGIK. NO FOOD WAS ALLOWED... AND THUS WE HAD TO KEEP OUR "THOUGHT OF SMUGGLING THE PRECIOUS NATA D'COCO" ASIDE AND HAD TO PAY RM1 FOR HAVING SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF IT AND WE FORGOT ABOUT IT!!! NEXT WAS THE FUN OF WALKING AND ENJOYING THE BLEND OF MOTHER NATURE IN A MAN MADE PARK... BEST TU....

Am imagining my dream home facing this lake... *ok...cikgu tulis biasa di sini

Tambun was fun.... but the food was not cheap and not tasty at all.... so we just ate the expensive ice cream. The game was challenging enough for me but not for Isz. Dah tuer dah.. tak macam org darah muda... What i enjoyed most was the Water Speed Slides. Heheheheheh..... I screamed my lungs out. The adrenaline rush in me was overwhelming which made my knees shaky and was unable to get out of the tube :D Obviously...this was another sign of me aging. Apa nak buat... badan dah tua tapi hati masih muda!! Ahakss!

After being lost at Tambun... we headed to Taiping which was 85 kms away or 1 1/2 hours journey. Meena was our GPS. It was not easy at first because Perak's sign boards was not really helping us... We took the long way but we were not lost.

We checked in a hotel nearby Taiping Zoo; Seri Malaysia. It was a decent hotel. A 3 star hotel to be exact. After maghrib we went to the Taiping Zoo .. nite safari lah katakan... After the night safari trip, we concluded that it would be more interesting to explore the zoo during the day time for a few solid reasons...

It was very dark. We could not really see the animals... I thought the rhinos were the elephants and the jumping tapir was like a wild boar :(
The tram was moving fast and the loud speaker was not clear.... so we could not really hear what the driver was trying to tell... :(
It was a 20 mins trip and waited for nearly 30 min... Total : 50 mins for our nite safari adventure = RM16. Not worth at all :(

Next was our food hunting activity..... Our growling tummies were so demanding that we just stopped at the first Malay stall we saw at the Taiping town area. We trusted our instinct by following the crowd and the catchy name: Combat D'Legend. The 3 of us ordered what was meant for four.... Mee udang d'combat, nasi goreng ayam, nasi goreng cendawan, and nasi goreng paprik. Mazianna was so worried for not being able to find the famous Mee Udang Mak Teh at Matang the following day and thus melepaskan kempunan with the mee udang here. We managed to finish everything we ordered and pleased the stall owner. She gave us discounts :D We spent RM25 for our dinner :D

Day 2

It rained...... so we started our day quite late. We went to Bukit Larut but to our disappointment, the ticket was finished for the day. I suggested that we just go on foot but the rest were not mentally and physically prepared for any strenuous activity. "Malas lah....3 jam tu nak naik..." was their reply.

For those who plan to go for a trip to Bukit Larut or Maxwell Hill, one has to pay for the entrance fee which is only RM7 and if you plan to go by jeep the fare is RM6 per person. The journey by jeep will take around 1/2 an hour. You can spent the whole day there before catching the last trip to the base which is at 4 p.m. (Am planning a trip for my dear brudus here..)

Since dah tak ada rezki up to Bukit Larut.... so kita pun me'larut'kan diri around the area. There are 2 boarding schools here... SERATAS and MRSM Taiping. The splendid scenery of MRSM Taiping caught our eyes... No wonder MRSM Taiping is among the best MRSM in Malaysia for the school's background is the great view of the Larut Waterfall.... The tranquility of Taiping would definitely help to play a major role to one's preparation for XZAMS !! Result pun chanteqqqqqq!!!

Untuk adik2 yang dapat offer belajar kat SERATAS or MRSM Taiping.... JANGAN PIKIR BANYAK!!!! DO COME AND STUDY HERE!!!

LOVE THE VIEW.... NO WONDER MRSM TAIPING IS AMONG THE TOP MRSM IN MALAYSIA (Nampak tak air terjun kat belakang tu?)

We too went to the Taiping War Cemetery which was less than a km away from the MRSM. Taiping War Cemetery is a graveyard for soldiers (Royal Malay Regiment, Gurkhas, British and Australians troops) killed during the WW2. The area is very well maintained and does not look as spooky as other graveyards...but still Isz refused to get down from the car to explore the area or to snap some photos..... "Takut lah kak Nem...."

Next on the agenda was the food hunting activity..or to be exact Mak Teh's Mee Udang...

hahahahha...we were lost.... however, a good Samaritan helped us. We bought her tastylicious pau and headed to Kuala Sepetang. Kata Mazianna our human GPS... "MamaNem... kita kena lalu kat Matang... kedai tu dekat menara pemancar Maxis"... She sounded as if she had been here but the truth was... she googled for the area and saw it in the famous TV3 programs, the 'trusted' Low Budget Vacation, and Jalan-jalan Cari Makan...

We ordered 3 sets of Mee Udang XXL (the size of the prawns). The truth is Mee Udang Combat D'Legend is very much tastier than Mak Teh's. The gravy is tastier and thicker. The big prawns in the bowl was the only catch here.... but the taste is not that great....
JANGAN LUPA.... MEE UDANG COMBAT D'LEGEND LAGI KAWWWWWWWWWW!!!

After feasting our tummies with the extravaganza ABC, we headed back to Taiping to get our way to Kuala Kangsar. First stop at Kuala Kangsar was the picturesque Ubudiah Mosque for our jamak prayer.

We went to the Kuala Kangsar Muzium but the muzium was closed...... so.... we just took some photos from outside of the muzium. Jadik lah......

Lepas tu (dah penat taip dah nih)..... we went to Sayong to get some souvenirs for our families. As for me.... i bought sth for the house... and i also bought the wajib item for any tourist to kuala Kangsar - the labu sayong. It was cheap compared to Tapah's R&R. The lamp was for RM75 and the labu sayong for RM13 but at Tapah's R&R the lamp was for RM180 and the labu sayong was for RM16. Mahal mahal....

Pose aje kat sini...beli kat kedai lain :D

Datang Kuala kangsar, one must taste the durian. Since it is not the season for our king of fruits, the durian was so expensive. I bought 3 small durians for RM20 and it were not good. Poor sayang for he did not eat the durians for the durians turned bad the following day. Bak kata Mazianna...Beli durian kat SS2 lagi sedap...

We reached PJ around 8.30.... We were tired but happy :D

Total expenses
Petrol : RM80
Tol : RM26.50 x 2
Tambun : RM38x3
Locker rental at Tambun : RM11
Ice-cream for 3 : RM9.50
Stupid game : RM10 (do not ask)
Parking : RM1
Hotel: RM190
Nite safari : RM16x3
Dinner : RM25
MakTeh's : RM42
Durians: RM10

campur sendiri dan bahagi 3 sendiri....

Am looking forward for the next trip..... Malacca kah kita???

A TEST FOR NOT BEING HOPELESS

2011-01-03T06:20:00.001-08:00

FOR I DO FEEL HOPELESS..... THE FEELING OF NOT BEING ABLE TO HELP TO THE FULLEST BUT INSTEAD I’M MAKING MORE AND MORE TROUBLE. SAYANG WAS VERY UPSET WITH ME. MAY BE I WAS BEING TOO MUCH FOR ASKING SAYANG TO EAT MORE YESTERDAY... HE SAID THAT I WAS BEEING TOO MUCH SINCE THE DAY BEFORE... L I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I DID... I WAS JUST DOWN...VERY VERY EXTREMELY DOWN ESP WHEN HE REFUSED TO DO LIKE WHAT I EXPECT HIM TO DO... (BANYAK TU...SEMUA UNTUK KEBAIKAN DIA JUGAK L )

ALL I WANT IS TO SEE HIM RECOVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I FEEL SO CRIPPLE HERE AND I FEEL INSECURE TOO. I AM FEELING SO LOST. I AM NEITHER THE NURSE NOR THE DOCTOR TO HELP SAYANG FEEL BETTER. I CAN ONLY HELP HIM WITH THE BLANKET... THE NEVER ENDING TISSUE PASSING SUPPLY, WATER, FEED HIM... ALL THE REMOTE BUTTONS HE NEEDS ME TO BE. WHEN IT COMES TO MEDICAL HELP.... I COULD ONLY WATCH THE NURSES AND THE DOCTORS DO THEIR JOB. SITTING AND WATCHING HELPLESSLY SEEING THEM HANDLING THE BLOOD PRESSURE, TEMPERATURE TAKING, THE NEBULIZER ROUTINE, THE O2..... AND ALL THESE MEDICAL THINGY THEY DID TO SAYANG REALLY MADE MY HEART PITTER PATTER, MY STOMACH ACHED AND MY KNEES JELLYED, AND MY BRAIN CRAZY.... ALL I COULD DO IS JUST TO PRAY TO ALLAH FOR SAYANG’S FAST RECOVERY. THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN WHEN U SEE SOMEONE U LOVE SICK. THE LOVE FOR SAYANG.

(WAS MY BACKDATED ENTRY 15 DEC 2010 WHEN SAYANG WAS ADMITTED IN THE ICU UNT, PANTAI MED BANGSAR )

RASA CINTA

2010-12-17T10:21:00.000-08:00

INGAT TAK LAGI PERASAAN MULA2 KENAL ERTI CINTA???

I?

MACAM INGAT2 LUPA :(

RASANYA PERASAAN ITU INDAH WALAUPUN SAKIT...

RASANYA MACAM..... HAPPY..

TAPI KALAU SI DIA BUAT TAIK KE HEPI KE..., TERASA SEMUA JUS GASTER DIPERAH DALAM BADAN... TERTARIK RASA KAT ULU HATI.... JANTUNG TETIBA BERDEGUP PANTAS... SESAK PUN MACAM ADA JUGAK......

DAH 6 TAHUN TAK RASA MACAM TUH...

TAPI SEJAK SAYANG SAKIT PERASAAN ITU KEMBALI...
(TAK ADA RASA CINTA KER KAT SAYANG???)
TAK.....
CUMA DAH IMMUNE AJER.....

BILA SAYANG SAKIT LAGI...AND MASUK ICU LAGI.. PERASAAN INI MENGGUNUNG TINGGI.
EVEN BEFORE THIS MASA SAYANG KENA BELASAH DULU... ADA GAK SEBENARNYA RASA MACAM NIH....
TERASA PERIT KAT ULU HATI
KALAU TERINGAT KNANGAN MANIS..TAK JADIK KETAWA..TP NANGIS..
TERINGAT SAAT SEDIH LAGI LAH BERTAMBAH SEDIH....

SAYANG PERNAH RASA??

BILA NAK TIDUR TAK BOLEH TIDUR..

SAYANG SAKIT DADA KAT SANA SUSAH NAK NAFAS PASAL SAYANG SAKIT...
TP I KAT SINI... TAK SAKIT MACAM SAYANG...
TAPI RASA SAKIT TU RASANYA LEBIH PERIT DR YANG SAYANG RASA.....
MACAM JUS YANG KELUAR TU TENGAH CAIRKAN JANTUNG...
DAN JANTUNG PERLU DISELAMATKAN...
SO DIA BERLARI...
DAN DENYUT KERAS.....
N NAK NAFAS PUN RASA SUSAH... RASA MACAM LEBIH SUSAH DRP SAYANG

PERNAH TAK RASA MACAM ESOK NAK MATI...
MACAM RASA BILA SAY GOOD BYE KAT SAYANG AND SAID I LOVE YOU UNTUK BEBERAPA HARI INI....
RASA BILA KUCUP DAHI SAYANG TETIBA RASA TAKUT YANG KISS TU IS THE LAST KISS....
RASA BILA I TUCK U TO BED.... MACAM TARIK KAIN KAFAN SAYANG KE BADAN...
BILA LAP BADAN SAYANG BILA TEPUK URUT SAYANG... RASA MACAM ADA 1001 RASA...
ADA YANG MENCUCUK2 KAT DADA......
SAYANG RASA APA YE??

SEKADAR LUAHAN RASA PERASAAN APABILA TIDAK BOLEH TIDUR TERINGAT SAYANG..

SAYANG PERCAYA KER KALAU I KATA PERIT I NAK TGK SEMUA INI...
SAYANG CUMA RASA SAKIT AJER...
TAPI SAKIT I NIH...TAK ADA UBAT KECUALI ZIKIR
KECUALI DENGAN BACAAN ALQURAN...
KECUALI DENGAN SUJUD DALAM SOLAT
TP BAYANGAN KERISAUAN I NIH DAH ADA SEJAK 6 TAHUN LAGIK....
TAK SANGKA JADIK LAGI....
BERTAMBAH PERIT LAGI
TRAUMA DULU TAK HILANG LAGI
ADA TRAUMA BARU...

NAK TIDUR DAH...
SAYANG DAH TIDUR DAH PUN... MINTAK AJER KT DR UBAT TIDO..
I..????

SO SIAPA YANG TENGAH SAKIT SEKARANG INI???

SAYANG DAY 4 IN ICU

2010-12-17T07:34:00.000-08:00

TODAY WENT TO VISIT SAYANG AS USUAL.... AND ALLAH HEARD MY PRAYERS...
HE IS GETTING BETTER EVERYDAY. I PRAY TO ALLAH SO THAT HE'D GET BETTER SOONER AND WOULD CONTINUE TO BOW TO ALLAH AND WORSHIP HIM.

TODAY SIVA AND LAWRENCE CAME. SIVA GAVE US HIS GOOD NEWS FOR HE WAS BEING SELECTED AS ONE OF 13 IN MALAYSIA TO BE IN PEMIKIR MALAYSIA... STH LIKE THT...I'M NOT SURE WITH THE TERM BTW.

HONEY CAME TO....

AND IN THE EVENING...MY DEAR ANIS AND HER FAMILY CAME. SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO READ THE MONITOR AND I CONCLUDED THAT MY SAYANG IS STILL FAR FROM QUITE OK.....

I READ THE TRANSLATION OF THE ALQURAN. I GOT HOOK TO IT. ALLAH IS GREAT AND MUHAMMAD S.A.W. IS THE MESSENGER. I FELT LIKE ALLAH WAS TALKING TO ME STRAIGHT FROM THE ALQURAN AND IT GAVE ME COMFORT... I'LL CONTINUE ON READING IT TOMORROW. EMOTIONALLY I FEEL VERY MUCH BETTER NOW... I FEEL CLOSER TO ALLAH FOR ALLAH IS ALWAYS NEAR.... IT WAS ONLY ME...THE ONE WHO ALWAYS FORGOT AND WENT ASTRAY...

TODAY SAYANG MADE ME PROMISE TO FINISH MY STUDIES....
BUT SAYANG...I REALLY DOUBT THAT...... BUT I'LL TRY...IT IS UP TO THE UNIVERSITY SENATE TO APPROVE IT....

APA-APA PUN SAYANG...
I LOVE YOU...
I ALWAYS PRAY THE BEST FOR YOU
I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE IN FEAR OF LOSING YOU.......
FOR MY ULTIMATE LOVE IS FOR ALLAH S.W.T

A WIFE TO A SICK HUSBAND

2010-12-16T08:05:00.000-08:00

HARI INI PERGI HOSPITAL... AND I PRAYED TO ALLAH TO SEE MY SAYANG IN BETTER CONDITION...

ON MY WAY TO THE HOSPITAL, JALAN FEDERAL JAM GILA. DAH SAMPAI HOSPITAL 1/2 HOUR PUSING CARIK PARKING PULAK. DAH SAMPAI, MAK GUARD TAK BAGI MASUK... DAH TENSION GILA HATI PUN TERUSIK.... SEDIH JADIKNYA

SEBENARNYA, BUKAN MUDAH UNTUK MENJADI SEORANG ISTERI YANG TABAH KEPADA SUAMI YANG SEDANG SAKIT. MACAMMANA LAH KAWANKU SEORANG ITU MAMPU MELAKUKANNYA. ANAK-ANAK KECIL LAGI PULAK TU. ANAK-ANAK PUN TABAH.

SAYANG,
I NAK JADI KUAT UNTUK SAYANG.
KALAU JUMPA SAYANG TU, I NAK SEMBUNYIKAN PERASAAN SEDIH. I NAK SENGIH2 GURAU-GURAU DENGAN SAYANG. KALAU PERGI HOSPITAL NAK CEPAT2 SAMPAI BIOR DAPAT JUMPA SAYANG. NANTI DAH SAMPAI SANA, BOLEH MANDIKAN SAYANG, BERSIHKAN SAYANG. SUAPKAN SAYANG.... WALAUPUN LAH SAYANG AGAK MAMPU BUAT SEMUANYA SENDIRI. INILAH MASANYA NAK MANJA2KAN SAYANG MACAM BABY...

TAPI SAYANG NI.....
MAKANLAH BETUL2.... LAWANLAH PERASAAN TAK ADA SELERA TU...
TAK KESIAN KER KAT I NIH... KALAU MAKAN NANTI SIHAT CEPAT. BOLEH CEPAT BALIK. JANGAN LAH MARAH2 KAT I KALAU I SURUH U MAKAN LEBIH SIKIT. TRASA TAU...SAMPAI KER LUBUK HATI.....

TAPI SAYANG, ISTERI MANALAH YANG SANGGUP TENGOK WAYAR BERSELIRAT KAT BADAN U NIH. SEDIH HATI... TGK MESTI SEDIH... (SAYANG RABUN KAN... KALAU I NANGIS PUN BUKAN U NAMPAK :D )

TADI MASA NAK BALIK, NAK TUCK IN SAYANG FIRST LEPAS BERSIH2KAN SAYANG... TP NURSE AND THE GUARD WERE NOT UNDERSTANDING ENOUGH. I THOUGHT I TUTUP HARI JUMPA SAYANG HARI NI SIAP NGAN BEDTIME STORIES LAGI KALAU BOLEH.... TAPI SAYANG TAK SEMPAT NAK GOSOK GIGI, BERAK PUN I DAH KENA KELUAR. SIBUK BENOR NGAN REPORT DEPA PUKUL 8 TU. MEMANG I MARAH, I SEDIH!! RASA MACAM TAK DAPAT NAK JADIK ISTERI YANG TERBAIK HARI INI. KESIAN SAYANG... I LEFT U DALAM KEADAAN YANG COMOT!!! KESIAN TENGOK MUKA SAYANG TERKULAT2 TENGOK MUKA I MENCUKA KELUAR ICU MARAH KAT NURSE.

SESAMPAI KERETA... I NANGIS SAYANG... MACAM APA NANGES. TAK PUAS HATI, NGADU KAT KAK ZU. NOT LONG AFTER THT THE ICU NURSE CALLED ME TELLING THAT SHE HEARD FRM THE GUARD THAT I WAS UPSET WHEN I WENT OUT FRM THE ICU. I CAKAP "MEMANG LAH I UPSET, FOR I WAS THINKING THAT I COULD CLEAN HIM FIRST BEFORE THE BLOOD SAMPLE TAKING. KAN U ALL NAK TENGOK DIA BER O2 STRAIGHT FOR 1/2 - 1 HOUR . KALAU DIA TAK GOSOK GIGI, TAK BERSIH...NNT MULA LAH DIA SIBUK REQUEST NAK GARGLE LAH...NAK GOSOK GIGI LAH... BODY UNCOMFORTABLE LAH.... KAN LAGI SUSAH". "BUT WE CLEAN HIM LIKE THIS MORNING WE CLEANED HIM." "I KNOW THAT. BUT I WANT TO DO MY DUTY AS HIS WIFE TOO." "OK PUAN, U CAN COME AFTER 9 TO CLEAN HIM." "WHAT?! U WANT HIM TO SEE ME IN THIS CONDITION??? (MATA DAH BENGKAK GILER, BAHU DAH TERHINJUT2 NIH NANGIS). TELL HIM THT I'VE LEFT THE HOSPITAL. U GO AND CLEAN HIM UP"

SAYANG,
BUKAN I TAK MAU DATANG BALIK AFTER 9. BUT I WAS TOO DEPRESSED. KALAU U TGK PUN MESTI U LAGI SEDIH. APATAH LAGI U DAH TAU I WAS ALREADY SAD WHEN I LEFT U. SORRY EH SAYANG......... TP I MASIH LEPAK KAT PARKING LOT UNTIL 10 OVER... I FELT SO RELUCTANT TO EVEN LEAVE THE HOSPITAL COMPOUND.....

APA-APA PUN SAYANG... I AM HAPPY THT TODAY U R VERY MUCH BETTER...
ESOK MESTI LAGI SIHAT EH SAYANG.....

:D

I LOVE U :D

DARI PANTAI LANGKAWI KE PANTAI BANGSAR

2010-12-15T15:49:00.000-08:00

CAME BACK FROM LANGKAWI ON THE 14TH BY FLIGHT.

FRANKLY SPEAKING I DID NOT REALLY ENJOY MY TRIP THERE. SAYANG WAS SO SICK. MOST OF THE TIME, I'D BE TRAVELLING ALONE. SAYANG WENT OUT WITH ME ONLY TO BUY THE FLASK AND THE ISLAND HOPPING TRIP. I BLAME MYSELF FOREVER FOR DRAGGING SAYANG INTO THIS HEART TRENCHING VACATION. I HATE MYSELF HOW.

ONCE WE TOUCHED DOWN...I GOT TO SENT HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND WAS SENT STRAIGHT TO THE ICU. HE'S LUNGS WERE BADLY INFECTED. I WAS SO DOWN. NO ONE WAS THERE TO HELP ME OUT NOR TO COMFORT ME. I CRIED AND CRIED FOR ALLAH'S HELP. I SCOLDED SAYANG FOR NOT FOLLOWING MY SUGGESTION TO CANCEL THE TRIP. THAT NIGHT I WENT TO SEE MY DEAR HONEY. I POUR ALL MY TEARS AND FEELINGS OUT. ATLEAST IT HELPED TO COMFORT ME.

SECOND ICU FOR SAYANG THIS TIME. I GUESS IT WOULD BE ROUTINE FOR ME FOR EVERY 5/6 YEARS FROM NOW. EMOTIONALLY I WAS VERY DOWN. I COULD NOT SLEEP NOR EAT. I JUST SLEPT IN THE CAR AT THE PARKING LOT JUST TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT COMING VISITING HOURS TO SEE HIM.

TODAY IS THE THIRD DAY OF ADMISSION. AFTER JOTTING DOWN A FEW WORDS HERE, I PLANNED TO CLEAN THE HOUSE FOR DIBA AND IRA. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO MY COUSIN FOR LETTING ME TO BRING HER DAUGHTER TO MY HOUSE YESTERDAY. THAT HELPS ME ALOT FROM NOT TO GO KUKU WHEN I CAME BACK FROM THE HOSPITAL. ATLEAST I HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO TALK TO, TO FOCUS ON OTHER THINGS THAN CRYING ALL NIGHT LONG (IT HAPPENED THE FIRST NIGHT).

NOT THAT SAYANG IS DYING. HE CAN TALK, AND HE CAN ALSO WALK... BUT HE IS NOT REALLY A FIGHTER.... THIS MADE ME SO DOWN. I'M EXPECTING HIM TO BE STRONG. I AM NOT STRONG..... I HAVE TO CALL MY KAK ZU OR MESSAGING HER JUST FOR SOME ADVICE... SHE WOULD BE THE ONE ENCOURAGING ME TO BE STRONG. WHATEVER IT IS... SEEING MY SAYANG LIKE THIS REALLY MADE ME CRIPPLE. I'M FIGHTING WITH MY INNER SELF TO BE STRONG AND ALHAMDULILLAH.... ON THIS THIRD DAY... THE DAY OF ASYURA... I FEEL BETTER. I REALLY WANT TO GO AND SEE HIM DAY READ SOME DOA....

ALLAH IS GREAT. HE DID NOT GIVE ME THE PLEASURE OF LIFE LIKE I ALWAYS REQUESTED IN MY DOA. INSTEAD, HE GAVE ME MORE AND MORE TESTS. I HAVE TO BE REDHO FOR ALL THESE TESTS EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS... I DO NOT THINK SO THAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED ALL THE TESTS AND SO I FELL LIKE ALL THE TESTS ARE PILING UP NOW. I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE TO SOUGHT IT NOT ONE BY ONE... BUT AT ONCE. I MUST GET PLETHORA OF ADVICE FOR THIS.

WITH THE NAME OF ALLAH...MOST GRACIOUS AND THE MOST MERCIFUL. MUSTAJAB DOA ANA. AMIIN.

24TH DAY: JEJALAN DAY :D

2010-12-10T17:39:00.000-08:00

WAIT....

ON MY 24TH DAY.. I'M EXPERIENCING STH DIFFERENT. I S IF I'M GOING TO HAVE MY PEOT
:( U KNOW...THE NORMAL ACHE....THE ACHE IN THE ABDOMINAL AREA..BUT THIS TIME I DO NOT SUFFER FROM ANY BREAST TENDERNESS. THT'S GOOD... I HATE THAT...BUT I HAVE MOOD SWINGS....

FURTHER MORE, SAYANG IS SICK... HAIYA..DUGAAN-DUGAAN....

TODAY WE ARE GOING TO LANGKAWI FOR VACATION :D HOPE MY MOOD COULD BE IMPROVED THERE. HAHAHA I NEED A PEACE OF MIND... SO I'M SENDING DIBA TO MY COUSIN'S HOUSE SINCE SHE HAS A DAUGHTER OF DIBA'S AGE. THEY COULD DO THEIR REVISION TOGETHER.

SINCE THIS IS OUR FIRST VACATION TOGETHER TO LANGKAWI...WE ARE TAKING THE LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG WAY.... NAIK TREN :D FIRST CLASS LAGIK. HEHEHEH..... APA2 I'LL UPLOAD MY PICS NEXT WEEK :D

SEE U GUYS THEN :D

MAK AND ABAH'S DINNER

2010-12-09T23:57:00.000-08:00

LAST NITE LAH DINNER UNCLE TALHAR.

I WANTED TO CALL MAK..BUT IT WAS TOO LATE AT NIGHT.

HOWEVER MAK CALLED THIS MORNING...VERY EARLY... 7.30AM. RUPANYA..MAK NAK CALL PUN MALAM TADI BUT THOUGHT IW WLD BE TOO LATE TOO....

MMG LAH MAK NAK SANGAT CRITE PASAL THE DINNER... HEHEHEH...

THEY WERE HAPPY THE\AT THEY WERE TREATED LIKE THE VVIPS. SHE MANAGED TO MEET AUNT BARIAH (BARRYL) AND ALSO UNCLE TALHAR. EACH OF THEM GOT RM20 HEHEHHE ANGPAU!!

RUPANYA, BESIDES CELEBRATING WTW 50TH ANN, UNCLE TALHAR ALSO CELEBRATING HIS 70TH BDAY AND UNTIE BARRYL HER 70+TH B'DAY AS WELL (SHARED SAME MONTH). THEY HAD ARTISTS FROM HONGKONG AND TAIWAN FOR THEIR DINNER (ACTUALLY...MAK TAK TAU PUN DARI MANA... ) THEY PROMISED MAK TO GIVE THE PHOTOS LATER.... NNT ANIM UPLOAD EH MAK :D

AND MAK'S COMMENT FOR RAZALI "AMBOI SOPANNYA DIA ANIM... TAK BERDECIT LANGSUNG LAH DIA...!!!"

AM SO GLAD THAT MAK AND ABAH DID ENJOY THE DINNER. :D

22nd DAY

2010-12-08T17:22:00.000-08:00

Mmmmm dah masuk hari yang ke 22 dah. Tapi stress pulak...rasa cam tak jadik lah...
Selepas acupuncture, dah 2 period cycle dah tak ada PMS. Seronok pulak rasa. Kalau tak seminggu sebelum peot mesti dah rasa lenguh sakit sana sini. Alhamdulillah...sekarang tak rasa apa-apa pun. Baguslah tu kan?

Apa-apa pun rasa gak suspens menjelang hari peot. Nak juga + kan? Tp redho ajer kalau tak jadik apa2. Pasal paham sangat keaddaan diri yg sibuk ngan tugasan....

Boleh sentiasa mencuba :D

Tunggu ajer ler :D

MY YOUNG SELF AS A FRIEND (PART 1)

2010-12-08T03:08:00.000-08:00

YEAH.... I WAS YOUNG... I FELL IN LOVE, A PUPPY LOVE..... I HAD FRIENDS...FRIENDS TO LAUGH.

BUT AT THIS AGE I REALIZED THAT THOSE FRIENDS WERE NOT THOSE WHO WOULD BE WITH YOU DURING YOUR GLOOMY DAYS.

I AM REFERRING TO MY VERY OWN SELF-CENTERED, ARROGANT SELF. LIKE ANY OTHER YOUNG MAFOUS (MAFIA + FAMOUS) STUDENT I HAD A CLICK: MYSELF, PZ, AS, LIN, MY SIS, MAYA, FAR A, FKK. FELL IN LOVE WITH THE WRONG GUY WHO WAS ALSO IN MY GROUP. WE WERE THE MOST HAPPENING GROUP MAKING OUR SCHOOL WELL KNOWN IN THE DISTRICT. IT WAS REALLY A HAPPENING GROUP UP TO THE STAGE THAT WE WERE NOT AWARE OF OUR MAIN RESPONSIBILITIES TOWARDS FRIENDS AND STUDIES. OUR STUDIES WENT DOWN SAME AS OUR REPUTATION. WE TEND TO CLOSE OUR EYES WHEN WE SAW A PROBLEM... IGNORING OTHER FRIENDS' FEELINGS AND EVERYONE WAS TRYING TO BE COOL. I SUSPECTED THAT DRUGS WERE EVEN INVOLVED BUT I NEVER BOTHERED ASKING NOR SAYING NO. I JUST PRETENDED THAT WE DID NOT DO ANYTHING BAD.

BESIDES HAVING THIS CLICK... I HAD ANOR CLICK. A MORE RESERVED CLICK. THIS WOULD BE THE GROUP THAT WE WERE TOGETHER TO HAVE OTHER STUDY GROUP.

AFTER MY SCHOOL DAYS WERE OVER.... I FURTHER MY STUDIES TO ONE OF THE MOST PRESTIGIOUS UNIs HERE AND LOST CONTACT WITH ALL MY SO CALLED HAPPENING FRIENDS AND MADE NEW FRIENDS. I DID MAINTAIN A FEW... 1 OR 2 AND OBVIOUSLY THESE 2 WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME... GIVING ME ADVICES AND HELPED ME. THEY WERE THE ONES WHO WOULD SAY "YOU ARE WRONG HANIM!" OR "MAY I HELP YOU?" OR "HANIM, I'M VISITING YOUR PARENTS" EVEN WHEN I WAS NOT AROUND. THERE WAS NO LOVE STORY INVOLVED AND THUS MADE THE FRIENDSHIP EVEN LONGER.

DAYS HAD PASSED AND I HEARD LOTS OF STORIES ABOUT MY FRIENDS..... EVEN BAD ONES... AND BAD STORIES ABOUT MYSELF CIRCULATED AMONG THEM. THERE WAS A FRIEND WHO WAS INVOLVED IN DRUGS AND MY MOM SAID NOTHING ABOUT HIM EVEN THOUGH MY MOM HAD TO TAKE CARE OF HIM FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS (a very long story here).

AND NOW WITH FB, I AM ABLE TO RECONNECT WITH MY LONG LOST FRIENDS AND TO REDEEM MYSELF AT THE SAME TIME.

TANPA SUAMI

2010-12-05T20:17:00.000-08:00

FOR A FEW DAYS JERK.....

MMM.... OK GAK....

BUKAN TAK SAYANG.... PASAL SAYANGLAH NIH

SAYANGKAN DAPAT FISHING AND TENANGKAN FIKIRAN NGAN KEKAWAN :D

I DAPAT SIAPKAN KERJA N SHOPPING SORANG2 AND LEPAK NGAN KEKAWAN GAK :D

TNGOK NGANGKUNG WITH MY SINGLE FRIENDS ...SAKIT PERUT DIBUATNYA

SHOPPING ANAKKU WAREHOUSE...

INI BARU HARI PERTAMA

HARI KEDUA PERGI LAGIK BELI TOYS AND BRA COTTON SHOP..

MURAH. COTTONSHOP BRA FRM RM49.90 JADIK RM10 AJER MASA HAPPY HOUR

BOUGHT FOR DEBOT... SPENTOT FRMRM22.90 JADIK RM5

TOTAL DAMAGE UNTUK SEMUA NIH RM365.
TP PUAS HATI :D PASAL KALAU HARGA COTTONSHOP YG ORI JER DAH RM360.
TAK MASUK YG EDUCATIONAL TOYS YG I BELI LEBIH 10 BIJIK TU.... EACH DAH MORE THAN RM50 - RM90.

SAYANG KATA.... ISY...CANNOT LEAVE U ALONE....

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY WTW

2010-12-03T17:49:00.000-08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO WTW FOR THEIR 50TH ANNIVERSARY AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MR TALHAR AND HIS PARTNERS FOR MAKING JOHOR AS PART OF A DEVELOPED STATE OF MALAYSIA.

WHY ALL A SUDDEN I HAVE THIS AS MY ENTRY??

WELL UNCLE TALHAR IS PART OF OUR LIVES: A VERY BIG ROLE ACTUALLY. WTW WAS WHERE MY FATHER WORKED FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND AS LONG AS I KNOW... I GREW UP WITH HIS HARD EARN MONEY FROM THIS CO UNTIL I WAS...9 YEARS. AND MOM WORKED AS A MAID TO HIS FAMILY AND WAS TREATED MORE LIKE A SISTER THAN A MAID. SHE WOULD PROUDLY TELL US ABOUT HOW SHE WAS TREATED: DAILY ACTIVITIES, THE TEA FUNCTIONS, THE QUIET MOMENTS AND TO ALL HOTEL FUNCTIONS THAT SHE ATTENDED WITH THE FAMILY. EVEN A RELATIVE TO HIS WIFE FELL IN LOVE WITH MY MOTHER. :D HOWEVER, MY MOTHER'S LOVE FOR MY FATHER, MR SALLEH, WAS EVEN STRONGER :D MY MOM WOULD TELL US ABOUT THEIR BELOVED SON, RAZALLI, WHOM MY MOTHER TOOK CARE. AND WHEN SHE TOLD US ABT THE BABY... WE'D NOTICE HER EYES WOULD BE FILLED WITH TEARS. MESTI DIA RINDU BUDAK NIH.

MY DAD KNEW UNCLE TALHAR WHEN HE PURSUED HIS STUDIES IN UK AND WERE BEST FRIENDS EVER SINCE. AS FOR MY MOM, SHE WORKED THERE FOR 7 YEARS AND... THE FIRST TIME MY PARENT MET WAS IN TALHAR'S RESIDENCE ITSELF. BEING INVITED FOR A PRIVATE FAMILY DINNER, ABAH COULD NOT RESIST TO COME AND ABAH WOULD SAY THAT IT WAS MY MOTHER'S GREAT DISHES THAT MADE HIM FALL IN LOVE WITH HER. MAK PANDAI MASAK TAU! SO... FROM THERE THE LOVE STORY GROWS until todaylah

SO... WHEN THEY GOT MARRIED AND FINALLY HAD ME... UNCLE TALHAR AND HIS BELOVED WIFE UNTIE BARRYL (not sure abt the spelling) CAME AND TO THEIR SURPRISE THEY TOLD MY MOTHER ABOUT MY SICKNESS. I WAS SUFFERED FROM JAUNDICE AND MY PARENT WAS NOT AWARE ABOUT IT. I WAS 'SAVED' :D THANKS TO THEM AGAIN :D

THEN, CAME THE RECESSION .... AND ABAH HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO RESIGNED FROM THIS COMPANY FOR IT WAS HIT TO THE COMPANY AS WELL. I COULD STILL REMEMBER THE HARDSHIP THAT MY FAMILY WENT THROUGH. NO ELECTRICITY, NO WATER, BUT LUCKILY MY PARENTS STILL MANAGED TO FEED US. MY MOM HAD TO SELL KUIH AND I'D FOLLOW HER TO SEND THE DELICACIES TO THE FOOD STALLS. I COULD STILL REMEMBER THE LOOK IN MY MOM'S FACE WHEN THE KUIH SHE SOLD WAS NOT FINISHED. BUT SHE'D NEVER TELL US HER FEELINGS. LIFE WAS REALLY HARD..... WHEN I WAS 11 OR 12, ALHAMDULILLAH ABAH GOT A JOB AS AN ASST MANAGER IN COURTS MAMMOTH ... AND AGAIN IT WAS UNCLE TALHAR WHO HELPED HIM OUT. THANKS AGAIN.

BEING PHYSICALLY FAR FROM WTW WOULD NOT DETER THE FRIENDSHIP AMONG THEM. ONCE IN AWHILE, THE TALHAR FAMILY WOULD COME TO VISIT US. AND THIS YEAR THEY CAME TO HAND MY FATHER A VERY SPECIAL GIFT; A BOOK. ABAH WAS REALLY TOUCHED BY THIS. AND TODAY... MY PARENT IS INVITED TO ATTEND THE CO. DINNER AND THEY ARE GOING.....

SO TO MAK AND ABAH... HOPE U GUYS ENJOYED YOUR DINNER

AND TO WTW... ALL THE BEST.

P/S THANKS FOR THE BOOK. I LOVE IT!!

UNCLE TALHAR

THE LEGENDARY TRIO

he never suffered frm sms :D

AND I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO U :D

ONE REPUBLIC: SECRETS

2010-12-01T01:00:00.000-08:00

AM A BIT CRAZY WITH TIS SONG LATELY
I SO IN LOVE WITH THE MUSIC :D
SO FOLKS.... ENJOY THE SONG AND THE VIDEO... (VERY CLEAR HD VERSION :D)

Secrets Lyrics

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)

KAKI PANCING....

2010-11-30T23:16:00.000-08:00

MMMMM.......
SAYANG2...NGA SIBUK NAK NGOOYENG NGOYENG NI DIA PLAN MEMANCING LAK....
HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY YOUR TRIP AT TEMENGGOR... (HUHUHUH 3/4 DAYS LAK TU). TAKPER... WE'VE GOT TO ENJOY OURSELVES JUGAK KAN.... I CAN ALSO HAVE SOMETIME WITH MY FRIENDS AND MORE TIME WITH MY PAPERS... :D

ENJOY :D