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Thursday, December 16, 2010

A WIFE TO A SICK HUSBAND

HARI INI PERGI HOSPITAL... AND I PRAYED TO ALLAH TO SEE MY SAYANG IN BETTER CONDITION...

ON MY WAY TO THE HOSPITAL, JALAN FEDERAL JAM GILA. DAH SAMPAI HOSPITAL 1/2 HOUR PUSING CARIK PARKING PULAK.  DAH SAMPAI, MAK GUARD TAK BAGI MASUK... DAH TENSION GILA HATI PUN TERUSIK.... SEDIH JADIKNYA

SEBENARNYA, BUKAN MUDAH UNTUK MENJADI SEORANG ISTERI YANG TABAH KEPADA SUAMI YANG SEDANG SAKIT.  MACAMMANA LAH KAWANKU SEORANG ITU  MAMPU MELAKUKANNYA. ANAK-ANAK KECIL LAGI PULAK TU.  ANAK-ANAK PUN TABAH.

SAYANG,
I NAK JADI KUAT UNTUK SAYANG.
KALAU JUMPA SAYANG TU, I NAK SEMBUNYIKAN PERASAAN SEDIH. I NAK SENGIH2 GURAU-GURAU DENGAN SAYANG.  KALAU PERGI HOSPITAL NAK CEPAT2 SAMPAI BIOR DAPAT JUMPA SAYANG.  NANTI DAH SAMPAI SANA, BOLEH MANDIKAN SAYANG, BERSIHKAN SAYANG. SUAPKAN SAYANG.... WALAUPUN LAH SAYANG AGAK MAMPU BUAT SEMUANYA SENDIRI. INILAH MASANYA NAK MANJA2KAN SAYANG MACAM BABY...

TAPI SAYANG NI.....
MAKANLAH BETUL2.... LAWANLAH PERASAAN TAK ADA SELERA TU...
TAK KESIAN KER KAT I NIH... KALAU MAKAN NANTI SIHAT CEPAT.  BOLEH CEPAT BALIK.  JANGAN LAH MARAH2 KAT I KALAU I SURUH U MAKAN LEBIH SIKIT. TRASA TAU...SAMPAI KER LUBUK HATI.....

TAPI SAYANG, ISTERI MANALAH YANG SANGGUP TENGOK WAYAR BERSELIRAT KAT BADAN U NIH. SEDIH HATI... TGK MESTI SEDIH... (SAYANG RABUN KAN... KALAU I NANGIS PUN BUKAN U NAMPAK :D  )

TADI MASA NAK BALIK, NAK TUCK IN SAYANG FIRST LEPAS BERSIH2KAN SAYANG... TP NURSE AND THE GUARD WERE NOT UNDERSTANDING ENOUGH.  I  THOUGHT I TUTUP HARI JUMPA SAYANG HARI NI SIAP NGAN BEDTIME STORIES LAGI KALAU BOLEH.... TAPI SAYANG TAK SEMPAT NAK GOSOK GIGI, BERAK PUN I DAH KENA KELUAR.  SIBUK BENOR NGAN REPORT DEPA PUKUL 8 TU.  MEMANG I MARAH, I SEDIH!! RASA MACAM TAK DAPAT NAK JADIK ISTERI YANG TERBAIK HARI INI. KESIAN SAYANG... I LEFT U DALAM KEADAAN YANG COMOT!!! KESIAN TENGOK MUKA SAYANG TERKULAT2 TENGOK MUKA I  MENCUKA KELUAR ICU MARAH KAT NURSE.

SESAMPAI KERETA... I NANGIS SAYANG... MACAM APA NANGES. TAK PUAS HATI, NGADU KAT KAK ZU. NOT LONG AFTER THT THE ICU NURSE CALLED ME TELLING THAT SHE HEARD FRM THE GUARD THAT I WAS UPSET WHEN I WENT OUT FRM THE ICU. I CAKAP "MEMANG LAH I UPSET, FOR I WAS THINKING THAT I COULD CLEAN HIM FIRST BEFORE THE BLOOD SAMPLE TAKING. KAN U ALL NAK TENGOK DIA BER O2 STRAIGHT FOR 1/2 - 1 HOUR . KALAU DIA TAK GOSOK GIGI, TAK BERSIH...NNT MULA LAH DIA SIBUK REQUEST NAK GARGLE LAH...NAK GOSOK GIGI LAH... BODY UNCOMFORTABLE LAH.... KAN LAGI SUSAH". "BUT WE CLEAN HIM LIKE THIS MORNING WE CLEANED HIM." "I KNOW THAT. BUT I WANT TO DO MY DUTY AS HIS WIFE TOO." "OK PUAN, U CAN COME AFTER 9 TO CLEAN HIM." "WHAT?! U WANT HIM TO SEE ME IN THIS CONDITION??? (MATA DAH BENGKAK GILER, BAHU DAH TERHINJUT2 NIH NANGIS). TELL HIM THT I'VE LEFT THE HOSPITAL. U GO AND CLEAN HIM UP"

SAYANG,
BUKAN I TAK MAU DATANG BALIK AFTER 9. BUT I WAS TOO DEPRESSED. KALAU U TGK PUN MESTI U LAGI SEDIH.  APATAH LAGI U DAH TAU I WAS ALREADY SAD WHEN I LEFT U. SORRY EH SAYANG......... TP I MASIH LEPAK KAT PARKING LOT UNTIL 10 OVER... I FELT SO RELUCTANT TO EVEN LEAVE THE HOSPITAL COMPOUND.....

APA-APA PUN SAYANG... I AM HAPPY THT TODAY U R VERY MUCH BETTER...
ESOK MESTI LAGI SIHAT EH SAYANG.....

:D

I LOVE U :D

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