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Friday, December 17, 2010

RASA CINTA

INGAT TAK LAGI PERASAAN MULA2 KENAL ERTI CINTA???

I?

MACAM INGAT2 LUPA :(

RASANYA PERASAAN ITU INDAH WALAUPUN SAKIT...

RASANYA MACAM..... HAPPY..

TAPI KALAU SI DIA BUAT TAIK KE HEPI KE..., TERASA SEMUA JUS GASTER DIPERAH DALAM BADAN... TERTARIK RASA KAT ULU HATI.... JANTUNG TETIBA BERDEGUP PANTAS... SESAK PUN MACAM ADA JUGAK......

DAH 6 TAHUN TAK RASA MACAM TUH...

TAPI SEJAK SAYANG SAKIT PERASAAN ITU KEMBALI...
(TAK ADA RASA CINTA KER KAT SAYANG???)
TAK.....
CUMA DAH IMMUNE AJER.....

BILA SAYANG SAKIT LAGI...AND MASUK ICU LAGI.. PERASAAN INI MENGGUNUNG TINGGI.
EVEN BEFORE THIS MASA SAYANG KENA BELASAH DULU... ADA GAK SEBENARNYA RASA MACAM NIH....
TERASA PERIT KAT ULU HATI
KALAU TERINGAT KNANGAN MANIS..TAK JADIK KETAWA..TP NANGIS..
TERINGAT SAAT SEDIH LAGI LAH BERTAMBAH SEDIH....

SAYANG PERNAH RASA??

BILA NAK TIDUR TAK BOLEH TIDUR..

SAYANG SAKIT DADA KAT SANA SUSAH NAK NAFAS PASAL SAYANG SAKIT...
TP I KAT SINI... TAK SAKIT MACAM SAYANG...
TAPI RASA SAKIT TU RASANYA LEBIH PERIT DR YANG SAYANG RASA.....
MACAM JUS YANG KELUAR TU TENGAH CAIRKAN JANTUNG...
DAN JANTUNG PERLU DISELAMATKAN...
SO DIA BERLARI...
DAN DENYUT KERAS.....
N NAK NAFAS PUN RASA SUSAH... RASA MACAM LEBIH SUSAH DRP SAYANG

PERNAH TAK RASA MACAM ESOK NAK MATI...
MACAM RASA BILA SAY GOOD BYE KAT SAYANG AND SAID I LOVE YOU UNTUK BEBERAPA HARI INI....
RASA BILA KUCUP DAHI SAYANG TETIBA RASA TAKUT YANG KISS TU IS THE LAST KISS....
RASA BILA I TUCK U TO BED.... MACAM TARIK KAIN KAFAN SAYANG KE BADAN...
BILA LAP BADAN SAYANG BILA TEPUK URUT SAYANG... RASA MACAM ADA 1001 RASA...
ADA YANG MENCUCUK2 KAT DADA......
SAYANG RASA APA YE??

SEKADAR LUAHAN RASA PERASAAN APABILA TIDAK BOLEH TIDUR TERINGAT SAYANG..

SAYANG PERCAYA KER KALAU I KATA PERIT I NAK TGK SEMUA INI...
SAYANG CUMA RASA SAKIT AJER...
TAPI SAKIT I NIH...TAK ADA UBAT KECUALI ZIKIR
KECUALI DENGAN BACAAN ALQURAN...
KECUALI DENGAN SUJUD DALAM SOLAT
TP BAYANGAN KERISAUAN I NIH DAH ADA SEJAK 6 TAHUN LAGIK....
TAK SANGKA JADIK LAGI....
BERTAMBAH PERIT LAGI
TRAUMA DULU TAK HILANG LAGI
ADA TRAUMA BARU...

NAK TIDUR DAH...
SAYANG DAH TIDUR DAH PUN... MINTAK AJER KT DR UBAT TIDO..
I..????

SO SIAPA YANG TENGAH SAKIT SEKARANG INI???

SAYANG DAY 4 IN ICU

TODAY WENT TO VISIT SAYANG AS USUAL.... AND ALLAH HEARD MY PRAYERS...
HE IS GETTING BETTER EVERYDAY. I PRAY TO ALLAH SO THAT HE'D GET BETTER SOONER AND WOULD CONTINUE TO BOW TO ALLAH AND WORSHIP HIM.

TODAY SIVA AND LAWRENCE CAME. SIVA GAVE US HIS GOOD NEWS FOR HE WAS BEING SELECTED AS ONE OF 13 IN MALAYSIA TO BE IN PEMIKIR MALAYSIA... STH LIKE THT...I'M NOT SURE WITH THE TERM BTW.

HONEY CAME TO....

AND IN THE EVENING...MY DEAR ANIS AND HER FAMILY CAME. SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO READ THE MONITOR AND I CONCLUDED THAT MY SAYANG IS STILL FAR FROM QUITE OK.....

I READ THE TRANSLATION OF THE ALQURAN. I GOT HOOK TO IT.  ALLAH IS GREAT AND MUHAMMAD S.A.W. IS THE MESSENGER. I FELT LIKE ALLAH WAS TALKING TO ME STRAIGHT FROM THE ALQURAN AND IT GAVE ME COMFORT... I'LL CONTINUE ON READING IT TOMORROW. EMOTIONALLY I FEEL VERY MUCH BETTER NOW... I FEEL CLOSER TO ALLAH FOR ALLAH IS ALWAYS NEAR.... IT WAS ONLY ME...THE ONE WHO ALWAYS FORGOT AND WENT ASTRAY...

TODAY SAYANG MADE ME PROMISE TO FINISH MY STUDIES....
BUT SAYANG...I REALLY DOUBT THAT...... BUT I'LL TRY...IT IS UP TO THE UNIVERSITY SENATE TO APPROVE IT....

APA-APA PUN SAYANG...
I LOVE YOU...
I ALWAYS PRAY THE BEST FOR YOU
I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE IN FEAR OF LOSING YOU.......
FOR MY ULTIMATE LOVE IS FOR ALLAH S.W.T

Thursday, December 16, 2010

A WIFE TO A SICK HUSBAND

HARI INI PERGI HOSPITAL... AND I PRAYED TO ALLAH TO SEE MY SAYANG IN BETTER CONDITION...

ON MY WAY TO THE HOSPITAL, JALAN FEDERAL JAM GILA. DAH SAMPAI HOSPITAL 1/2 HOUR PUSING CARIK PARKING PULAK.  DAH SAMPAI, MAK GUARD TAK BAGI MASUK... DAH TENSION GILA HATI PUN TERUSIK.... SEDIH JADIKNYA

SEBENARNYA, BUKAN MUDAH UNTUK MENJADI SEORANG ISTERI YANG TABAH KEPADA SUAMI YANG SEDANG SAKIT.  MACAMMANA LAH KAWANKU SEORANG ITU  MAMPU MELAKUKANNYA. ANAK-ANAK KECIL LAGI PULAK TU.  ANAK-ANAK PUN TABAH.

SAYANG,
I NAK JADI KUAT UNTUK SAYANG.
KALAU JUMPA SAYANG TU, I NAK SEMBUNYIKAN PERASAAN SEDIH. I NAK SENGIH2 GURAU-GURAU DENGAN SAYANG.  KALAU PERGI HOSPITAL NAK CEPAT2 SAMPAI BIOR DAPAT JUMPA SAYANG.  NANTI DAH SAMPAI SANA, BOLEH MANDIKAN SAYANG, BERSIHKAN SAYANG. SUAPKAN SAYANG.... WALAUPUN LAH SAYANG AGAK MAMPU BUAT SEMUANYA SENDIRI. INILAH MASANYA NAK MANJA2KAN SAYANG MACAM BABY...

TAPI SAYANG NI.....
MAKANLAH BETUL2.... LAWANLAH PERASAAN TAK ADA SELERA TU...
TAK KESIAN KER KAT I NIH... KALAU MAKAN NANTI SIHAT CEPAT.  BOLEH CEPAT BALIK.  JANGAN LAH MARAH2 KAT I KALAU I SURUH U MAKAN LEBIH SIKIT. TRASA TAU...SAMPAI KER LUBUK HATI.....

TAPI SAYANG, ISTERI MANALAH YANG SANGGUP TENGOK WAYAR BERSELIRAT KAT BADAN U NIH. SEDIH HATI... TGK MESTI SEDIH... (SAYANG RABUN KAN... KALAU I NANGIS PUN BUKAN U NAMPAK :D  )

TADI MASA NAK BALIK, NAK TUCK IN SAYANG FIRST LEPAS BERSIH2KAN SAYANG... TP NURSE AND THE GUARD WERE NOT UNDERSTANDING ENOUGH.  I  THOUGHT I TUTUP HARI JUMPA SAYANG HARI NI SIAP NGAN BEDTIME STORIES LAGI KALAU BOLEH.... TAPI SAYANG TAK SEMPAT NAK GOSOK GIGI, BERAK PUN I DAH KENA KELUAR.  SIBUK BENOR NGAN REPORT DEPA PUKUL 8 TU.  MEMANG I MARAH, I SEDIH!! RASA MACAM TAK DAPAT NAK JADIK ISTERI YANG TERBAIK HARI INI. KESIAN SAYANG... I LEFT U DALAM KEADAAN YANG COMOT!!! KESIAN TENGOK MUKA SAYANG TERKULAT2 TENGOK MUKA I  MENCUKA KELUAR ICU MARAH KAT NURSE.

SESAMPAI KERETA... I NANGIS SAYANG... MACAM APA NANGES. TAK PUAS HATI, NGADU KAT KAK ZU. NOT LONG AFTER THT THE ICU NURSE CALLED ME TELLING THAT SHE HEARD FRM THE GUARD THAT I WAS UPSET WHEN I WENT OUT FRM THE ICU. I CAKAP "MEMANG LAH I UPSET, FOR I WAS THINKING THAT I COULD CLEAN HIM FIRST BEFORE THE BLOOD SAMPLE TAKING. KAN U ALL NAK TENGOK DIA BER O2 STRAIGHT FOR 1/2 - 1 HOUR . KALAU DIA TAK GOSOK GIGI, TAK BERSIH...NNT MULA LAH DIA SIBUK REQUEST NAK GARGLE LAH...NAK GOSOK GIGI LAH... BODY UNCOMFORTABLE LAH.... KAN LAGI SUSAH". "BUT WE CLEAN HIM LIKE THIS MORNING WE CLEANED HIM." "I KNOW THAT. BUT I WANT TO DO MY DUTY AS HIS WIFE TOO." "OK PUAN, U CAN COME AFTER 9 TO CLEAN HIM." "WHAT?! U WANT HIM TO SEE ME IN THIS CONDITION??? (MATA DAH BENGKAK GILER, BAHU DAH TERHINJUT2 NIH NANGIS). TELL HIM THT I'VE LEFT THE HOSPITAL. U GO AND CLEAN HIM UP"

SAYANG,
BUKAN I TAK MAU DATANG BALIK AFTER 9. BUT I WAS TOO DEPRESSED. KALAU U TGK PUN MESTI U LAGI SEDIH.  APATAH LAGI U DAH TAU I WAS ALREADY SAD WHEN I LEFT U. SORRY EH SAYANG......... TP I MASIH LEPAK KAT PARKING LOT UNTIL 10 OVER... I FELT SO RELUCTANT TO EVEN LEAVE THE HOSPITAL COMPOUND.....

APA-APA PUN SAYANG... I AM HAPPY THT TODAY U R VERY MUCH BETTER...
ESOK MESTI LAGI SIHAT EH SAYANG.....

:D

I LOVE U :D

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

DARI PANTAI LANGKAWI KE PANTAI BANGSAR

CAME BACK FROM LANGKAWI ON THE 14TH BY FLIGHT.

FRANKLY SPEAKING I DID NOT REALLY ENJOY MY TRIP THERE. SAYANG WAS SO SICK. MOST OF THE TIME, I'D BE TRAVELLING ALONE.  SAYANG WENT OUT WITH ME ONLY TO BUY THE FLASK AND THE ISLAND HOPPING TRIP.  I BLAME MYSELF FOREVER FOR DRAGGING SAYANG INTO THIS HEART TRENCHING VACATION.  I HATE MYSELF HOW.

ONCE WE TOUCHED DOWN...I GOT TO SENT HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND WAS SENT STRAIGHT TO THE ICU.  HE'S LUNGS WERE BADLY INFECTED. I WAS SO DOWN. NO ONE WAS THERE TO HELP ME OUT NOR TO COMFORT ME. I CRIED AND CRIED FOR ALLAH'S HELP. I SCOLDED SAYANG FOR NOT FOLLOWING MY SUGGESTION TO CANCEL THE TRIP. THAT NIGHT I WENT TO SEE MY DEAR HONEY. I POUR ALL MY TEARS AND FEELINGS OUT. ATLEAST IT HELPED TO COMFORT ME.

SECOND ICU FOR SAYANG THIS TIME. I GUESS IT WOULD BE ROUTINE FOR ME FOR EVERY 5/6 YEARS FROM NOW. EMOTIONALLY I WAS VERY DOWN. I COULD NOT SLEEP NOR EAT. I JUST SLEPT IN THE CAR AT THE PARKING LOT JUST TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT COMING VISITING HOURS TO SEE HIM.

TODAY IS THE THIRD DAY OF ADMISSION. AFTER JOTTING DOWN A FEW WORDS HERE, I PLANNED TO CLEAN THE HOUSE FOR DIBA AND IRA. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO MY COUSIN FOR LETTING ME TO BRING HER DAUGHTER TO MY HOUSE YESTERDAY.  THAT HELPS ME ALOT FROM NOT TO GO KUKU WHEN I CAME BACK FROM THE HOSPITAL. ATLEAST I HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO TALK TO, TO FOCUS ON OTHER THINGS THAN CRYING ALL NIGHT LONG (IT HAPPENED THE FIRST NIGHT).

NOT THAT SAYANG IS DYING. HE CAN TALK, AND HE CAN ALSO WALK... BUT HE IS NOT REALLY A FIGHTER.... THIS MADE ME SO DOWN. I'M EXPECTING HIM TO BE STRONG. I AM NOT STRONG..... I HAVE TO CALL MY KAK ZU OR MESSAGING HER JUST FOR SOME ADVICE...  SHE WOULD BE THE ONE ENCOURAGING ME TO BE STRONG.  WHATEVER IT IS... SEEING MY SAYANG LIKE THIS REALLY MADE ME CRIPPLE. I'M FIGHTING WITH  MY INNER SELF TO BE STRONG AND ALHAMDULILLAH.... ON THIS THIRD DAY... THE DAY OF ASYURA... I FEEL BETTER. I REALLY WANT TO GO AND SEE HIM DAY READ SOME DOA....

ALLAH IS GREAT. HE DID NOT GIVE ME THE PLEASURE OF LIFE LIKE I ALWAYS REQUESTED IN MY DOA. INSTEAD, HE GAVE ME MORE AND MORE TESTS. I HAVE TO BE REDHO FOR ALL THESE TESTS EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS... I DO NOT THINK SO THAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED ALL THE TESTS AND SO I FELL LIKE ALL THE TESTS ARE PILING UP NOW. I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE TO SOUGHT IT NOT ONE BY ONE... BUT AT ONCE. I MUST GET PLETHORA OF ADVICE FOR THIS.

WITH THE NAME OF ALLAH...MOST GRACIOUS AND THE MOST MERCIFUL.  MUSTAJAB DOA ANA. AMIIN.

Friday, December 10, 2010

24TH DAY: JEJALAN DAY :D

WAIT....

ON MY 24TH DAY.. I'M EXPERIENCING STH DIFFERENT. I S IF I'M GOING TO HAVE MY PEOT
 :(      U KNOW...THE NORMAL ACHE....THE ACHE IN THE ABDOMINAL AREA..BUT THIS TIME I DO NOT SUFFER FROM ANY BREAST TENDERNESS.  THT'S GOOD... I HATE THAT...BUT I HAVE MOOD SWINGS....

FURTHER MORE, SAYANG IS SICK... HAIYA..DUGAAN-DUGAAN....

TODAY WE ARE GOING TO LANGKAWI FOR VACATION :D HOPE MY MOOD COULD BE IMPROVED THERE. HAHAHA I NEED A PEACE OF  MIND... SO I'M SENDING DIBA TO MY COUSIN'S HOUSE SINCE SHE HAS A DAUGHTER OF DIBA'S AGE.  THEY COULD DO THEIR REVISION TOGETHER.

SINCE THIS IS OUR FIRST VACATION TOGETHER TO LANGKAWI...WE ARE TAKING THE LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG WAY.... NAIK TREN :D FIRST CLASS LAGIK. HEHEHEH..... APA2 I'LL UPLOAD MY PICS NEXT WEEK :D

SEE U GUYS THEN :D

Thursday, December 9, 2010

MAK AND ABAH'S DINNER

LAST NITE LAH DINNER UNCLE TALHAR.

I WANTED TO CALL MAK..BUT IT WAS TOO LATE AT NIGHT.

HOWEVER MAK CALLED THIS MORNING...VERY EARLY... 7.30AM. RUPANYA..MAK NAK CALL PUN MALAM TADI BUT THOUGHT IW WLD BE TOO LATE TOO....

MMG LAH MAK NAK SANGAT CRITE PASAL THE DINNER... HEHEHEH...

THEY WERE HAPPY THE\AT THEY WERE TREATED LIKE THE VVIPS. SHE MANAGED TO MEET AUNT BARIAH (BARRYL) AND ALSO UNCLE TALHAR. EACH OF THEM GOT RM20 HEHEHHE ANGPAU!!

RUPANYA, BESIDES CELEBRATING WTW 50TH ANN, UNCLE TALHAR ALSO CELEBRATING HIS 70TH BDAY AND UNTIE BARRYL HER 70+TH B'DAY AS WELL (SHARED SAME MONTH). THEY HAD ARTISTS FROM HONGKONG AND TAIWAN FOR THEIR DINNER (ACTUALLY...MAK TAK TAU PUN DARI MANA... )  THEY PROMISED MAK TO GIVE THE PHOTOS LATER.... NNT ANIM UPLOAD EH MAK :D

AND MAK'S COMMENT FOR RAZALI "AMBOI SOPANNYA DIA ANIM... TAK BERDECIT LANGSUNG LAH DIA...!!!"

AM SO GLAD THAT MAK AND ABAH DID ENJOY THE DINNER.  :D

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

22nd DAY




Mmmmm dah masuk hari yang ke 22 dah.  Tapi stress pulak...rasa cam tak jadik lah...
Selepas acupuncture, dah 2 period cycle dah tak ada PMS. Seronok pulak rasa. Kalau tak seminggu sebelum peot mesti dah rasa lenguh sakit sana sini.  Alhamdulillah...sekarang tak rasa apa-apa pun. Baguslah tu kan?

Apa-apa pun rasa gak suspens menjelang hari peot. Nak juga + kan? Tp redho ajer kalau tak jadik apa2. Pasal paham sangat keaddaan diri yg sibuk ngan tugasan....

Boleh sentiasa mencuba :D

Tunggu ajer ler :D

MY YOUNG SELF AS A FRIEND (PART 1)

YEAH.... I WAS YOUNG... I FELL IN LOVE, A PUPPY LOVE..... I HAD FRIENDS...FRIENDS TO LAUGH.

BUT AT THIS AGE I REALIZED THAT THOSE FRIENDS WERE NOT THOSE WHO WOULD BE WITH YOU DURING YOUR GLOOMY DAYS.

I AM REFERRING TO MY VERY OWN SELF-CENTERED, ARROGANT SELF.  LIKE ANY OTHER YOUNG MAFOUS (MAFIA + FAMOUS)  STUDENT I HAD A CLICK: MYSELF, PZ, AS, LIN, MY SIS, MAYA, FAR A, FKK.    FELL IN LOVE WITH THE WRONG GUY WHO WAS ALSO IN MY GROUP. WE WERE THE MOST HAPPENING GROUP MAKING OUR SCHOOL WELL KNOWN IN THE DISTRICT. IT WAS REALLY A HAPPENING GROUP UP TO THE STAGE THAT WE WERE NOT AWARE OF OUR MAIN RESPONSIBILITIES TOWARDS FRIENDS AND STUDIES.  OUR STUDIES WENT DOWN SAME AS OUR REPUTATION.  WE TEND TO CLOSE OUR EYES WHEN WE SAW A PROBLEM... IGNORING OTHER FRIENDS' FEELINGS AND EVERYONE WAS TRYING TO BE COOL.  I SUSPECTED THAT DRUGS WERE EVEN INVOLVED BUT I NEVER BOTHERED ASKING NOR SAYING  NO. I JUST PRETENDED THAT WE DID NOT DO ANYTHING BAD.

BESIDES HAVING THIS CLICK... I HAD ANOR CLICK.  A MORE RESERVED CLICK. THIS WOULD BE THE GROUP THAT WE WERE TOGETHER TO HAVE OTHER STUDY GROUP.

AFTER MY SCHOOL DAYS WERE OVER.... I FURTHER MY STUDIES TO ONE OF THE MOST PRESTIGIOUS UNIs HERE AND LOST CONTACT WITH ALL MY SO CALLED HAPPENING FRIENDS AND MADE NEW FRIENDS.  I DID MAINTAIN A FEW... 1 OR 2 AND OBVIOUSLY THESE 2 WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME... GIVING ME ADVICES AND HELPED ME. THEY WERE THE ONES WHO WOULD SAY "YOU ARE WRONG HANIM!" OR "MAY I HELP YOU?" OR "HANIM, I'M VISITING YOUR PARENTS" EVEN WHEN I WAS NOT AROUND. THERE WAS NO LOVE STORY INVOLVED AND THUS MADE THE FRIENDSHIP EVEN LONGER.

DAYS HAD PASSED AND I HEARD LOTS OF STORIES ABOUT  MY FRIENDS..... EVEN BAD ONES... AND BAD STORIES ABOUT MYSELF CIRCULATED AMONG THEM.  THERE WAS A FRIEND WHO WAS INVOLVED IN DRUGS AND MY MOM SAID NOTHING ABOUT HIM EVEN THOUGH MY MOM HAD TO TAKE CARE OF HIM FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS (a very long story here).

AND NOW WITH FB, I AM ABLE TO RECONNECT WITH MY LONG LOST FRIENDS AND TO REDEEM MYSELF AT THE SAME TIME.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

TANPA SUAMI


FOR A FEW DAYS JERK.....

MMM.... OK GAK....

BUKAN TAK SAYANG.... PASAL SAYANGLAH NIH

SAYANGKAN DAPAT FISHING AND TENANGKAN FIKIRAN NGAN KEKAWAN :D

I DAPAT SIAPKAN KERJA N SHOPPING SORANG2 AND LEPAK NGAN KEKAWAN GAK  :D

TNGOK NGANGKUNG WITH MY SINGLE FRIENDS ...SAKIT PERUT DIBUATNYA


SHOPPING ANAKKU WAREHOUSE...
INI BARU HARI PERTAMA 
HARI KEDUA PERGI LAGIK BELI TOYS AND BRA COTTON SHOP..
MURAH. COTTONSHOP BRA FRM RM49.90 JADIK RM10 AJER MASA HAPPY HOUR
BOUGHT FOR DEBOT... SPENTOT FRMRM22.90 JADIK RM5

TOTAL DAMAGE UNTUK SEMUA NIH RM365.
TP PUAS HATI :D PASAL KALAU HARGA COTTONSHOP YG ORI JER DAH RM360.
TAK MASUK YG EDUCATIONAL TOYS YG I BELI LEBIH 10 BIJIK TU.... EACH DAH MORE THAN RM50 - RM90.

SAYANG KATA.... ISY...CANNOT LEAVE U ALONE....

Friday, December 3, 2010

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY WTW



CONGRATULATIONS TO WTW FOR THEIR 50TH ANNIVERSARY AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MR TALHAR AND HIS PARTNERS FOR MAKING JOHOR AS PART OF A DEVELOPED STATE OF MALAYSIA.

WHY ALL A SUDDEN I HAVE THIS AS MY ENTRY??

WELL UNCLE TALHAR IS PART OF OUR LIVES: A VERY BIG ROLE ACTUALLY.  WTW WAS WHERE MY FATHER WORKED FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND AS LONG AS I KNOW...  I GREW UP WITH HIS HARD EARN MONEY FROM THIS CO UNTIL I WAS...9 YEARS. AND MOM WORKED AS A MAID TO HIS FAMILY AND WAS TREATED MORE LIKE A SISTER THAN A MAID.  SHE  WOULD PROUDLY TELL US ABOUT HOW SHE WAS TREATED: DAILY ACTIVITIES, THE TEA FUNCTIONS, THE QUIET MOMENTS AND TO ALL HOTEL FUNCTIONS THAT SHE ATTENDED WITH THE FAMILY.  EVEN A RELATIVE TO HIS WIFE FELL IN LOVE WITH MY MOTHER.  :D HOWEVER,  MY MOTHER'S LOVE FOR MY FATHER, MR SALLEH, WAS EVEN STRONGER :D  MY MOM WOULD TELL US ABOUT THEIR BELOVED SON, RAZALLI, WHOM MY MOTHER TOOK CARE. AND WHEN SHE TOLD US ABT THE BABY... WE'D NOTICE HER EYES WOULD BE FILLED WITH TEARS. MESTI DIA RINDU BUDAK NIH.

MY DAD KNEW UNCLE TALHAR WHEN HE  PURSUED HIS STUDIES IN UK AND WERE BEST FRIENDS EVER SINCE.  AS FOR MY MOM, SHE WORKED THERE FOR 7 YEARS AND...  THE FIRST TIME MY PARENT MET WAS IN TALHAR'S RESIDENCE ITSELF.  BEING INVITED FOR A PRIVATE FAMILY DINNER, ABAH COULD NOT RESIST TO COME AND ABAH WOULD SAY THAT IT WAS MY MOTHER'S GREAT DISHES THAT MADE HIM FALL IN LOVE WITH HER. MAK PANDAI MASAK TAU! SO... FROM THERE THE LOVE STORY GROWS until todaylah 

SO... WHEN THEY GOT MARRIED AND FINALLY HAD ME... UNCLE TALHAR AND HIS BELOVED WIFE UNTIE BARRYL (not sure abt the spelling) CAME AND TO THEIR SURPRISE THEY TOLD MY MOTHER ABOUT MY SICKNESS. I WAS SUFFERED FROM JAUNDICE AND MY PARENT WAS NOT AWARE ABOUT IT.   I WAS 'SAVED' :D THANKS TO THEM AGAIN :D

THEN, CAME THE RECESSION .... AND ABAH HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO RESIGNED FROM THIS COMPANY FOR IT WAS HIT TO THE COMPANY AS WELL.  I COULD STILL REMEMBER THE HARDSHIP THAT MY FAMILY WENT THROUGH.  NO ELECTRICITY, NO WATER, BUT LUCKILY MY PARENTS STILL MANAGED TO FEED US. MY MOM HAD TO SELL KUIH AND I'D FOLLOW HER TO SEND THE DELICACIES TO THE FOOD STALLS.  I COULD STILL REMEMBER THE LOOK IN MY MOM'S FACE WHEN THE KUIH SHE SOLD WAS NOT FINISHED.  BUT SHE'D NEVER TELL US HER FEELINGS.  LIFE WAS REALLY HARD..... WHEN I WAS 11 OR 12, ALHAMDULILLAH ABAH GOT A JOB AS AN ASST MANAGER IN COURTS MAMMOTH ... AND AGAIN IT WAS UNCLE TALHAR WHO HELPED HIM OUT. THANKS AGAIN.

BEING PHYSICALLY FAR FROM WTW WOULD NOT DETER THE FRIENDSHIP AMONG THEM.  ONCE IN AWHILE, THE TALHAR FAMILY WOULD COME TO VISIT US. AND THIS YEAR THEY CAME TO HAND MY FATHER A VERY SPECIAL GIFT; A BOOK.  ABAH WAS REALLY TOUCHED BY THIS. AND TODAY... MY PARENT IS INVITED TO ATTEND THE CO. DINNER AND THEY ARE GOING..... 

SO TO MAK AND ABAH... HOPE U GUYS ENJOYED YOUR DINNER

AND TO WTW... ALL THE BEST.

P/S THANKS FOR THE BOOK. I LOVE IT!!

UNCLE TALHAR

THE LEGENDARY TRIO 

he never suffered frm sms :D

AND I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO U :D





Wednesday, December 1, 2010

ONE REPUBLIC: SECRETS

AM A BIT CRAZY WITH TIS SONG LATELY
I SO IN LOVE WITH THE MUSIC :D
SO FOLKS.... ENJOY THE SONG AND THE VIDEO... (VERY CLEAR HD VERSION :D)



Secrets Lyrics

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)
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