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Friday, December 17, 2010

RASA CINTA

INGAT TAK LAGI PERASAAN MULA2 KENAL ERTI CINTA???

I?

MACAM INGAT2 LUPA :(

RASANYA PERASAAN ITU INDAH WALAUPUN SAKIT...

RASANYA MACAM..... HAPPY..

TAPI KALAU SI DIA BUAT TAIK KE HEPI KE..., TERASA SEMUA JUS GASTER DIPERAH DALAM BADAN... TERTARIK RASA KAT ULU HATI.... JANTUNG TETIBA BERDEGUP PANTAS... SESAK PUN MACAM ADA JUGAK......

DAH 6 TAHUN TAK RASA MACAM TUH...

TAPI SEJAK SAYANG SAKIT PERASAAN ITU KEMBALI...
(TAK ADA RASA CINTA KER KAT SAYANG???)
TAK.....
CUMA DAH IMMUNE AJER.....

BILA SAYANG SAKIT LAGI...AND MASUK ICU LAGI.. PERASAAN INI MENGGUNUNG TINGGI.
EVEN BEFORE THIS MASA SAYANG KENA BELASAH DULU... ADA GAK SEBENARNYA RASA MACAM NIH....
TERASA PERIT KAT ULU HATI
KALAU TERINGAT KNANGAN MANIS..TAK JADIK KETAWA..TP NANGIS..
TERINGAT SAAT SEDIH LAGI LAH BERTAMBAH SEDIH....

SAYANG PERNAH RASA??

BILA NAK TIDUR TAK BOLEH TIDUR..

SAYANG SAKIT DADA KAT SANA SUSAH NAK NAFAS PASAL SAYANG SAKIT...
TP I KAT SINI... TAK SAKIT MACAM SAYANG...
TAPI RASA SAKIT TU RASANYA LEBIH PERIT DR YANG SAYANG RASA.....
MACAM JUS YANG KELUAR TU TENGAH CAIRKAN JANTUNG...
DAN JANTUNG PERLU DISELAMATKAN...
SO DIA BERLARI...
DAN DENYUT KERAS.....
N NAK NAFAS PUN RASA SUSAH... RASA MACAM LEBIH SUSAH DRP SAYANG

PERNAH TAK RASA MACAM ESOK NAK MATI...
MACAM RASA BILA SAY GOOD BYE KAT SAYANG AND SAID I LOVE YOU UNTUK BEBERAPA HARI INI....
RASA BILA KUCUP DAHI SAYANG TETIBA RASA TAKUT YANG KISS TU IS THE LAST KISS....
RASA BILA I TUCK U TO BED.... MACAM TARIK KAIN KAFAN SAYANG KE BADAN...
BILA LAP BADAN SAYANG BILA TEPUK URUT SAYANG... RASA MACAM ADA 1001 RASA...
ADA YANG MENCUCUK2 KAT DADA......
SAYANG RASA APA YE??

SEKADAR LUAHAN RASA PERASAAN APABILA TIDAK BOLEH TIDUR TERINGAT SAYANG..

SAYANG PERCAYA KER KALAU I KATA PERIT I NAK TGK SEMUA INI...
SAYANG CUMA RASA SAKIT AJER...
TAPI SAKIT I NIH...TAK ADA UBAT KECUALI ZIKIR
KECUALI DENGAN BACAAN ALQURAN...
KECUALI DENGAN SUJUD DALAM SOLAT
TP BAYANGAN KERISAUAN I NIH DAH ADA SEJAK 6 TAHUN LAGIK....
TAK SANGKA JADIK LAGI....
BERTAMBAH PERIT LAGI
TRAUMA DULU TAK HILANG LAGI
ADA TRAUMA BARU...

NAK TIDUR DAH...
SAYANG DAH TIDUR DAH PUN... MINTAK AJER KT DR UBAT TIDO..
I..????

SO SIAPA YANG TENGAH SAKIT SEKARANG INI???

SAYANG DAY 4 IN ICU

TODAY WENT TO VISIT SAYANG AS USUAL.... AND ALLAH HEARD MY PRAYERS...
HE IS GETTING BETTER EVERYDAY. I PRAY TO ALLAH SO THAT HE'D GET BETTER SOONER AND WOULD CONTINUE TO BOW TO ALLAH AND WORSHIP HIM.

TODAY SIVA AND LAWRENCE CAME. SIVA GAVE US HIS GOOD NEWS FOR HE WAS BEING SELECTED AS ONE OF 13 IN MALAYSIA TO BE IN PEMIKIR MALAYSIA... STH LIKE THT...I'M NOT SURE WITH THE TERM BTW.

HONEY CAME TO....

AND IN THE EVENING...MY DEAR ANIS AND HER FAMILY CAME. SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO READ THE MONITOR AND I CONCLUDED THAT MY SAYANG IS STILL FAR FROM QUITE OK.....

I READ THE TRANSLATION OF THE ALQURAN. I GOT HOOK TO IT.  ALLAH IS GREAT AND MUHAMMAD S.A.W. IS THE MESSENGER. I FELT LIKE ALLAH WAS TALKING TO ME STRAIGHT FROM THE ALQURAN AND IT GAVE ME COMFORT... I'LL CONTINUE ON READING IT TOMORROW. EMOTIONALLY I FEEL VERY MUCH BETTER NOW... I FEEL CLOSER TO ALLAH FOR ALLAH IS ALWAYS NEAR.... IT WAS ONLY ME...THE ONE WHO ALWAYS FORGOT AND WENT ASTRAY...

TODAY SAYANG MADE ME PROMISE TO FINISH MY STUDIES....
BUT SAYANG...I REALLY DOUBT THAT...... BUT I'LL TRY...IT IS UP TO THE UNIVERSITY SENATE TO APPROVE IT....

APA-APA PUN SAYANG...
I LOVE YOU...
I ALWAYS PRAY THE BEST FOR YOU
I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE IN FEAR OF LOSING YOU.......
FOR MY ULTIMATE LOVE IS FOR ALLAH S.W.T

Thursday, December 16, 2010

A WIFE TO A SICK HUSBAND

HARI INI PERGI HOSPITAL... AND I PRAYED TO ALLAH TO SEE MY SAYANG IN BETTER CONDITION...

ON MY WAY TO THE HOSPITAL, JALAN FEDERAL JAM GILA. DAH SAMPAI HOSPITAL 1/2 HOUR PUSING CARIK PARKING PULAK.  DAH SAMPAI, MAK GUARD TAK BAGI MASUK... DAH TENSION GILA HATI PUN TERUSIK.... SEDIH JADIKNYA

SEBENARNYA, BUKAN MUDAH UNTUK MENJADI SEORANG ISTERI YANG TABAH KEPADA SUAMI YANG SEDANG SAKIT.  MACAMMANA LAH KAWANKU SEORANG ITU  MAMPU MELAKUKANNYA. ANAK-ANAK KECIL LAGI PULAK TU.  ANAK-ANAK PUN TABAH.

SAYANG,
I NAK JADI KUAT UNTUK SAYANG.
KALAU JUMPA SAYANG TU, I NAK SEMBUNYIKAN PERASAAN SEDIH. I NAK SENGIH2 GURAU-GURAU DENGAN SAYANG.  KALAU PERGI HOSPITAL NAK CEPAT2 SAMPAI BIOR DAPAT JUMPA SAYANG.  NANTI DAH SAMPAI SANA, BOLEH MANDIKAN SAYANG, BERSIHKAN SAYANG. SUAPKAN SAYANG.... WALAUPUN LAH SAYANG AGAK MAMPU BUAT SEMUANYA SENDIRI. INILAH MASANYA NAK MANJA2KAN SAYANG MACAM BABY...

TAPI SAYANG NI.....
MAKANLAH BETUL2.... LAWANLAH PERASAAN TAK ADA SELERA TU...
TAK KESIAN KER KAT I NIH... KALAU MAKAN NANTI SIHAT CEPAT.  BOLEH CEPAT BALIK.  JANGAN LAH MARAH2 KAT I KALAU I SURUH U MAKAN LEBIH SIKIT. TRASA TAU...SAMPAI KER LUBUK HATI.....

TAPI SAYANG, ISTERI MANALAH YANG SANGGUP TENGOK WAYAR BERSELIRAT KAT BADAN U NIH. SEDIH HATI... TGK MESTI SEDIH... (SAYANG RABUN KAN... KALAU I NANGIS PUN BUKAN U NAMPAK :D  )

TADI MASA NAK BALIK, NAK TUCK IN SAYANG FIRST LEPAS BERSIH2KAN SAYANG... TP NURSE AND THE GUARD WERE NOT UNDERSTANDING ENOUGH.  I  THOUGHT I TUTUP HARI JUMPA SAYANG HARI NI SIAP NGAN BEDTIME STORIES LAGI KALAU BOLEH.... TAPI SAYANG TAK SEMPAT NAK GOSOK GIGI, BERAK PUN I DAH KENA KELUAR.  SIBUK BENOR NGAN REPORT DEPA PUKUL 8 TU.  MEMANG I MARAH, I SEDIH!! RASA MACAM TAK DAPAT NAK JADIK ISTERI YANG TERBAIK HARI INI. KESIAN SAYANG... I LEFT U DALAM KEADAAN YANG COMOT!!! KESIAN TENGOK MUKA SAYANG TERKULAT2 TENGOK MUKA I  MENCUKA KELUAR ICU MARAH KAT NURSE.

SESAMPAI KERETA... I NANGIS SAYANG... MACAM APA NANGES. TAK PUAS HATI, NGADU KAT KAK ZU. NOT LONG AFTER THT THE ICU NURSE CALLED ME TELLING THAT SHE HEARD FRM THE GUARD THAT I WAS UPSET WHEN I WENT OUT FRM THE ICU. I CAKAP "MEMANG LAH I UPSET, FOR I WAS THINKING THAT I COULD CLEAN HIM FIRST BEFORE THE BLOOD SAMPLE TAKING. KAN U ALL NAK TENGOK DIA BER O2 STRAIGHT FOR 1/2 - 1 HOUR . KALAU DIA TAK GOSOK GIGI, TAK BERSIH...NNT MULA LAH DIA SIBUK REQUEST NAK GARGLE LAH...NAK GOSOK GIGI LAH... BODY UNCOMFORTABLE LAH.... KAN LAGI SUSAH". "BUT WE CLEAN HIM LIKE THIS MORNING WE CLEANED HIM." "I KNOW THAT. BUT I WANT TO DO MY DUTY AS HIS WIFE TOO." "OK PUAN, U CAN COME AFTER 9 TO CLEAN HIM." "WHAT?! U WANT HIM TO SEE ME IN THIS CONDITION??? (MATA DAH BENGKAK GILER, BAHU DAH TERHINJUT2 NIH NANGIS). TELL HIM THT I'VE LEFT THE HOSPITAL. U GO AND CLEAN HIM UP"

SAYANG,
BUKAN I TAK MAU DATANG BALIK AFTER 9. BUT I WAS TOO DEPRESSED. KALAU U TGK PUN MESTI U LAGI SEDIH.  APATAH LAGI U DAH TAU I WAS ALREADY SAD WHEN I LEFT U. SORRY EH SAYANG......... TP I MASIH LEPAK KAT PARKING LOT UNTIL 10 OVER... I FELT SO RELUCTANT TO EVEN LEAVE THE HOSPITAL COMPOUND.....

APA-APA PUN SAYANG... I AM HAPPY THT TODAY U R VERY MUCH BETTER...
ESOK MESTI LAGI SIHAT EH SAYANG.....

:D

I LOVE U :D

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

DARI PANTAI LANGKAWI KE PANTAI BANGSAR

CAME BACK FROM LANGKAWI ON THE 14TH BY FLIGHT.

FRANKLY SPEAKING I DID NOT REALLY ENJOY MY TRIP THERE. SAYANG WAS SO SICK. MOST OF THE TIME, I'D BE TRAVELLING ALONE.  SAYANG WENT OUT WITH ME ONLY TO BUY THE FLASK AND THE ISLAND HOPPING TRIP.  I BLAME MYSELF FOREVER FOR DRAGGING SAYANG INTO THIS HEART TRENCHING VACATION.  I HATE MYSELF HOW.

ONCE WE TOUCHED DOWN...I GOT TO SENT HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND WAS SENT STRAIGHT TO THE ICU.  HE'S LUNGS WERE BADLY INFECTED. I WAS SO DOWN. NO ONE WAS THERE TO HELP ME OUT NOR TO COMFORT ME. I CRIED AND CRIED FOR ALLAH'S HELP. I SCOLDED SAYANG FOR NOT FOLLOWING MY SUGGESTION TO CANCEL THE TRIP. THAT NIGHT I WENT TO SEE MY DEAR HONEY. I POUR ALL MY TEARS AND FEELINGS OUT. ATLEAST IT HELPED TO COMFORT ME.

SECOND ICU FOR SAYANG THIS TIME. I GUESS IT WOULD BE ROUTINE FOR ME FOR EVERY 5/6 YEARS FROM NOW. EMOTIONALLY I WAS VERY DOWN. I COULD NOT SLEEP NOR EAT. I JUST SLEPT IN THE CAR AT THE PARKING LOT JUST TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT COMING VISITING HOURS TO SEE HIM.

TODAY IS THE THIRD DAY OF ADMISSION. AFTER JOTTING DOWN A FEW WORDS HERE, I PLANNED TO CLEAN THE HOUSE FOR DIBA AND IRA. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO MY COUSIN FOR LETTING ME TO BRING HER DAUGHTER TO MY HOUSE YESTERDAY.  THAT HELPS ME ALOT FROM NOT TO GO KUKU WHEN I CAME BACK FROM THE HOSPITAL. ATLEAST I HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TO TALK TO, TO FOCUS ON OTHER THINGS THAN CRYING ALL NIGHT LONG (IT HAPPENED THE FIRST NIGHT).

NOT THAT SAYANG IS DYING. HE CAN TALK, AND HE CAN ALSO WALK... BUT HE IS NOT REALLY A FIGHTER.... THIS MADE ME SO DOWN. I'M EXPECTING HIM TO BE STRONG. I AM NOT STRONG..... I HAVE TO CALL MY KAK ZU OR MESSAGING HER JUST FOR SOME ADVICE...  SHE WOULD BE THE ONE ENCOURAGING ME TO BE STRONG.  WHATEVER IT IS... SEEING MY SAYANG LIKE THIS REALLY MADE ME CRIPPLE. I'M FIGHTING WITH  MY INNER SELF TO BE STRONG AND ALHAMDULILLAH.... ON THIS THIRD DAY... THE DAY OF ASYURA... I FEEL BETTER. I REALLY WANT TO GO AND SEE HIM DAY READ SOME DOA....

ALLAH IS GREAT. HE DID NOT GIVE ME THE PLEASURE OF LIFE LIKE I ALWAYS REQUESTED IN MY DOA. INSTEAD, HE GAVE ME MORE AND MORE TESTS. I HAVE TO BE REDHO FOR ALL THESE TESTS EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS... I DO NOT THINK SO THAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED ALL THE TESTS AND SO I FELL LIKE ALL THE TESTS ARE PILING UP NOW. I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE TO SOUGHT IT NOT ONE BY ONE... BUT AT ONCE. I MUST GET PLETHORA OF ADVICE FOR THIS.

WITH THE NAME OF ALLAH...MOST GRACIOUS AND THE MOST MERCIFUL.  MUSTAJAB DOA ANA. AMIIN.

Friday, December 10, 2010

24TH DAY: JEJALAN DAY :D

WAIT....

ON MY 24TH DAY.. I'M EXPERIENCING STH DIFFERENT. I S IF I'M GOING TO HAVE MY PEOT
 :(      U KNOW...THE NORMAL ACHE....THE ACHE IN THE ABDOMINAL AREA..BUT THIS TIME I DO NOT SUFFER FROM ANY BREAST TENDERNESS.  THT'S GOOD... I HATE THAT...BUT I HAVE MOOD SWINGS....

FURTHER MORE, SAYANG IS SICK... HAIYA..DUGAAN-DUGAAN....

TODAY WE ARE GOING TO LANGKAWI FOR VACATION :D HOPE MY MOOD COULD BE IMPROVED THERE. HAHAHA I NEED A PEACE OF  MIND... SO I'M SENDING DIBA TO MY COUSIN'S HOUSE SINCE SHE HAS A DAUGHTER OF DIBA'S AGE.  THEY COULD DO THEIR REVISION TOGETHER.

SINCE THIS IS OUR FIRST VACATION TOGETHER TO LANGKAWI...WE ARE TAKING THE LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG WAY.... NAIK TREN :D FIRST CLASS LAGIK. HEHEHEH..... APA2 I'LL UPLOAD MY PICS NEXT WEEK :D

SEE U GUYS THEN :D

Thursday, December 9, 2010

MAK AND ABAH'S DINNER

LAST NITE LAH DINNER UNCLE TALHAR.

I WANTED TO CALL MAK..BUT IT WAS TOO LATE AT NIGHT.

HOWEVER MAK CALLED THIS MORNING...VERY EARLY... 7.30AM. RUPANYA..MAK NAK CALL PUN MALAM TADI BUT THOUGHT IW WLD BE TOO LATE TOO....

MMG LAH MAK NAK SANGAT CRITE PASAL THE DINNER... HEHEHEH...

THEY WERE HAPPY THE\AT THEY WERE TREATED LIKE THE VVIPS. SHE MANAGED TO MEET AUNT BARIAH (BARRYL) AND ALSO UNCLE TALHAR. EACH OF THEM GOT RM20 HEHEHHE ANGPAU!!

RUPANYA, BESIDES CELEBRATING WTW 50TH ANN, UNCLE TALHAR ALSO CELEBRATING HIS 70TH BDAY AND UNTIE BARRYL HER 70+TH B'DAY AS WELL (SHARED SAME MONTH). THEY HAD ARTISTS FROM HONGKONG AND TAIWAN FOR THEIR DINNER (ACTUALLY...MAK TAK TAU PUN DARI MANA... )  THEY PROMISED MAK TO GIVE THE PHOTOS LATER.... NNT ANIM UPLOAD EH MAK :D

AND MAK'S COMMENT FOR RAZALI "AMBOI SOPANNYA DIA ANIM... TAK BERDECIT LANGSUNG LAH DIA...!!!"

AM SO GLAD THAT MAK AND ABAH DID ENJOY THE DINNER.  :D

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

22nd DAY




Mmmmm dah masuk hari yang ke 22 dah.  Tapi stress pulak...rasa cam tak jadik lah...
Selepas acupuncture, dah 2 period cycle dah tak ada PMS. Seronok pulak rasa. Kalau tak seminggu sebelum peot mesti dah rasa lenguh sakit sana sini.  Alhamdulillah...sekarang tak rasa apa-apa pun. Baguslah tu kan?

Apa-apa pun rasa gak suspens menjelang hari peot. Nak juga + kan? Tp redho ajer kalau tak jadik apa2. Pasal paham sangat keaddaan diri yg sibuk ngan tugasan....

Boleh sentiasa mencuba :D

Tunggu ajer ler :D

MY YOUNG SELF AS A FRIEND (PART 1)

YEAH.... I WAS YOUNG... I FELL IN LOVE, A PUPPY LOVE..... I HAD FRIENDS...FRIENDS TO LAUGH.

BUT AT THIS AGE I REALIZED THAT THOSE FRIENDS WERE NOT THOSE WHO WOULD BE WITH YOU DURING YOUR GLOOMY DAYS.

I AM REFERRING TO MY VERY OWN SELF-CENTERED, ARROGANT SELF.  LIKE ANY OTHER YOUNG MAFOUS (MAFIA + FAMOUS)  STUDENT I HAD A CLICK: MYSELF, PZ, AS, LIN, MY SIS, MAYA, FAR A, FKK.    FELL IN LOVE WITH THE WRONG GUY WHO WAS ALSO IN MY GROUP. WE WERE THE MOST HAPPENING GROUP MAKING OUR SCHOOL WELL KNOWN IN THE DISTRICT. IT WAS REALLY A HAPPENING GROUP UP TO THE STAGE THAT WE WERE NOT AWARE OF OUR MAIN RESPONSIBILITIES TOWARDS FRIENDS AND STUDIES.  OUR STUDIES WENT DOWN SAME AS OUR REPUTATION.  WE TEND TO CLOSE OUR EYES WHEN WE SAW A PROBLEM... IGNORING OTHER FRIENDS' FEELINGS AND EVERYONE WAS TRYING TO BE COOL.  I SUSPECTED THAT DRUGS WERE EVEN INVOLVED BUT I NEVER BOTHERED ASKING NOR SAYING  NO. I JUST PRETENDED THAT WE DID NOT DO ANYTHING BAD.

BESIDES HAVING THIS CLICK... I HAD ANOR CLICK.  A MORE RESERVED CLICK. THIS WOULD BE THE GROUP THAT WE WERE TOGETHER TO HAVE OTHER STUDY GROUP.

AFTER MY SCHOOL DAYS WERE OVER.... I FURTHER MY STUDIES TO ONE OF THE MOST PRESTIGIOUS UNIs HERE AND LOST CONTACT WITH ALL MY SO CALLED HAPPENING FRIENDS AND MADE NEW FRIENDS.  I DID MAINTAIN A FEW... 1 OR 2 AND OBVIOUSLY THESE 2 WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME... GIVING ME ADVICES AND HELPED ME. THEY WERE THE ONES WHO WOULD SAY "YOU ARE WRONG HANIM!" OR "MAY I HELP YOU?" OR "HANIM, I'M VISITING YOUR PARENTS" EVEN WHEN I WAS NOT AROUND. THERE WAS NO LOVE STORY INVOLVED AND THUS MADE THE FRIENDSHIP EVEN LONGER.

DAYS HAD PASSED AND I HEARD LOTS OF STORIES ABOUT  MY FRIENDS..... EVEN BAD ONES... AND BAD STORIES ABOUT MYSELF CIRCULATED AMONG THEM.  THERE WAS A FRIEND WHO WAS INVOLVED IN DRUGS AND MY MOM SAID NOTHING ABOUT HIM EVEN THOUGH MY MOM HAD TO TAKE CARE OF HIM FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS (a very long story here).

AND NOW WITH FB, I AM ABLE TO RECONNECT WITH MY LONG LOST FRIENDS AND TO REDEEM MYSELF AT THE SAME TIME.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

TANPA SUAMI


FOR A FEW DAYS JERK.....

MMM.... OK GAK....

BUKAN TAK SAYANG.... PASAL SAYANGLAH NIH

SAYANGKAN DAPAT FISHING AND TENANGKAN FIKIRAN NGAN KEKAWAN :D

I DAPAT SIAPKAN KERJA N SHOPPING SORANG2 AND LEPAK NGAN KEKAWAN GAK  :D

TNGOK NGANGKUNG WITH MY SINGLE FRIENDS ...SAKIT PERUT DIBUATNYA


SHOPPING ANAKKU WAREHOUSE...
INI BARU HARI PERTAMA 
HARI KEDUA PERGI LAGIK BELI TOYS AND BRA COTTON SHOP..
MURAH. COTTONSHOP BRA FRM RM49.90 JADIK RM10 AJER MASA HAPPY HOUR
BOUGHT FOR DEBOT... SPENTOT FRMRM22.90 JADIK RM5

TOTAL DAMAGE UNTUK SEMUA NIH RM365.
TP PUAS HATI :D PASAL KALAU HARGA COTTONSHOP YG ORI JER DAH RM360.
TAK MASUK YG EDUCATIONAL TOYS YG I BELI LEBIH 10 BIJIK TU.... EACH DAH MORE THAN RM50 - RM90.

SAYANG KATA.... ISY...CANNOT LEAVE U ALONE....

Friday, December 3, 2010

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY WTW



CONGRATULATIONS TO WTW FOR THEIR 50TH ANNIVERSARY AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MR TALHAR AND HIS PARTNERS FOR MAKING JOHOR AS PART OF A DEVELOPED STATE OF MALAYSIA.

WHY ALL A SUDDEN I HAVE THIS AS MY ENTRY??

WELL UNCLE TALHAR IS PART OF OUR LIVES: A VERY BIG ROLE ACTUALLY.  WTW WAS WHERE MY FATHER WORKED FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS AND AS LONG AS I KNOW...  I GREW UP WITH HIS HARD EARN MONEY FROM THIS CO UNTIL I WAS...9 YEARS. AND MOM WORKED AS A MAID TO HIS FAMILY AND WAS TREATED MORE LIKE A SISTER THAN A MAID.  SHE  WOULD PROUDLY TELL US ABOUT HOW SHE WAS TREATED: DAILY ACTIVITIES, THE TEA FUNCTIONS, THE QUIET MOMENTS AND TO ALL HOTEL FUNCTIONS THAT SHE ATTENDED WITH THE FAMILY.  EVEN A RELATIVE TO HIS WIFE FELL IN LOVE WITH MY MOTHER.  :D HOWEVER,  MY MOTHER'S LOVE FOR MY FATHER, MR SALLEH, WAS EVEN STRONGER :D  MY MOM WOULD TELL US ABOUT THEIR BELOVED SON, RAZALLI, WHOM MY MOTHER TOOK CARE. AND WHEN SHE TOLD US ABT THE BABY... WE'D NOTICE HER EYES WOULD BE FILLED WITH TEARS. MESTI DIA RINDU BUDAK NIH.

MY DAD KNEW UNCLE TALHAR WHEN HE  PURSUED HIS STUDIES IN UK AND WERE BEST FRIENDS EVER SINCE.  AS FOR MY MOM, SHE WORKED THERE FOR 7 YEARS AND...  THE FIRST TIME MY PARENT MET WAS IN TALHAR'S RESIDENCE ITSELF.  BEING INVITED FOR A PRIVATE FAMILY DINNER, ABAH COULD NOT RESIST TO COME AND ABAH WOULD SAY THAT IT WAS MY MOTHER'S GREAT DISHES THAT MADE HIM FALL IN LOVE WITH HER. MAK PANDAI MASAK TAU! SO... FROM THERE THE LOVE STORY GROWS until todaylah 

SO... WHEN THEY GOT MARRIED AND FINALLY HAD ME... UNCLE TALHAR AND HIS BELOVED WIFE UNTIE BARRYL (not sure abt the spelling) CAME AND TO THEIR SURPRISE THEY TOLD MY MOTHER ABOUT MY SICKNESS. I WAS SUFFERED FROM JAUNDICE AND MY PARENT WAS NOT AWARE ABOUT IT.   I WAS 'SAVED' :D THANKS TO THEM AGAIN :D

THEN, CAME THE RECESSION .... AND ABAH HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO RESIGNED FROM THIS COMPANY FOR IT WAS HIT TO THE COMPANY AS WELL.  I COULD STILL REMEMBER THE HARDSHIP THAT MY FAMILY WENT THROUGH.  NO ELECTRICITY, NO WATER, BUT LUCKILY MY PARENTS STILL MANAGED TO FEED US. MY MOM HAD TO SELL KUIH AND I'D FOLLOW HER TO SEND THE DELICACIES TO THE FOOD STALLS.  I COULD STILL REMEMBER THE LOOK IN MY MOM'S FACE WHEN THE KUIH SHE SOLD WAS NOT FINISHED.  BUT SHE'D NEVER TELL US HER FEELINGS.  LIFE WAS REALLY HARD..... WHEN I WAS 11 OR 12, ALHAMDULILLAH ABAH GOT A JOB AS AN ASST MANAGER IN COURTS MAMMOTH ... AND AGAIN IT WAS UNCLE TALHAR WHO HELPED HIM OUT. THANKS AGAIN.

BEING PHYSICALLY FAR FROM WTW WOULD NOT DETER THE FRIENDSHIP AMONG THEM.  ONCE IN AWHILE, THE TALHAR FAMILY WOULD COME TO VISIT US. AND THIS YEAR THEY CAME TO HAND MY FATHER A VERY SPECIAL GIFT; A BOOK.  ABAH WAS REALLY TOUCHED BY THIS. AND TODAY... MY PARENT IS INVITED TO ATTEND THE CO. DINNER AND THEY ARE GOING..... 

SO TO MAK AND ABAH... HOPE U GUYS ENJOYED YOUR DINNER

AND TO WTW... ALL THE BEST.

P/S THANKS FOR THE BOOK. I LOVE IT!!

UNCLE TALHAR

THE LEGENDARY TRIO 

he never suffered frm sms :D

AND I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO U :D





Wednesday, December 1, 2010

ONE REPUBLIC: SECRETS

AM A BIT CRAZY WITH TIS SONG LATELY
I SO IN LOVE WITH THE MUSIC :D
SO FOLKS.... ENJOY THE SONG AND THE VIDEO... (VERY CLEAR HD VERSION :D)



Secrets Lyrics

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

[CHORUS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

KAKI PANCING....

MMMMM.......
SAYANG2...NGA SIBUK NAK NGOOYENG NGOYENG NI DIA PLAN MEMANCING LAK....
HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY YOUR TRIP AT TEMENGGOR... (HUHUHUH 3/4 DAYS LAK TU). TAKPER... WE'VE GOT TO ENJOY OURSELVES JUGAK KAN.... I CAN ALSO HAVE SOMETIME WITH MY FRIENDS AND MORE TIME WITH MY PAPERS...  :D

ENJOY :D

Sunday, November 28, 2010

IUI AND ACUPUNCTURE: A SOLUTION?

ENTAH LAH.  AFTER DOING SOME READINGS (I AM SUPPOSE TO FINISH MY THESIS BUT AM READING OTHER THINGS...) I STRONGLY FEEL THAT I SHOULD OPT FOR IUI AGAIN INSTEAD OF IVF. FIRST OF ALL, IT IS THE COST FACTOR AND SECONDLY, I HAVE STRONG FEELINGS TOWARDS THIS ALTERNATIVE MED COMBINED WITH MODERN MED. BEFORE THIS, I'VE NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY WOMB WAS NOT CONDUCIVE FOR IMPLANTATION... FOR IT WAS COLD (ACCORDING TO THE ACUPUNCTURIST)... THAT EXPLAINED THE FAILED 3 OR 4 IUIs I DID IN THE PAST.  THE DR DID TELL THAT MY EGGS WERE HEALTHY AND THE SPERMS WERE FINE.  BUT WHY??? THUS,  THE DR CONCLUDED THAT I SUFFERED FROM UNEXPLAINED INFERTILITY.  SEDEY (SAD) TU!!!

FROM M Y READINGS.... IT IS ADVISED TO 
  1. GO FOR ACUPUNCTURE ATLEAST A MONTH BEFORE IUI OR IVF.  THIS IS VERY TRUE FOR WE NEED TO PREPARE THE WOMB. 
  2. HOWEVER ONE HAS TO DO MODERN CHECKUPS AS WELL JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT THE FALLOPIAN TUBES ARE HEALTHY AND NOT BLOCKED. 
  3. EAT HEALTHY FOOD. AVOID TOO MUCH OF CAFFEINE (I'M A COFFEE ADDICT. IS 1 CUP A DAY DO FOR ME???)  THANKS TO MY STUDENT ERIQUE PHANG FOR THE DECAF T. SEDAP ERIQUE. NO COLD FOOD: MEANS NO ICE CREAM, NO COLD DRINKS. (I CAN LIVE WITH THIS. I GUESS SO,,,) NO 'CREEPY' FOODS: BRINJAL OR EGG PLANT, WATERMELON, AND MANY MORE..... BASICALLY LIKE THOSE PLANTS WHICH ARE NOT GROWN UNDER THE HOT SUN)  NO JUNK FOOD... CHOCOLATE IS OK :D NO CARBONATED DRINK ESP COKE, PEPSI, ETC FOR IT WILL ONLY HELP TO DETERIORATE YOUR BONE.... IT WILL ONLY JEOPARDIZE YOUR CALCIUM OR IRON INTAKE. 
  4. TAKE SUPPLEMENTS : DATES AND GOATS MILK. I BOUGHT A CAN OF GOATS MILK FOR RM27. OK KOT..... IRON FOLIC IS A MUST...AND I BOUGHT ANMUM MILK AS WELL.
  5. DO LIGHT EXERCISE: ANGKAT TANGAN... TURUN TANGAN... NAIK TANGGA DENGAN RELEKS NYA... ETC
  6. PAKAI SETOKIN (WEAR SOCKS ALL THE TIME!!) MY FEET CAN EASILY GET COLD... NNT SEJUK WOMB...
  7. THE MOST THING TO DO IS TO PRAY... INSYA ALLAH IT WILL HELP (OR TO MEDITATE).  PROSTATE GESTURES IN OUR DAILY PRAYERS WILL HELP US TO ADJUST OUR WOMB AND TO ENHANCE BLOOD CIRCULATION. IT ALSO HELPS IN IMPROVING CEREBRAL CIRCULATION AND AVOIDING ISCHEMIC BRAIN DISEASE. PRAYING IS A WAY TO FULFILL OUR SPIRITUAL NEEDS. PRAYING HELPS US TO BE NEAR TO ALLAH AS THE CREATOR BY SUBMITTING OURSELVES TO HIM. REMEMBERING THE CREATOR WILL COMFORT YOUR HEART AND MIND AND IT IS DEFINITELY GOOD FOR THE BODY. 
MEH BACA DOA INI.  
1. ALFATIHAH : SAYA BACA 40 KALI SELEPAS MAGHRIB BERSUJUD. SUJUDKAN BAIK.
2. AL-ANBIYA'AYAT 89
3. IL-IMRAN AYAT 38
4. AL-ANBIYA'AYAT 30

INSYA ALLAH DIPERKENANKAN ALLAH.

MY 4TH ACUPUNCTURE

SORRY SEMUA,
TAK STORY PUN UNTUK MY 3RD ACUPUNCTURE DAH MASUK FOURTH PULAK....
BUKANNYA APA CRITER DIA LEBIH KURANG SAMA :D

BASICALLY EVERY WEEK WE WOULD DO ACUPUNCTURE, BOTH ME AND HUBBY. KALAU PERGI HOSPITAL..HUBBY TAK KENA BUAT APA-APA...KITA AJER SIBUK CUCUK DIRI...DIA RILEK ADA.. BUT IN CHINESE MEDICINE HE TOO HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE SAME PROCESS.  SO ADIL KAN :D

APA-APA PUN HE SEEMS TO ENJOY IT FOR HE WOULD BE THE ONE READY AND PUSHING ME TO SEE THE ACUPUNCTURIST.  THE SESSION HE LIKES MOST IS THE URUT SESSION. MAU TAKNYA...UNCLE TU SEBELUM DIA SENTUH BAHAGIAN OTOT YANG PROBLEM DIA AKAN CAKAP "NANTI SINI SAKIT AAAA...." AND IMMEDIATELY AFTER THAT I'D HEAR HIM CRIED.  THE CHARGE FOR THE MASSAGE SESSION IS CHEAP....RM20. CAYA TAK? MANA ADA KAT KLANG VALLY WITH THAT PRICE? URUT MELAYU PUN MAHAL...RM80. SAYANG KATA BILA DIA URUT NGAN UNCLE TO ADA BEZA PASAL TANGAN DIA DAH BOLEH ANGKAT TINGGI SIKIT. MAKLUMLAH ADA MUSCLE TEAR...SIBUK SANGAT NAK CARRY WIEGHT.  BUAT FISIO PUN TAK BAIK2 PUN. AND THE UNCLE KEEP ON ASKING..."U ADA RASA KUAT TAK SEKARAG?" AND MY HUSBAND JUST LAUGHED AWAY..... WITHOUT GIVING AN ANSWER...

AS FOR ME...THIS TIME THE DR CUCUK ME ON MY BELLY.  LAST ONE WAS AT THE BACK. MEMANG TAK SAKIT.  AND AS USUAL SHE'D PLACE THE HEATER AS WELL.  MMG BEST...ESP TO EXPERIENCE THE WARMTH TRAVELLING TO MY WOMB AND BELLY.

EVERYTIME JUMPA...UBAT MAKJUN DIA MESTI DIA BEKALKAN FOR BOTH OF US.  SINCE MY FERTILE PERIOD IS COMING SOON SHE ALSO GAVE ME THE DAVID OVULATION KIT. PRESCRIPTION YANG DIA BAGI THIS TIME PUN BERBEZA SIKIT. HERBS DIA LAGI BANYAK.  AND THIS TIME SHE SAID... "U USE THIS KIT THAN GOT 2 LINES. SO 24-48 HOURS U... (SHOWING BOTH OF HER INDEX FINGERS AND BROUGHT IT TOGETHER..)...AAA EH.... ON YOUR 14, 15 AND 16.... AA... 2, 3, 4 DEC"  MALU DIA NAK SEBUT THE WORD :D  "OOO... OK OK SO WITHIN 24 TO 48 HOURS. GOOD GOOD... I'LL MAKE SURE 'THAT' TO HAPPEN."   TERBAYANG SAYANG NGA SENGIH2...DIA TGH ACUPUNCTURE AND WAS LYING ON HIS TUMMY...SO ..TOK LEH NAMPAK REACTION DIA :D  THEN TERINGAT PULAK MY CYCLE YG PENDEK...."OOO SORRY MY CYCLE IS FOR 26 DAYS ONLY AND NOT 28" .   NEVERMIND.... SAMBIL REFER KAT CALENDER.... SO ON YOUR 12,13,14 LOR. U USE KIT... CAN HELP. YOUR DISCHARGE CLEAR ALREADY"  " OOO STILL NOT CLEAR YET. IT IS NOT THE TIME".  "IT'S OK... WHEN U WITH YOUR HUSBAND... CALL ME...MAKE ME UNDERSTAND. I PUT IN MY BOOK" ALAMAK...TRY TO MAKE HER UNDERSTAND PULAK.... MUNGKIN  MAKSUD DIA BAGI TAU DIA UNTUK TUJUAN KAJIAN DIA AGAKNYA. "OK OK...I WILL TELL YOU"  TERPIKIR PLAK MACAM MANA NAK BAGI TAU NANTI. APA LAH AYAT NAK KU BAGI KAT DR COMEL NIH....

NNT KITA UPLOAD GAMBAR UBAT TU EH AND KEDAI BELI UBAT TU. COZ HERE THE PRICE IS VERY MUCH CHEAPER THAN OTHER SHOPS. THE CHEAPEST AROUND PJ I COULD SAY.

HOPEFULLY NEXT WEEK I COULD MEET MY DEAR FRIEND THE REIKI MASTER.  ACUPUNCTURE TREATMENT IS DIFFERENT... THIS REIKI MASTER PULAK IS MORE TO BODY AURA TREATMENT PULAK...

TP RIGHT NOW...I PUN NGA SIBUK WITH MY THESIS... NAK BAWAK MY THESIS UNTUK DI'AURA'KAN JUGAK :D

HUDA...WAIT AR.. :D

        

Friday, November 26, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOR :D



HAPPY D'DAY NOR.
IKHLAS DARI KAMI SEKELUARGA :D

TERINGAT MASA NOR LAHIR.... ABAH TERMENUNG 24 JAM...... TAKUT JADIK APA-APA KAT MAK AND NOR KAT SPITAL... THEN WE ALL GI  MANA TAH...ABAH PANASKAN TEH DIA TP LUPA TUTUP API.... BALIK RUMAH TGK... CEREK DAH PEROI!!!

MASA NOR LAHIR...KAK NIM DAH FORM 1 NAIK FORM 2... MAKLUMLAH...NOR KLUAR UJUNG TAHUN KAN.... THEN NOR BALIK... SEMUA HAPPY NAK ULIT NOR. DALAM DUA HARI BALIK SKALI NOR KENA JAUNDIS. ALAMAK HAI...KESIAN MAK TAK BOLEH GI SPITAL... SO ABAH AND KNIM BAWAK NOR GI SPITAL..

KITA NAIK TEKSI JER. KAK NIM DOKUNG NOR. NOR TAK NANGES PUN. KAK NIM PEGANG NOR BEBAIK.... TAKUT NOR SEJUK. BILA MASUK JUMPA DR...DR BUAT MCM2 TEST KAT NOR... 'MORO REFLEX'. MASA TU KAK NIM LAH PUNYA TAKUT.... TP NOR OK JER.  DR KATA NOR BOLEH BALIK PASAL JAUNDIS NOR MILD AJE.  THEN BALIK LAH KAMI.  NOR TAK NANGIS PUN SEPANJANG GI BALIK SPITAL TU. BAGI SUSU PUN EE OO EE OO SIKIT JER.  MASA HANTAR NOR GI SPITAL... AND KAK NIM DUKONG NOR...KAK NIM RASA TANGGUNGJAWAB YANG AMAT BESAR MAK ABAH BAGI KAT KAK NIM. YELAH...MASA TU UMO BARU 13 TAHUN JER.....

MASA BABY NOR BABY YANG BAIK. TAK BANYAK MERAGAM...... TP BILER NOR DAH BESOR..DALAM 7 KE 8 TAHUN AND DAPAT ADIK... START LAH KORANG GADUH.  TP NOR CEPAT BELAJAR.  KAK NIM INGAT LAGIK MASA NOR KECIK, NOR SUKA SEPAH2KAN BUKU SEKOLAH NOR.  PASTU DIBAH PUN DATANG AND KOYAKKAN AND MENYEPAHKAN LAGI APA YANG ADA.... NOR LAH PUNYA MARAH KAT ADIK... KAK NIM PUN TEGUR.... "KENAPA MARAH KAT ADIK, NOR YANG SALAH.  CUBA TGK MUKA ADIK, DAH KENA MARAH PUN MUKA DIA HAPPY JER... PASAL DIA TAK TAU DIA BERSALAH." AND RESPON NOR YANG TGH MARAH YG AMAT TADI PUN BERUBAH.... DIA START KETAWA PULAK "AAH LAH.... RILEK AJER DIA."  SO ... KESIMPULANNYA DIA CEPAT BELAJAR.

MMM........ TAU NOR AS A BABY YANG SKANG BABY NIH DAH BESAR.  TAK ADALAH KAK NIM INGAT MAIN CAM KAKNIM USED TO PLAY WITH KAK ANA N KAK IDA.  MAKLUMLAH...GAP DAH BESAR.... BALIK DR SHAH JER BELIKAN ADIK BUKU PASAL DIA KENA PANDAI :D  ANTARA ARAHAN YANG MAK BG WOULD NORMALLY BE..."ANIM...TUKAR LAMPIN ADIK. ANIM WAT SUSU ADIK. ANIM JAGA ADIK. ANIM ADIK DAH NANGES." SO ITULAH ANTARA AKTIVITI KAK NIM NGAN NOR.  NOR BANYAK MAIN NGAN KAK IDA... PASAL MASA TU KORANGLAH YG SELALU BERSAMA AS BESFREN. HEHEHEHEH.....

MASA SEKOLAH RENDAH DULU.... ORG SURUH SEKOLAH TP NOR TAK NAK GI SEKOLAH...RUPA2NYA GADUH NGAN KAWAN DIA AMY. LAWAK JUGAK CRITER NI....

SKANG NOR DAH BESOR... KALAU KECIK2 BES FREN NGAN KAKIDA...DAH BESOR NIH KENA BESFREN NGAN KAK NIM.  NOR TEMPAT KAK NIM NGEMPET, AND KAK NIM TEMPAT NOR NGEMPET.  HAPPY SLALU KAK NIM KALAU NOR NAK BALIK DR UTP DTG UMAH KAK NIM. SAMPAI KENA SECRET NGAN KAK NA TAKUT KAK NA KECIK ATI (HUSHHHHH)...... KITA BANYAK WAT AKTIVITI SESAMA...AND PALING BEST GI SHOPPING ANG PANJAT BUKIT.

APA2 PUN ADIKKU SAYANG....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

NAH KEK UNTUK NOR

Thursday, November 25, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK :D

MAK,

ANIM NAK MAK TAU,
ANIM SAYANG MAK.

ANIM NAK MAK TAU,
ANIM SELALU INGAT MAK,
SELALU INGAT PESAN MAK.

MAK,
ANIM MINTAK MAAF,
ANIM ADA KALANYA ANAK YANG TERSASAR JUGA DEK HIBURAN DUNIA,
TERSASAR DEK DARAH ANAK MUDA,
BUAT BANYAK TIKA HATI MAK TAK DIAM,
RISAU AKAN ANAK MAK SEORANG INI.
ANIM MINTAK MAAF,
ANIM NAK SUJUD DI KAKI MAK HARI INI MINTAK MAAF,
MINTAK BERKAT,
MENCIUM TAPAK, MENCIUM SYURGA.

MAK,
ANIM TAU MAK TAK PERNAH PUTUS DOA UNTUK ANIM,
DAN ALHAMDULILLAH ALLAH SELALU PANDANG DOA MAK UNTUK HANIM,
BEGITU SEKALI MAK UNTUK ANIM,
YANG TAK TERBALAS ANIM UNTUK MAK,
TERLALU BESAR.

MAK,
HARI LAHIR MAK HARI INI,
ANIM DOA KEPADA ALLAH,
SUPAYA DIBERI KEMUDAHAN OLEH ALLAH UNTUK MAK SEGALA URUSAN DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT,
SUPAYA APABILA DI SANA MAK DALAM KALANGAN ORANG BERIMAN,
SUPAYA ALLAH PELIHARA MAK DARI SEGALA KEDUKAAN,
SUPAYA ALLAH BERKATI HIDUP NAK-ANAK MAK,
PASAL ANIM TAHU HIDUP MAK TAK SENANG KALAU ANAK TAK SENANG,
SUPAYA KITA SEMUA SUJUD KEPADA ALLAH YANG MAHA KUASA.
UNTUK KITA TERUS KELUARGA BAHAGIA.

POHON AMPUN DAN MAAF ANIM PINTA.
TAK SANGGUP MENANGGUNG PELBAGAI DOSA.
TAK INGIN JADIK ANAK DERHAKA.
MAK... AMPUNKANLAH SEGALA DOSA.

ANIM SAYANG EMAK
ANAK-ANAK MAK YANG LAIN PUN SAYANG EMAK
CUCU-CUCU MAK PUN SAYANG MAK
ABAH LAGI SAYANG MAK
TOK SAYANG MAK
ADIK BADIK MAK PUN SAYANG MAK
KAMI SEMUA SAYANG MAK

LAGU UNTUK MAK :D

ANIM, ABAH AND SAHAM

ENTRY KALI PASAL ABAH...
DULU MASA KECIK2, ABAH SELALU BRANGAN ANIM JADIK REMISER.  KALAU ANIM JADIK REMISER, TAK PAYAH LAH ABAH BAYAR ANIM KOMISYEN :D   SO BALIK DARI SHAH ABAH PUPUK ANIM BELAJAR KAT ART STREAM WALAUPUN ANIM TERINGIN NAK JADIK DOKTER. TAPI TAK PER LAH....


MASA ANIM KECIK PUN SLALU TENGOK ABAH MEMBACA. SIBUK ABAH MEMBACA MAG CAM ECONOMIST, THE EDGE, DAN TAH APA-APA LAGI. THEN ABAH AKAN BELI BUKU GRAF... DENGAN BANYAKNYA.  DINING TABLE JADIK TEMPAT ABAH STUDY. TAK ADA SAPE PUN BOLEH SENTUH BUKU DAN MEJA. SAPE SENTUH...MEMANG KENA MARAH KAW2NYA. TIAP2 MALAM ABAH AKAN PLOT TURUT NAIK SAHAM YANG DIBELI.

ITU CERITA DULU...... MASA ADA DUIT.... SKANG EKO-NO-MONEY :D

TP..... DUIT TIAP2 BULAN ANAK2 BAGI MAK ABAH SIMPAN..... ANAK-ANAK BAGI UNTUK MAK ABAH PAKAI.... TP DEPA SIMPAN JUGAK... AND NOW DUET TU MAK ABAH BUAT MAIN SAHAM. ALA...TAK BANYAK MANA PUN...CIPUT AJA..... ABAH PUN TAK TAKUT MAIN.  MAKLUMLAH SAHAM MEMANG ADA TURUN NAIK.... TP TAK PER LAH....

(dulu kecik boleh ler ikut abah ke mana-mana)

SEBENARNYA ANIM HAPPY ..... ANIM HAPPY TENGOK ABAH OCCUPIED. HAPPY TGK ABAH BUSY. HAPPY TGK ABAH BUAT KAJIAN....

DAN PALING HAPPY PASAL ADA BENDA ANTARA HANIM NGAN ABAH NAK SEMBANGKAN SELAIN DRP CERITA SEKOLAH DAN PENDIDIKAN.  ABAH AKAN CALL ANIM CUMA NAK CRITER APA DIA BUAT HARI INI. HANIM RASA SERONOK!!

ANAK PEREMPUAN..... B IASA APA2 PUN MAK... CALL MAK TANYA MAK BELANJA CUKUP TAK, MAAM MANA NAK MASAK LAUK, BERAPA CAWAN NASI NAK MASAK.... PETUA2 KESIHATAN, NGADU2, AND BENDA NI SEMUA TAK CERITA KAT ABAH.... TP KAT MAK...

KALAU CALL ABAH, TAKKAN NAK TANYA "ABAH, DUIT ROKOK CUKUP TAK? " ERRR
SO LEBIH KEPADA TANYA KABOR,  POKOK NENAS ABAH AMACAM, TOK BUAT APA, ANAK ABAH YANG KECIK TU CAMMANA SEKOLAH....?  CUMA SOALAN SOALAN BIASA JER.  DAN JAWAPAN ABAH, "ABAH SIHAT,.... DAH LAMA TAK TENGOK NENAS,ATOK SIHAT...DIA NAK MAKAN ESKREM,  ANAK ABAH SORANG TU PEMALAS!! TAK BANGUN LAGI NI HAH.... DIA ABAH SURUH BELAJAR ENGLISH NGAN ABAH DIA TAK MAU....."

TAPI KALI NIH..MAK DIALKAN NO TEPON RUMAH..."NIM, KO ADA PEMINAT! " RUPERNYA ABAH NAK CAKAP.

BALIK CRITER  PASAL SAHAM...
ANAK ABAH NI BUTA SAHAM.... TP ABAH SIBUKLAH SURUH ANIM BUKAK AKAUN SAHAM... "NIM, PETRONAS CHEMICAL NI BELILAH.... ABAH PINJAMKAN DUIT... TAPI ANIM JUAL BAGI ABAH MODAL TU BALIK EH. "  ANIM PUN TERASA SERONOK... ANIM PUN BUKAK LAH CDS AKAUN... BALIK JOHOR, AKTIFKAN AKAUN MAK PLAK.. PASAL DAH LAMA SEBENORNYA MAK AND ABAH TAK JUALBELI NIH. SO ABAH TUNJUKKAN KAT ANIM APA2 YANG DIA TAHU PASAL SHARES.  ANIM RASA SERONOK PASAL DAH TUA NIH..ANIM INGAT ABAH TAK AKAN AJAR ANIM LAGI..TETAPI..ADA JUGAK ILMU YANG ANIM BOLEH BELAJAR DARIPADA ABAH. DULU ABAH SELALU TARIK ANIM BELAJO...TP ANIM NIH..CAM ANAK BONGSU ABAH TU JUGAK... SO SKANG NIH...ANIM TANYA ABAH BANYAK PASAL SAHAM...AND ANIM TAHU ABAH HAPPY ANIM DAH START BERGURU DENGAN DIA.

SO ARI NIH...PET CHEMICAL DAH MASUK BSKL... DARI 5.05 NAIK UP TI 5.72 AND NOW KAT TAKUK 5.52. ABAH DAH ADA KAT INTER-PAC SECURITY AWAL PAGI LAGI. NAK CALL ABAH TAK BOLEH PASAL ABAH TAK PAKAI H/P. MAK CALL ANIM JER NAK TANYA PERKEMBANGAN PET-CHEM.  TP ANIM NAK CAKAP NGAN ABAH GAK... AND ANIM PUN APA LAGIK...CALL REMISIER DIA...EN LYLSHAM. HEHEHEH...SORRY EH ENCIK PASAL KACAU ENCIK..... :D.... NASIB BAIK LAH DIA KENAL ABAH.  SEMPAT GAK ANIM PESAN KAT ABAH JGN LUPA SOLAT JUMAAT ARI NIH :D

SO...... KESIMPULANNYA... (DAH NAK ABIH MESTI ADA KESIMPULANNYA. CIKGU SLALU BERPESAN KPD STUDENTNYA) ANIM HAPPY SANGAT2 PASAL... ADA JUGAK...FATHER-DAUGHTER NYER STORY.  KALAU ADA ANAK, KITA SEBAGAI IBU BAPA MESTI ADA STH YG BOLEH CONNECT KAN KITA NGAN ANAK2 KITA...DAN YANG PASTI ITU BUKAN HARTA... HOBBY MUNGKIN TERBAIK...

HANIM NAK ABAH TAU YANG ANIM SAYANG ABAH.... :D

I GUESS THT ABAH WISHED TO HAVE A SON AND MAK USED TO SAY... " ANIM ANAK LELAKI ABAH"  SO MOM...  I KNOW MY RESPONSIBILITY... AS A DAUGHTER AND ALSO A SON :D

MUSIK DAN AKU : TSUNAMI MAHER ZAIN



      


KEINDAHAN ISLAM KINI MUDAH KITA HAYATI MELALUI NASYID.  TERDAPAT BANYAK KUMPULAN NASYID TEMPATAN DAN LUAR NEGARA YANG BERDAKWAH MELALUI MUSIK.

SEPERTI INSAN BIASA YANG LAIN, AKU PUN SUKA DENGAR NASYID DAN BUAT MASA INI NASYID YANG AKU SUKA DENGAR SELAIN DARIPADA NASYID TEMPATAN ADALAH DARIPADA DENDANGAN MAHER ZAIN Thank You Allah, DAN JUGA SAMI YUSUF.


APABILA DENGAR MEREMANG BULU ROMA.... CEPAT-CEPAT AMIK WUDHU' BUAT SOLAT.  SEMUA LAGU2 NI DISAMPING MENGAGUNGKAN KEBESARAN ALLAH, TURUT MEMBERI RANGSANGAN KEPADA UMAT ISLAM UNTUK KEMBALI KE AJARAN ALQURAN.

ADA ORANG BARANGKALI MENDENGAR KATA BUKAN MELALUI KATA-KATA, TETAPI CARANYA LEBIH HALUS LAGI IAITU MELALUI MUSIK, YANG LEBIH HALUS DAN BAIT-BAITNYA PULA MEMBERI KEINSAFAN.

AKU SEORANG ISLAM DAN LAGU-LAGU INI SEMEMANGNYA MEMBERI KETENANGAN.  LAGU-LAGU INI JADI PENEMAN DIKALA MENYIAPKAN TUGASAN HARIAN, KERJA RUMAH ....DIKALA KESEPIAN.

TELINGA AKU NIH SEBENARNYA DARI KECIL LAGI MEMANG JARANG DENGAR MUSIK. MAKLUMLAH...SEIINGAT-INGAT AKU RADIO PERTAMA DI RUMAHKU DIMILIKI KELUARGA KETIKA AKU BERUMUR 12 TAHUN.  DAH TUA BARU DAPAT DENGAR RADIO. RADIO PULAK YANG BUKAN YANG JENIS BERKUALI DAN ITU PUN RADIO ABAH DAPAT FREE DARIPADA MALAM DINNER COURTS MAMMOTH. SO..... MUSIK SEBEBNARNYA BUKANLAH KEBIASAAN  DALAM KELUARGA.  YANG PALING BIASA DI RUMAH ADALAH MENDENGAR ALUNAN MERDU SUARA MAK MENGAJI... ITULAH BENTUK MUSIK PALING BIASA DI RUMAH.

BILA DAH BESAR DAN MENINGKAT REMAJA.... MUSIK JADIK PENEMAN DAN SEMAKIN KERAP AKU DENGAR SEMASA BERCINTA.  MAKLUMLAH.... TERBUAI2 GITU DIBUATNYA.  DAN ANTARA KASET PERTAMA YANG AKU TERIMA MERUPAKAN HADIAH DARIPADA SEORANG TEMAN SEKOLAH (thanks aim)... KENNY G...BREATHLESS... SEJAK DARIPADA ITU...MINAT AKU TERTUMPU PULA KEPADA IRAMA BERBENTUK SENTIMENTAL.

TERINGAT SATU PERISTIWA APABILA AKU DIPANGGIL KE SLOT RADIO UNTUK REMAJA. DAH LUPA SLOT APA TU... DAN PENGACARA RADIO MINTA AKU MEMILIH 15 BUAH LAGU KESUKAAN AKU.... HAIYA!!! SUSAHNYA NAK M EMILIH LAGU PASAL... TAK TAU TAJUK  LAGU. NASIB BAIK ADA ANA YANG ADA PADA ASA ITU YANG MEMBANTU.  HEHEHHEH....... DAN SEPANJANG INTERVIEW DI RADIO...AKU RASA KEKOK...MAKLUMLAH...JARANG DENGAR RADIO...SO TAK TAU MACAMMANA NAK RESPONS KETIKA SESI DALAM KONTI...TERASA AMATLAH KAKU!!! HEHEHEH MEMANG PENGALAMAN YANG TIDAK BOLEH DILUPAKAN.  LEPAS NIH KALAU DIPANGGIL UNTUK INTERVIEW DALAM RADIO...I'LL DO BETTER.  :D

SATU YANG AKU PERASAN ADALAH DIRIKU INI SEBENARNYA TIDAK SUKA LAGU2 TOP TOP YANG TERJERIT2 DLL...SAMA ADA LAGU TEMPATAN MAHUPUN LUAR NEGARA. TERASA BINGIT TELINGA...BOLEH PENING KEPALA. HANYA ADA BEBERAPA LAGU SAHAJA YANG BOLEH AKU DENGAR..  DAN INI SEMUA BERMULA APABILA AKU MEMBELI BEBERAPA ALBUM NASYID TEMPATAN SEPERTI RAIHAN, AKHIL HAYY, IN-TEAM, SAUJANA DLL.

KINI...... MAHER ZAIN.... MENJADI PENEMAN KETIKA AKU MENYIAPKAN KERTAS KERJA YANG TERTANGGUH SEKIAN LAMA..... PALING AKU SUKA... OPEN YOUR EYES DAN INSYA ALLAH.  CDNYA AKU BELUM BELI LAGI. PASAL NAK BELI CD ORI.  TAKKAN LAH BENDA BAIK NAK DENGAR DGN CARA MENCURI KAN?  TAK BERKAT NANTI.  SO BUAT MASA INI AKU DENGAR DARIPADA FACEBOOK MAHER ZAIN SENDIRI.  DARIPADA LAGU MAHER ZAIN INI PUN...RAMAI ORANG YANG BERTINDAK KREATIF UNTUK MENGHASILKAN KLIP2 SEPERTI YANG AKU EMBED DI ATAS.  VIDEO2 NI PUN AKU DENGAR BERKALI2.  DENGAR UNTUK BERI KEINSAFAN KEPADA DIRI SENDIRI.

SEMOGA KITA SEMUA MENGINSAFI DIRI  KITA SEBAGAI UMAT ISLAM...SEBAGAI SEORANG HAMBA....

KITA HIDUP DI DUNIA INI HANYA UNTUK ALLAH...
TAK ADA KONSEP PENEBUSAN DOSA KITA OLEH ORANG LAIN SEPERTI AJARAN AGAMA LAIN,
DOSA KITA TANGGUNGJAWAB KITA.....

SEKIAN

  

Thursday, November 18, 2010

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA :D

RAYA HAJI DATANG LAGI.  MAK DAN ABAH PLAN NAK KE MEKAH TAHUN  INI, TETAPI TAK ADA REZKI PULAK UNTUK DIPANGGIL TAPI MAK TAK PERNAH SEDEH ATAU KECEWA SEBALIKNYA DIA SLALU KATA," INI KAN PANGGILAN ALLAH, TETAMU ALLAH. DIA YANG TENTUKAN..." MAK MEMANG SABAR. ABAH PULAK BANYAK  LAGI YANG PERLU DIA BELAJAR. ABAH BELAJAR SAHAM LAJU JER LANGKAH DIA :D 


RAYA HAJI TAHUN NIH TAK BALIK PUN KAMPUNG. SEKADAR DI PJ SAHAJA DAN VISIT ANA ANAK BERANAK. MASAK PUN BUKANLAH YANG HEBAT SANGAT. ALA...ADALAH NASI JEERA NGAN 2 LAUK LAIN, AYAM KORMA (SAYANG MASAK) AND TERUNG.  SAYANG SIBUK DARI PAGI HINGGA KE PETANG.


KALAU BALIK RAYA TAHUN NIH, DAPAT TGK LEMBU KELUARGA. TAHUN NIH KAMI SEMUA KORBAN LEMBU. KATA IDAH LEMBU GEMOK GEMOK. MASA KENA SEMBELIH...MAK SEDEH KATANYA.  SEMPATLAH SURUH IDA KIRIM SALAM KAT LEMBU... SEMOGA KORBAN INI MENDAPAT KEREDHAAN ALLAH. AMIIN. 


BERIKUT ADALAH FIRMAN-FIRMAN ALLAH BERKAITAN IBADAH KORBAN INI.



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"Supaya mereka menyaksikan berbagai perkara yang mendatangkan faedah kepada mereka serta memperingati dan menyebut nama Allah, pada hari-hari yang tertentu, kerana pengurniaanNya kepada mereka dengan binatang-binatang ternak (untuk dijadikan korban); dengan yang demikian makanlah kamu dari (daging) binatang-binatang korban itu dan berilah makan kepada orang yang susah, yang fakir miskin. (Al-Hajj 22:28)
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Dan bagi tiap-tiap umat, Kami syariatkan ibadat menyembelih korban (atau lain-lainnya) supaya mereka menyebut nama Allah sebagai bersyukur akan pengurniaanNya kepada mereka; binatang-binatang ternak yang disembelih itu. Kerana Tuhan kamu semua ialah Tuhan Yang Maha Esa, maka hendaklah kamu tunduk taat kepadaNya; dan sampaikanlah berita gembira (wahai Muhammad) kepada orang-orang yang tunduk taat - (Al-Hajj 22:34)
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Daging dan darah binatang korban atau hadiah itu tidak sekali-kali akan sampai kepada Allah, tetapi yang sampai kepadaNya ialah amal yang ikhlas yang berdasarkan taqwa dari kamu. Demikianlah Ia memudahkan binatang-binatang itu bagi kamu supaya kamu membesarkan Allah kerana mendapat nikmat petunjukNya. Dan sampaikanlah berita gembira (dengan balasan yang sebaik-baiknya) kepada orang-orang yang berusaha supaya baik amalnya. (Al-Hajj 22:37)
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Oleh itu, kerjakanlah sembahyang kerana Tuhanmu semata-mata, dan sembelihlah korban (sebagai bersyukur). (Al-Kauthar 108:2)





          

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

MY SECOND ACUPUNCTURE

I HAD MY SECOND ACUPUNCTURE LAST FRIDAY AND THIS TIME I HAD IT ON MY TUMMY...AT THE WOMB AREA ACTUALLY. I DID NOT FEEL THE PAIN AT ALL.

THE ACUPUNCTURIST ADVISED ME NOT TO DO IVF YET FOR 2-3 MONTHS. MY BODY HAVE TO BE READY FOR IT AND IT TAKES 2-3 MONTH.

RASA SEDEY JUGAK COZ I HAD CANCELLED MY NAME TO INVIGILATE FOR STPM. BUT ACCORDING TO THE DOC.... MANA LAH TAU U RILEKS DAPAT ANAK MASA CUTI NIH.... BETUL JUGAKKAN? INSYA ALLAH

APA-APA AKU SERAHKAN KEPADA ALLAH.

SEMALAM I HAD TO ADD MORE HERBS FOR MY MEDCINE :D
SO THIS TIME I WENT TO PJ OLD TOWN TO BUY AND NOT SS2. WALAWEI..... IT WAS CHEAPER THAN SS2. IF I WERE TO GO TO SS2 DEFINITELY I HAD TO PAY MORE THAN THE NORMAL 1. DAH KENA TAMBAHKAN UBATNYA.... 1 SET COST ME RM7 (WITH THE ADDITIONAL HERBS..) KAT KEDAI MANA??? THE SHOP IS NEXT TO CARING FARMASI RIGHT AFTER THE T JUNCTION NEAR PJ OLD TOWN MARKET.

CUTI NIH SELAK2 BUKU AGAMA.....

MENIKMATI KEINDAHAN SEBAGAI SEORANG ISLAM....

CUBA GI TAZKIRAH SUBUH KAT MASJID TP.... BANGUN PUN PUKUL 6.30. ITU PUN HARI DAH NAK TERANG DAH.... SO SMLM GI MASJID ADA DIA BAGI EDARAN AKTIVITI MASJID... BOLEH LAH TGK MANA-MANA SLOT YANG BOLEH PERGI NANTI. INSYA ALLAH.


Monday, November 1, 2010

ACUPUNCTURE TO OVERCOME INFERTILITY (ACUPUNCTURE DAN KETIDAKSUBURAN)


YESTERDAY, MY SAYANG LONGED TO EAT LAMB CHOP. SO WE WENT TO PJ OLD TOWN MARKET. MAKLUMLAH.... ANTARA PASAR TERMURAH DI PJ.

WE TOO WANTED TO TAKE A LOOK AT THE ACUPUNCTURE CLINIC AROUND THE AREA. RIGHT AT THE TURNING TO THE MARKET, WE SAW THIS OLD CORNER LOT HOUSE. TAKLAH CANTIK .... SO WE DECIDED TO TAKE A LOOK AT IT.

WE MET THIS CHINESE DOCTOR FROM CHINA PLAK TU. SHE COULD NOT SPEAK BAHASA NOR PROPER ENGLISH. BUT... THERE WAS AN OLD UNCLE WHO WAS THERE TO ASSIST HER WITH THE TRANSLATION.  AFTER KNOWING OUR PROBLEM SHE SAID....
 "NO NO TOGETHER ...1 MONTH". MY SAYANG WAS TAKEN A BACK BY THIS STATEMENT. "CANNOT TOGETHER FOR A MONTH? "  HE WAS NOT SURE TO MENTION THE SEX WORD.. :D THEN AGAIN SHE SAID ... "U COME HERE. I HELP YOU. DON'T GO DR. DON'T GO. HERE 3 MONTHS. HOSPITAL... BAD FOR BODY".

THEN THE UNCLE SHOWED US A NEWS PAPER ARTICLE ON A COUPLE SUCCESS STORY TRYING TO CONCEIVE WITH THE HELP OF ACUPUNCTURE AND CHINESE HERBS. SAYANG SEEMED TO BE VERY POSITIVE ABOUT IT. WE ASKED THE DR AGAIN ABOUT OUR SITUATION AND ASKED HER WHY. SHE CHECKED OUR PULSE BEAT AND WITH THE TRANSLATOR'S HELP SHE SAID THAT MY SAYANG'S BODY IS WARM BUT MY BODY IS UNDER THE COLD CATEGORY.  MY WOMB SHOULD BE READY FOR FERTILIZATION AND IMPLANTATION. BEING 'COLD' DOES NOT HELP OUR EFFORT TO CONCEIVE WHETHER THROUGH IVF OR IUI.  BETUL JUGAK EH.

SO.... THE DR BROUGHT US TO SEPARATE ROOMS . SHE ASKED MY TO LIE DOWN ON MY STOMACH. WHILE COMFORTING ME FOR NOT TO BE SCARED SHE PLACED THE NEEDLES AT MY BACK. IT WAS NOT PAINFUL AT ALL. THEN SHE HEAT MY BACK USING A LAMP.  AFTER TEN MINUTES, I COULD FEEL THE WARMTH FROM THE BACK TRAVELLING TO MY WOMB AND BELLY. SOMETIMES IT FELT LIKE YOU WERE HAVING YOUR MILD PERIOD PAIN.  THE TREATMENT TOOK AROUND 45 MINUTES. AFTER THAT WAS THE URUT SESSION. HAIYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT IT WAS ALSO SO NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BODY LOVED IT ACTUALLY.

BEFORE LEAVING SHE PRESCRIBED US WITH SOME CHINESE MAKJUN AND A LIST OF HERBS TO BUY. ACCORDING TO HER, THE COSTS FOR A SET OF HERBS IS AROUND RM10. SO OFF WE GO TO OUR FAMOUS SS2. THERE ARE A FEW CHINESE SEN SEH SHOPS HERE. SAYANG BROUGHT ME TO THE FAMOUS EU YAN SANG. I BOUGHT ONE SET ONLY (SUPPOSE TO BUY 8) AND IT COST ME RM23. SO EXPENSIVE.

I HAVE TO DRINK THE BOILED HERBS IN THE MORNING AND AFTER DINNER.... THE SOUP IS SI BITTER.... IT TOOK AROUND 3 HOURS TO BOIL (FROM 8 CUPS OF WATER TO 2 CUPS).

THE NIGHT WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO PERFORM MY ISYAK PRAYERS I NOTICED THAT I HAD A SPOT... AND AGAIN THIS MORNING.

I ASKED MY DEAR TAN ABOUT IT AND SAID THAT THIS COULD HAPPEN FOR MAYBE THE ACUPUNCTURE HELPED TO GET RID OF THE UNWANTED DIRTY BLOOD FROM MY UTERUS.  0 . 0  WAH LIKE THAT AHHH???

IN FACT, SAYANG CALLED THE ACUPUNCTURIST AND SHE CONFIRMED IT.  HOWEVER... I STILL HAVE TO GO AND SEE HER TOMORROW :D

 

THE PICS SHOWN IN THE CLINIC

RANGE OF HERBS

THE UE YAN SANG

Saturday, October 30, 2010

MY IVF JOURNEY (1)

OK... FINALLY WE TALKED ABOUT IT AGAIN....
AND HERE'S THE PLAN...
NEXT WEEK, I'M GOING TO
1. SURVEY AN ACUPUNCTURIST AROUND PJ AREA.
2. SURVEY THE COST FOR IVF AT UNIVERSITY HOSP AND METRO HOSP KLANG
3. BUY MORE HEALTHY FOOD.... KIWIS, ORANGES ETC
4. EXERCISE (3 BULAN DAH STOP)
5. SOLAT HAJAT AND ISYTIHARAH

AND TO GET SOMEONE TO REPLACE ME FOR STPM INVIGILATION....


so.... anyone knows any good acupuncturist around?
Tomorrow I'm meeting a friend of mine who is now a Reiki master. Hopefully that too could help....









Tuesday, October 26, 2010

COCKROACHES

MAK AI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THESE COCKROACHES ARE MAKING MY LIFE MISERABLE TODAY!!! I DISCOVERED ALL TYPES OF COCKROACHES THERE ARE IN THIS WORLD, CAME OUT FROM MY WHAT I THOUGHT WAS MY CLEAN KITCHEN!!!! THERE WERE THE AMERICANS, GERMANS, ASIANS, ORIENTALS, BROWN-BANDED AND OTHERS...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE :D




THAT WAS A GREAT PARTY :D


MR LEE THE PRESIDENT AND ALEX THE BUILDING MANAGER
WERE THE MASTER MINDS :D

BESIDES THEM WAS MY DARLING SAYANG


1 MALAYSIA THEME :D


WITH THE AWEKS :D
CUT THE CAKE SESSION :D

BY THE RA :D
THANKS

Monday, October 18, 2010

MAMA NEM BABYSIT





TAHY MADE PAPA FIR PANICKED!!


PAPA FIR'S HANDS WERE EVERYWHERE IN THE PICS :D
AYEP'S FINE BUT NOT PAPAFIR

LRT RIDE FROM TAMAN JAYA TO KELANA JAYA

AYEP ADMIRING PJ VIEW


STUDY TIME

After so long, finally Mama Nem had the opportunity to babysit these 3 adorable, cute but yet notty loving children. The best part was..... Ayep's around this time!!!

Mama was busy... It seemed like mama had to invigilate for PTK... Poor mama but she was happy too for she knew that mama nem would always be there for her.... When mama rang mama nem... mama nem just said yes and warned papa fer not to have any agendas for the weekend. (jahat mama nem).

Despite being sick, mama nem gave mama a nod!! Teruk kan mama nem. Mama nem took med just to make sure she'd be 100% OK to babysit for d weekend.

Bila dah tiba weekend, mama nem forced papa fer to wake up early. Kesian dia. He had to miss all his morning cartoons. Tapi dia nampak OK ajer. Once we arrived at Cheras, without staying long we head back to PJ. The first stop was our favourite roti canai at Raju's Gasing. Ayep was very obedient. Even though he did not eat, he sat quietly on the baby chair (after being warned by papa fer) and waited for us to finish :D

The next stop was really a surprise. Hheheheheh Papa fer brought us to Taman Jaya playground!! Fullamak!!! Bestnya!!! The playground was so big!!! The children were so excited!!! They ran here and there leaving mama nem esp papa fer panicking chasing after them. Then mama nem pun lepak lah... penat lah... Mama nem could see tht papa fer was also tired... but he was more concerned of the children's safety.

Since the playground is near the LRT track ... the children were also excited to see the trains passed by... terjerit-jerit Ayep "Train! Train!!" Then, nak bagi thrill lagi, after the playground, mama nem suggested to papa fer to bring them for a train ride. Excited giler jadiknya bebudaak tu!! It was just a short ride... from Taman jaya to Kelana Jaya ajer... Sepanjang jalan naik tren, T-sya would ask... "Mama nem,,, ni stesyen apa?? Jaya apa?" Memanglah... we have so many stations with the names ended up with 'Jaya'. Kat Kelana jaya. papa Fer pun jemput... Lama tunggu ...

Once we arrived, we bathed the children and the were ordered to do some revision before they took their nap. Nie tactic mama nem nak suruh dia tidor...... Kan baca buku boleh cepat ngantuk....

OK... Ayep..... he was a bit quiet. Mama nem paham for she knew that Ayep was missing his mama and t****. First time kena renggang nih!! But he did not mention about it at all. For the night... he slept with us. To my surprise... and anna's too... ayep was not a proplem. he did not cry at all even though he woke up in the middle of the night. Rilek ajer dia... "Mama... do not under estimate ayep eh...."

Ayep was a bit naughty too... and there were times that mama nem had to puk his naughty hand.... but he did not cry.... he just made the sad face and when mama nem hugged him, he'd be OK and laughed. He was so independent.

Ok..... pasal study..... everyone had to study including Ayep. Ayep lagi suka buku banding abg and akak dia. For study time... mama nem kumpulkan semua dalam satu bilik. Less distraction but mama nem was distracted by the bed... tertidor masa tanda buku Aliff. And without me noticing it, all 3 quietly tiptoed (i guess la) and closed the door. All 3 went to the hall and put on their fav cartoon and the tv vol was so....SOFT!!! Depa takut mama nem terbangun!!!! Surprisingly.. Aliff managed to take care of his younger siblings including the notty ayep. And when mama nem went to the kitchen she realised that the children drank her fav choc milk and they threw the boxes in the sink!! Wah!!!! Pandainya depa!! Buang sampah pun pandai!! If not mesti sampah dah ada kat mana2 or under the cushion. It shows that Aliff could take care of his younger siblings and would 'instruct' them to behave.

Apa-apa pun..... mama nem sangat lah happy........ tak terkata. Papa fer pun happy!!
Thanks Anna and Wadi!!
Len kali buat lagi :D



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